Father basically raised me as a sex toy

Well basically you work 8 hours a day, cook food thats easy to cook and has decent enough nutrients to keep you from developing clubbed fingers or other signs of malnutrition and drink until you pass out every friday and/or saturday.

I can afford to get a car but I never learned how to drive. I wasn't allowed out much and definitely not on my own so learning how to drive wasn't necessary.

What sort of details would let you help me more?

That doesn't sound very fun.

Drinking alcohol and lurking/posting on imageboards is fun. Figuring out ways to cook large batches of food is fun. Having a job can be okay if you find a job you like. Also having a job you like keeps you distracted enough so you don't notice how lonely you are when you come home to an empty dark apartment every single night for years and years.

Take a driving class! Driving isn't hard. My ex learned to drive at 19-20

I'll have to do some research on jobs. I don't know what I could do. I reasonably educated but I don't have a college degree or anything. It could be hard to get an interesting job.

I can do research on that too.

>>father basically raised me as a sex toy
just like in my animays
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How are you living right now? Did you somehow find an apartment? Renting a room? Seems like a huge stretch

wanna move with me
I have monies

shit negro, that's rough.
best advice would be to start slowly, like learning to drive as one user said. once you're mobile, you can start considering jobs and stuff
i gotta ask, when did it start?

I had a relatively normal childhood and I'm still inept at adulthood

I have an apartment condo thing. My dad left me with everything so I sold the house and met with his finance people and realtor because of that and they helped me find an easy enough place to live.

Do you mean what my dad used to do to me? I don't really know. I was around four or five.

Google everything, especially social archetypes. Watch some drama, and romance. Go to counseling, talk to the counselor about a life coach. I'd recommend not taking pills they give you. It's not a very effective crutch. Learn to meditate, maybe try the game Playne on steam for help. Don't trust people to not look at you differently if you tell them about this series of events in your life.

My condolences, user. That really sucks

So... Do you want to get a new daddy or what?

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Maybe one day. Right now I think I just want to live alone for a while. At least try to.

Cool story, ho.

Have you had any therapy or counseling yet?

No. People have told me that I need to look into it but I'm not hurting myself or others. I should be fine. I just need to figure things out.

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Hey sit on a fat cock with your ass worthless whore lmao

I understand that view point, but these sorts of things can eat you up inside.

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I suggest you read The trauma myth and investigate the rind et al., or if you just want to succumb to those guilt feelings, the go a head, but its not neccesary

Well first make sure you're not going to run out of money too soon by making a sensible saving and investment plan and living within your means set by a budget.

Adults don't know how to make friends either. There's times I just made friends and most of the time I didn't and I don't know what the difference was. Pursue an interest and seek like minded people.

What happened to you wasn't your fault and you shouldn't feel guilty for any feelings of responsibility you have. Really all you can do is accept it. Acknowledging that you have thoughts and feelings you know can't happen is the first step to dealing with them. Trying to suppress everything will just make it worse. You couldn't help your reaction as things occurred, it's just how it is as much as it sucks. Don't let people take advantage of you and don't get into a situation you worry about controlling yourself in.

You have control over your consciousness, even although that has been made more difficult for you than other people, it doesn't make you broken.

I'm sorry user, nothing was ever easy but some people just get it worse. You can email if you want to talk, I don't judge you for anything you had happen to you, feel you have done or have thought about doing. [email protected]

I'll add that while this didn't happen to me my wife experienced basically the same thing and we've really worked through a lot. What you're dealing with primarily is trauma, which had a cause and can be healed allowing everything else to be sorted as well. You can deal with this trauma permanently without telling anyone anything you're uncomfortable with.

laugh at your incest feedback loop of a life and sell your story like your doing now inevitably attracting white knights and perverts alike
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