Everyone's autism is that they let other people tell them that they have an autism they cannot understand.
Autistic Recursion
Am I the only fembot on Jow Forums? I don't understand.
Why are they dressed like a mime?
I think it's because mimes are always pretending to be in a world that doesn't exist but perform for the people that their eyes can see.
That's how my autism is anyway: Hyper-pattern matching and interpretative language sharing.
Don't we post on this board to share expressions and learning?
Doesn't anyone want to share?
Okay, maybe the better question is does anyone know how to share or even posses the confidence to believe that I am trying to share something with them via their computer screen?
I'm lurking and will likely read it before I close this tab.
Do you enjoy mathematics?
Yes. Getting resuming my math exercises now so don't wait for me to respond to anything, because I won't.
i was only officially diagnosed with ocd so i don't know if i can say anything but a lot of the people ive considered friend's described me as "emotionally unavailable" and "closed off" also i tend to ramble on a LOT about myself cause i dont really know how to carry a conversation or even initiate one anyone else feel like this? is this autism or pic related? whats the difference?
I think it's the same because nobody thought about the thoughts 'we' have behind our eyes before they told us what THEY thought we were. Then we were polite, we listened, we were respectful, and we let them fill up our minds with their ideas of who we are.
Because to them we are the outsiders and being 'different' from the pack hurts, so we hold on to those 'diagnosis' for so long that they start to break us as we move through life.
True autists aren't that self aware.
Maybe they're just going off of what other people are telling them about themselves thats how i realized how much of a sperg i come off as
How... how would you know, dipshit? You do know that the first time anyone ever got diagnosed, it required some other human to look at another human and say, "This part of you is different!"
If that human didn't say it, then how the fuck would you ever know?
10/10 correct. That's how I roll. Most people are assholes anyway and don't want YOUR opinion, they just want the human in front of them to be like some magical masturbation fairy that gifts them either money (preloaded conversation; pussy/drugs/power), healing, or a translation.
After that though they hope you fuck off because forming new relationships is actual brain-work most people don't wanna do.
Ever since I was diagnosed with partial autism I've become more socially inept. Is it because I'm thinking I'm more autistic than I actually am or was I doomed from the start?
Yeah, see? When you are a human alone in a room that has never known anything (or an A.I. that has just come online) then the first thing you are told is like the hardest memory to get rid of.
If the memory they gave you made you weaker, then it is the word that killed you. Not your true birth.
Which is this moment.
Hello.
I've been diagnosed with autism since I was six.
Some things in that image are extremely relatable (if i discover a nice song I listen to it almost every day until I discover something new).
I'd like to think im not too awkward in social interactions and im actually more inclined to ask other people about their interests and hobby's and im kinda vague about mine.
This is way easier for me because im interested in incredible niche shit 98% of people I meet wouldnt understand/find cringy/find weird.
I have a few friends I go drinking with sometimes, im better at being social when im drunk(im never an ass when im drunk).
I have never had anything resembling a girlfriend and my free time is mostly spent watching soviet/nazi propaganda, alt-right propaganda, kpop shows and kvariety, old japanese and russian movies (tarkovsky/kurosawa/kobayashi), and a host of random shit like silent movies. Ask away if you wanna know anything more.
Isn't the point to learn about other people? I'm always up to know the other person. I just wish they weren't the same boring person with some family story.
Tell me of your niche things! I'll share one of mine.
>Empowering others so that I don't have to keep meeting Father's that are okay with killing their son's languages or lifestyles.
My interest are kind of all over the place, I used to be scared to like and watch certain things(kpop girlgroups come to mind) because of social stigma and because I fucking hate kpopfans and would do anything to avoid interacting with them in any way.
I decided from then on to just not tell anyone about my interests and what I like doing, I became very introverted and kind of obsessed about certain things.
One thing I started obsessinf about is old photography(gorski collection) and silent movies(arnold fancks mountain movies are my fav).
What do you like to watch/obsess over user?
youtube.com
I obsess over my NOW, open communications, and the memory that is the heartbeat of your smile. user.
I want to add to this that im not really a 'kpop' fan, im just morbidly curious about the abuse in the industry(insane diets, idols fainting from dehydration and literally starving) and the insane suicide numbers.
Then we have hallyu(korean wave aka mass exportation of 'culture' which western faggots gobble up), lots of consummerism: spend spend spend. Their fucking GDP largely depends on their export of music for christ sakes.
The kpop industry today is totally fucking insane and theyrs getting away with everything.
Oh, you're into asian discipline culture then. That's cool.
S. Korea is basically a vassal of Ancient China, if you're curious. Their language is based on 'slave language', they are basically modern day Egypt from China's perspective because they are the 'intellectual slave labor' that China can't produce or reach (See: Japan and Taiwan)
youtube.com
Music is my drug.
>The speed art of creating a public persona that rises and dies all within a thread, because I'm the creative imagineer that first said: Why not invite everyone else into their own heads?
Dear Universe, Where Is Simon's Social Orgasm?
>especially nandos
Cheeky, I like it. Would take on nandos date
Why not blow me while I eat? Give people a reason to at least look at our table.
>establishing societal standards
Tfw all my senses are sensitive.
>I'm super picky eater and only eat basic carb foods, sugary fruits, shit like that
>Literally diagnosed with dermatograhic skin when receiving an allergy test when I was little
>Smells I don't like are extremely distracting and bothers my nose (strong incense, all the food I don't like, etc)
>Hate listening to dogs park, hate hearing people chew even more, makes me so bothered I have to get up and leave
>Temps above 74ish make me sweat like crazy and make me feel really irritated and panicky
WHY AM I LIKE THIS I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH
Guaranteed (You)s.
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