I'm not going to abandon you

>say we won't ghost each other
>she responds promptly
>helps when I am down and visaversa
>a nice friend to talk to each day
>talking for a couple months
I want more of these kinds of friends.

Happened to me too. With my folks though, told me that I'd always have a home with them but they kicked me out when I hit 18, left me homeless. Guess that's how it goes.

Why did you post this thread again?
Also I'm assuming my comment isn't original before hitting post.

This is pathetic even for this board. I'm genuinely impressed. And if it wasn't already clear enough why you deserved to be abandoned...

I'm mentally ill but why does that make me a bad person? I don't do anything to hurt anyone.
No idea what tripe stew is but probably.
Because it's all I can think about and venting makes me feel better.
What's pathetic about being in love?

>Because it's all I can think about and venting makes me feel better.
I'm in the same boat. My best friend turned her back on me about 2 months ago and I still can't wrap my head around it. I asked her why and she told me to leave her alone.
I go between hating her for being so callous and vindictive to hating myself for doing whatever it is to cause her to hate me.

If you're so obsessed and refusing to see the dozens of anons in your many threads that have offered to speak to you, you're clearly not a good person. I'm also mentally ill and not a single girl wants anything to do with me because of it, so why do you deserve any different?

>you won't sleep with literally anyone who asks for your contact and forget all about the person you love, therefor you're a bad person.
I know how you feel, I don't understand how someone who was warm and kind could suddenly become so cold.

>I know how you feel, I don't understand how someone who was warm and kind could suddenly become so cold.
Yeah I struggle with this. The week before she stopped talking to me she called me up on a Friday night and begged me to go to a bar with her. I was at a friend's place for his birthday but it felt so fucking good to have someone care so much about me. Then she just summarily broke off all contact without even an explanation.

I doubt any robot is asking you to come over and fuck them immediately. In fact, I've offered to talk to you before in these threads before, just platonically if you wanted, and you never replied. You're a horrible person feeding off the replies of the poor robots who are actually lonely and in pain daily. Fuck you.

If your obnoxious bullshit on here is any indication he probably did it because you're an insufferable bitch. Tell me, why do you think he did?

protip: you probably did something to deserve this. what did you do? what aren't you telling us?

I can't handle being anyone's friend right now, I can't care about anything other than the constant pain I am in, and I don't want to get attached to anyone new just to get abandoned again.
my ex broke up with me out of the blue in the middle of a normal conversation. One second he was nice the next second he was ridiculously cold and just told me it was over.

because you are an ugly whore, you were probably only a practice gf, or someone to boost his self confidence

>can't handle friends
>can handle making 3+ threads a day and replying to almost everyone
Sure, bitch, This is why you deserve all the pain you're feeling.

I puked on his floor, but that was weeks before and he said it wasn't big deal. I didn't do anything after that and he told me it was nothing I did.
Probably this honestly, I got used and discarded.
In threads I'm not obligated to respond, I don't have to care about anyone else, and I can make them whenever I want. Plus there's no risk of getting my feeling hurt.

whatever, bitch. I'm just getting tired seeing your uninspired and horrible copy-paste threads shitting up this already horrible board. I'm just gonna come in every single one and shitpost to the max after this. I won't forget to sage though

l am so sick of this guy. Get a fucking trip.

I love this shit, I think it's hilarious. I like how it makes people hella mad

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Wow you seem like such a nice guy, I was really stupid to not want to be friends with you.
The people who are mad have probably abandoned someone in their life and hate to be reminded of it. It's not anger they're feeling, but guilt

>there's no risk of getting my feelings hurt

Isn't everyone in this thread telling you that they wouldn't want to be around You, and its all your fault, that your crazy etc hurt your feelings? What's the point of making this thread when everyone is annoyed with your shit? We are sick of these threads and sick of you. Your obviously mentally ill if you continue making the same threads to the same result. Fuck off. Pls.

I don't know how to help you, you are in need of therapy and support from people close you. being on this board won't ease the pain.

I don't mind the thread's premise just that you talk about the same shit in every one of them.

>I'm mentally ill
What mental illness do you suffer from?

the hilarious thing is, I'm a ridiculously nice guy in person. This is just what happens when I get stepped on all the time by everyone, but especially women. I never was a "nice guy" to get pussy, it's just my personality. Well, it has gotten me nowhere but complete and utter bitterness to be nice and considerate.

The worst part is, everyone always expects people to be nice, but they have ZERO respect for anyone that actually does it. I WAS a nice guy. Now I'm a cunt and I won't ever stop, nobody would ever love me anyway.

No, you simply act like a nice guy in person. You're showing your true colors now.

Can you tell me what filters I can use so I dont see your threads anymore Ive offered you a lot of advice and even someone you could platonically anonymously talk and so many others have too but you just post the same thread 3 times a day without taking any advice or talking to anyone because you cant ((handle)) being someones friend and its really just pathetic and annoying at this point youre just another Kathy poster

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Shut up Bianca lol

Whatever. I don't give a fuck. The point is, I was nice inside a long time ago. When I finally matured and realized everyone was just fucking me over all the time and abusing me, I turned bitter inside.

Why do you think the "nice guy" thing is such a sterotype? It's fucking true since people are just taken advantage of. Other people are just as disgusting as I am, I'm just not afraid to show it anymore. Fuck other people, and especially you.

Strangers can't hurt my feelings because I don't care about what they think of me, if someone in this thread says something I mean I can just write it off.
I'm not asking for help, just crying out in pain.
How do you think I feel? This is literally all I've thought about nonstop for the past 2 months.
Depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder.
>I used to act polite but then when it didn't get me laid I started treating people like shit

I'm not OP, but ok. Other people being mean is not a excuse to be mean also. There are loads of genuinely good people in this world, they're a minority, but they are out there. I don't think you are one of them.

It's clear you're going through a lot of pain, I wish I could help, it's only harder for you to go through all of this by yourself.

I was never looking to get "laid." I haven't made a single connection deeper than a friendship in my life. If maybe a single person got to know me deeper, I wouldn't be so fucking angry. Nobody even fucking tries, though. I put so much effort into knowing other people, but they just never gave a single fuck about me.

Fuck you, asshole. Where's your decree from the judge of personality to put me on your moral scale? I'll have you know I've never harmed or even wished harm upon another person until recently. There is only so much lonliness and self-hatred one person can face before they figure out it's not them at fault, it's the world that is fucked. Quit white knighting you cunt. She isn't going to fuck you.

Hey since OP is a fag just like always that doesnt actually want help and just wants to publicly cry Ill be your friend

OP seems crazy, not interested in them. I'm more interested in you. Do you really think everybody out there is bad? If you're as nice as you say, drop your discord and I'll be your friend.

I didn't ask for you to put any effort in, I didn't ask for your help. So why are you so pissy I don't want it?
That's nice of you, thanks. I hope I'll be over it in a few months.

>makes the same post for the 568th time
How are some people so retarded?

fuck you dante i thought you looked cool in a wife beater back then now you look like everybody else

First of all, I'm not a girl or anything, so don't get the wrong idea. Second, I don't really want my discord really associated with these posts, since I've had crazy people go through the archive to see my previous posts. You can email me at [email protected] if you actually want to talk, and I can give you my discord there.

>wahhh! I'm starving, My food ran away and left me!
"here is some food, maybe you won't starve"
>I didn't ask for your help
cunt

You want to join two of us for a 3 person group chat?

People aren't interchangeable like food, when someone you love leaves you can't just slot them out for a different person. The fact that you would even suggest that says a lot about your character.

E-Mail has been sent

>very needy yea and suffocates the other person
i hate this shit mentality. sorry for wanting to hang out with my best friend. not like i get to see him that much anyway. we didn't talk for like 6 months once and he still insists that we'll always be friends.

That third speech bubble is the toxic one. Maybe it's something she brought, maybe you did, but it's not a good way to think. It's just never worth putting that pressure on a relationship. For me, both of us would be better without one another.

Even the second is kinda fucked up. There were structural flaws if we were like this.

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what world do YOU live in dude the hhman mind is bendable like plastic if you believe you are happy then you WILL be happy lol ever heard of placebo effect user?

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>depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sure

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>pressure
what pressure? there is nothing toxic about this.
its basically this

>friend 1: i don't want to be your friend anymore. you're a nice person and always are there for me when i need you, we had a TON of fun times and we still do. we pretty much grew up together, best friends for 15 years. but its time to move on because i have literally no reason to hate you and every reason to like you, im just doing this because i feel like it.

>friend 2: what. why are you doing this? i would do anything to stay friends. please don't leave me.

>friend 1: lol fuck you, you're just toxic XDD hurrr durrrr

mfw

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I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU, DANIEL.

I wasn't actually very suffocating while we were together. My ex went out with his friends every week and I never made a fuss about it.
>just stop being sad
What about that is unbelievable? Those are all very common disorders with a lot of overlap.

K-kayla?
Original comment

Wasn't it yesterday that you said you were going to stop shitposting because of your steam friend

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>tfw daniel gets his ex back in my thread but not me

Yes
Original post yessir

You white haired style stealing bastard kaneki I will fuck you up you hear me little bitch you wont be regenerating shit once I turn you into dust

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Ok so, i wanna be clear with you, first thing first, you're not depressed, you're probably underage and edgy (and that is normal).
Second, why making the same post EVERY FUCKING DAY? Yes, r9k is a board where you can talk with other people about your "problems" (being "abandoned" is not a big problem :/), but this not allow you to post the same repetitive thread everyday :/
So please stop, you are annoying
Ps
R9k isn't made for women, but Crystal.cafe yes, so go there and leave us alone
And if you are a troll, well, good job man

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I'll be friends with you. The moment you might start falling for me we can drop it if you want to

I'm sorry, I don't think you're my Daniel. Even if you are, I don't care if you got another e-girl. I just miss you.

to be honest, you probably fucked up to make them think you arent worth keeping around

I'm 23, I'm a boy, and all of those mental health issues were professionally diagnosed.
I know I must have fucked up somehow, but I'm not sure how. I didn't do anything between him promising not to leave and him leaving me.

Everyone else lies, I might as well join them :(

I think you missed the point of my post
Like i said before, stop making this threads.
Why making the same shitty thread every day?
Answer this question

Because it makes me feel better. It takes the feelings that are inside my head and puts them outside of my head.

Ik user, but this doesn't allow you to make the same stupid post every day, the board wasn't made only for you.
If you continue to be like this, you will never get over it :/
It's just a break up for fuck sake, it's not the end of the world :/
You are young, get over it

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cause your a fucking faggot. and your a FUCKFINGH QFUCK,UIGNA LSKJDBAI USHVDAJYHBVS DAJYGS DAJM S DKUIA

>bpd
>common

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It's not depression or anxiety, but it's fairly common. Something like 6% of the population is supposed to have it.

>the hilarious thing is, I'm a ridiculously nice guy in person. This is just what happens when I get stepped on all the time by everyone, but especially women. I never was a "nice guy" to get pussy, it's just my personality. Well, it has gotten me nowhere but complete and utter bitterness to be nice and considerate.

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Also BPD here. Sorry to hear what you're going through. Therapy may well take the edge off. The only real way to move on from Daniel is to find someone else you can invest all that energy in.

His name isn't daniel, that was someone else in the thread. Not posting my ex's name because he lurks and I don't want my posts to be too identifiable.

Regardless, the fact remains. You need to find someone else if you want a chance at happiness and also seek professional help. How long has it been?

About 2 months, I don't think I can find someone else like him.

Two months is a relatively short space of time, and way too early to give up. This is just a guess but try a fetish dating site or something.

Why would I try a fetish dating site?

Because I'm guessing that the traits you found so appealing were actually dysfunctional and that's where dysfunctional power players lurk who can provide you with co-dependency and mutually assured destruction.

I liked that he was nice to me and seemed to care about my well being. I liked the way he always made sure I wore a jacket and socks in the cold, and helped me zipped it up because I was too retarded to work the zipper. I liked the way he remembered I had told him I get sleep paralysis when I sleep lie on my back and made sure that I roll over. I liked the way he always reminded me to take gummy vitamins and to floss. I liked the way he would hold me while I cried at night and tell me that I'm not trash. I liked how the first time I drank with him and drank too much, he looked after me and washed my hair in the shower even though I was acting like an obnoxious idiot.

No one has ever cared about me before, he was so kind to me and I don't understand how he could just leave for no reason. Why would he bother with all of that stuff if he didn't care?

You and small town nigger guy should get together, you both like making the same fucking threads over and over again.