There is nothing worse than being in a smal town
The retards here just get high on benedryl and robotussin and shit what the fuck. In the big city people do shrooms and ecstasy and shit and go to festivals and concerts and ride the trains and go downtown and have friends and shit
Why the fuck is god doing this to me?
I FUCKING ALMOST MADE IT OUT
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Get fucked you dirty filthy nigger. You black asshole. Nobody cares about how God fucked you. Stop making these threads.
Doesn't sound like much of an improvement to me.
But why me? Why am I targeted
Because you are a nigger. Niggers smell like shit. Nobody likes niggers including God.
Why are rappers so rich then
Find a social worker who can hook you up with housing in a bigger city
Ah yes, the daily small town user thread.,..
I hope things get better for you user. Stay off the drugs and do the right thing. I hope things get better for you.
Take care.
I am on probation for being black origins
I will never be happy now but ty
>and go to festivals and concerts and ride the trains and go downtown and have friends and shit
I too very often wonder what this is like. It's the worst kind of feel, it's as if we haven't even lived yet.
Just go be homeless man before god traps you like he did me
shrooms are really easy to grow and the materials you need to make them are really easy. just buy the materials at separate places and keep yourself inconspicuous. try to only sell them to smart people so you don't get ratted on and ull be good.
I cant trip I am too depressed all the time
really easy to get*
also don't abuse them either. that's a dumbass move
shrooms can actually be used to treat depression. just don't go crazy. try half an 8th of dried material or even microdose them
shrooms and mdma are overrated
honestly once you try them and the novelty wears off you will find a different reason to be a depressed nigger faggot
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here read up user. and just research psychedelic science in general. themoreyouknow.jpg
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I have ptsd from my family abuse and my own living nightmare can come true at any time and i have a hellish life and my brain literally does nothing but cycle through the same 5 depressing thoughts 24/7
I tried shrooms last night it was awful
I am too crazy and have too much ptsd from my country abuse. I need to just leave but i cant because of god
The only drug that semi helps is kratom
>shrooms and mdma are overrated
you must have never had quality shrooms and dont know how to trip properly and you probably tried bathsalts thinking it was mdma.
you're right about the Jews making lamestream rappers famous though, I'll give you that
sorry to hear that user. I recommend you get some therapy for that. staying in a depressed defeatist attitude isn't gonna help tho. even if the depression makes it really difficult to try, you have to try if you want to make it out
did 3.5g of big golden caps before and it was overwhelming and unsatisfying
mdma was 99% pure, only the poorly refined stuff is brown and smells like sassafras, dissolved in water with no visible cut and shot up intramuscular, gets boring after a few months
>he still believes this
You're on probation because you're a black nigger who did drugs while driving, you fucking coon.
Literally the only thing that will help is leaving and god wont let that happen
you sound like a degenerate, maybe the city would be a good fit for you. imo its ass.
I saw a white woman on the news who killed someone texting and driving and got 1 year probation...
My white friend got a felony while he was in trouble for something else and walked in to court with a t shirt on and a public defender and had court for 2 weeks and they lowered it to a misdemeanor and gave him a fine
My white friend got a dui underage and then while he was going to court for that he fucking flipped a car on the freeway with an aggrevated dui and got less time than me
It literally is because i am black now fuck off you suburban twat you know NOTHING of the African American struggle this is hell
so you did too much booms and wasn't prepared for it I take it? this falls into the "didn't trip properly" category that I mentioned. how do you know the mdma was that pure? did you send a sample to ecstasydata.org? I never trust the purity by what someone says. I always get mine tested.
I never shot up mdma. I'm too pussy for needles. I've only dosed mdma sublingually and had amazing times. I also never abuse it either so it never gets "old." what you're describing sounds like what people call "losing the magic." pretty much means when uve dosed on mdma so much that the magical feeling gets lost. I recommend spanning your mdma doses by 3 months. meaning if you dose right now. don't dose again until 3 months, but even I don't dose that often. I dose on mdma once every few years.
start by trying to change within, I think you're focusing too much on the external. people that are so convinced it's one single thing that'll make their lives better fall into sadness again once they reach that one goal they think will magically make them happy. you could be in a bumfuck 3rd world country right now with no access to make your complaints on the internet. try and be a little grateful. you've probably already heard this all before. should have listened the first time
I literally live in my own personal hell and god comes after me man I have no happiness at least third world countries dont have a hectic lifestyle and it is warm and happy
Literally the only people that have it worse are like rape slaves homeless old people or the people that live here and go in and out of prison
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