Biggest fear thread.....
Biggest fear thread
>My biggest fear
Being useless and irrelevant for everyone. I really hate feeling like I'm dumb and weak to other people.
Just being useless and invisible...
The unknown.
I w i n
Is there anything more scary than the future though?
Dying without having made an impact. That's why I'm investing early so I can be rich for when immortality can be bought
That I'm gonna end up attempting suicide again.
I'm alive purely because I think things might be okay in the end but it's not likely.
Never being able to rid myself of attachment, and so being bound eternally to a rotting universe.
That I've already fucked everything up too badly. I'm estranged from my family, I live far away from where I know anyone, my body is fucked up beyond belief and it all feels unsustainable. I don't know, I don't see myself being around 5 years from now.
Help a friend out. Which method?
Putting all this work into various skills, crafts, knowledge, just for Earth to become uninhabitable from climate change in ways which are intangible to defend/protect myself from.
Things like, so much C02 or methane being introduced to the atmosphere, that it significantly changes the composition of air, making it no longer breathable.
Pro-tip : this is actually happening.
To give cheap advice reguarding attachment, to you and myself, I would say learn to laugh and to joke. You surely have already felt and understood this though. Joke and laugh in the face of tragedy, whatever gets you through without outright blatantly committing a crime or hurting somebody.
>Help a friend out.
How would knowing my method help you?
And hanging btw
Just stains in the rug, user
>my body is fucked up beyond belief
tranny?
Not figuring out what I really want in my life. Or never figuring out who I am. I have no life and I daydream a lot. Friends turn against you and disappoint you every time. I just want true friends and a proper social circle and life to be back on track. And a gf.
Dreams/Sleep Paralysis being prolonged or rendered permanent.
Seriously, you don't quite know how evil these fantasies or apparitions are until you've suffered them before - they are the manifestations of malice.
I've encountered sleep paralysis 4 times before, and most of my dreams were depraved hellholes.
Experience this enough, and one ceases to stop believing in the devil.
Or God, for that matter. But that's another thing.
By biggest fear?
My mind is betraying me, I'm slowly losing my mind... Sometimes I just can't sleep cuz I feel someone with me.
Everytime I try to remember something from my childhood is just a huge void of confusing memories (maybe because I was heavily bullied).
Im 26 and I'm so scared cuz maybe I won't see my 30-40 outside an Asylum
No, my lower leg was amputated and I've lost the sight in my left eye. Don't really know why I bother anymore. My eye looks freaky as fuck so people stare but if I put a patch over it people will make pirate jokes because of my prosthetic as well as the patch.
Okay, I have no experience being disabled but I remember what one guy blind in one eye said about glass eyes and eyepatches. They're not to help you, they do nothing for you. They're for other people. So if your eye looks fucked up, so be it. It's other people's problem, not yours.
the decline of the life of our planet by human destruction and not being prepared enough to care for the things that i love because of it.
i say embrace it bud, that sounds pretty bad ass. you can even get a patch with some cool design on it, and you'll be remembered and recognized by everyone you see for being cool enough to not give a fuck
Yeah same. That's really how it is
Shooting myself one day and become a vegitales. Just being on a breathing machine and not being able to unplug. Hope it doesn't go wrong. Maybe just like p diddy says "Heres to you. O.g. diddy may all your dreams come true." - p diddy
Quantum immortality being real
If you don't know what it is don't research it, it fucked me up.
>glass eyes and eyepatches
I thought about getting a glass eye but my consultant advised against it. My eye right now is still "alive" but I'm unable to see out of it, it's cloudy or "milky" because of a corneal dystrophy which was largely symptomatic of why I became blind in the first place. Doc said to keep the eye though because it's better than the complications of a glass eye. I tried a patch but it just got more stares.
>being cool enough to not give a fuck
To some people sure but most people just see you as a freak. Was talking for a few weeks to a girl I met on here on discord. I told her about my uh "condition" and she said it was fine etc so whatever, chatted on video once and I think we've said 20 words to each other since and that was 2 weeks ago. People are disgusted by the abnormal.
the fuck even happened to you? how does one incur such damages?
yes, but they are turned on by the people who go above their adversities and overcome the hurdle, achieve the confidence of their higher self and rise above the pains and sadness of the average man. giving up on yourself will just continually seal your own fate even further, mentally you will degrade so much you will forever struggle to have faith in the few of the future, or even now, that may truly be special to you. it's up to you to stay strong in the end
The Jews win.
Basically, "I have no mouth but I must scream" but way more perverse.