I just... I just cannot believe this is it. This is life...

Welcome to reality, you weren't meant for anything special, just the mundane/mediocre. just like everyone else on this planet.

>you'll never be kidnapped and help captive on a remote ice island in a dungeon while busty anime girls take turns sexually harassing you
This makes me very mad r9k

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It's not even a desire to be special. Being famous is not desirable to me. I wouldn't be much happier if I was rich and "successful". It just... I don't know... the dryness of all of humanity is bumming me out. Reality is so fucking boring.

isnt weed a psychedelic?

This

PS: I hope that in my next life I will be born in a different universe with more advance technology

There is nothing after this life

Doubt there is anything after this life, m8

Technically I think, but obviously it is the most mild.

>enlightenment through drugs
Do you also recommend getting swole through steroids?

Every spiritual teacher says that its a journey which requires a little discipline and focuse. Your subjective drug induced psychosis that makes you vomit while seeing pretty colors and shitty hypnagogic imagery and space knights is not enlightenment.

It is strange, but some things you can see more clearly on drugs. I mean, right now our bodies are on "life settings" with what that entails, thinking about where you are, when you are, who you are, what you do, who your friends are, who you think are attractive, what you want to eat, ect. Some drugs can put you more in a contemplative state where you are more focussed.

Fuck user, you've just articulated my deep feelings perfectly. But what I want to know is.. how the fuck do I cope?? Like what the fuck am I supposed to do to fill the time and have this shit pass by as non-boringly as possible. I'm thinking of escaping into fiction. Movies and books used to be a form of escapism for me but now I'm so heavily entrenched in that worldview it doesn't work anymore. Like in the back of my head there's always the nagging "this is just a fantasy. it will never happen. life is boring as fuck"

>blah blah DUDE DMT LMAO
Fuck DMT. Its expected of shit licking normies to talk about perception and drugs and philosophy while being absolutely horrendous, impudent and obnoxious people. The things they say about the world after DMT are baby tier entry level brosophical mumbo jumbo. Its like Indian and Asian philosophy just painfully more mystical, vague and open to multiple interpretations ie basically bullshit.

You can do your DMT, throw your cognition out of wack for a while and enjoy the ride but dont think its anything more than just a degenerate drug. If it has any use in metaphysics it only belongs in the hands of experienced psychonauts.

You didn't really address anything I wrote. Do you think this is a proper way to have a conversation? Just repeating yourself over and over without listening or responding.

I would tell you to make it interesting, but no one can tell you that. You have to tell you that, since you're the one who has to be convinced it's possible, and who am I to sell something I don't own.

The hardest blackpill to swallow.

The only thing that has been able to fill the void for me is Jesus. If you truly want to feel better consider actively following him

Read/write fiction user. If you're a cynic you can call it escapism and if you're not you can call it man's emulation of God, using words to conjure something from nothing.

>address what you wrote
So it takes you out of your normal high functioning animalistic brain you normies run on and makes you stop wanting to lick juicy assholes? If what you said is true Im on DMT all the time. Im able to think abstractly without the help of a group or drugs.

The only thing normies have discoverec on DMT is that reality is subjective. Big whoop that goes without saying.

Fiction doesn't do it for me. In the back of my head there's always this nagging feeling, "this is all a fantasy. life is actually boring as fuck". except it's not at the back of my head, but at the forefront of my consciousness whenever I'm reading or watching a movie

considering what you've written you have nothing to lose

You're playing the same social animal game right now, but you don't realize it. I was trying to have an "abstract" conversation with you, but you turned into a discussion about you and people being below you, which is honestly just boring to me.

Might be a fantasy but at least its not always boring.

Think of some fiction and then make it non-fiction.

Answers everyones questions but this which proves he does not actually want to feel better. Like most people

>abstract discussion
You mean WOOaah dude the universe in shiet?

You cant have an abstract discussion like this. You cant hope to articulate whats on your mind unless you are omniscient, transparent with your subconscious. You would only manage to spew unintelligable jibberish.

Jibberish which mind you, have no point and turn into grouling rants. You can come to your personal truths on your own but im not humoring them.

I mean on why people associate drugs with enlightenment.

get in here, I have the answer.

People associate drugs with enlightenment because they are dim witted and shallow.
The finale truth as far as I know is rejoining the collective conscious and even that is wobbly.
If you think drugs are fun then it just goes to show you have an infantile and under developed brain and tastes.

You have your beliefs:)

Seems to me like you're having a hard time focussing and expressing your thougts lucidly. And yet you think you're smarter than everyone else. That's a bad combination.

Knowing all this, every step you take from this point onward is now enlightened and you can experience the world the way you want to, despite the conditioning that you are subject to. Nobody can take that away from you.

Astute observation that means absolutely nothing, shitlock. Next youll be pointing out my mannerisms even though we are not in the same room pretending you are some mind reader.
Ive seen this kind of pretentious normie mode engauged before. Your two posts away from yikesing me.

>expressing your thoughts lucidly
How could I be any clearer. Its apparent you are taking from the post I made hereI wasnt saying I was having a hard time articulating anything. I was just saying you could t hope to articulate your abstract thoughts in a meaningful way.

It means that I'm having to constantly remind you what we're talking about, just to keep you from rambling. It's tiresome, it really is, you have a hard case of dunning kruger syndrome and it makes you tough to talk with.

More pop psychology? I have answered everything you asked and more.

I have only asked you if you thought repeating yourself was a proper way of conversing, and didn't answer that, which is fine, because it was rhetorical, but still, it's telling that you have such a poor recollection of our "discussion".

I know. WTF is this shit? I feel like I've been sold short.

mushrooms are less damaging mentally, and you get more god experiences so try them i guess

it's cliche, but if you follow existentialism then you can learn to attach meaning to your life, even if it requires a great deal of effort on your part

which is worse; depersonalization or derealization?

>you say DMT man....
>I say fuck DMT and why
>you Accuse me of repeating myself when I only made one post
>reply to that
>y- your no better
>dispute your post
>you try some mindfuck I can read you shit to try and shake off what I said

Speaking of which you never addressed anything I said. Im just toying with you at this point, brainlet.

I worry that if I do actually do DMT i'll become a pseudo-enlightened fuckwit that populates the community in droves.

Yes, this is what happened in your imagination. I never even mentioned DMT.

yes user, surprisingly enough your life is not a movie.
there is no third magical act.
your life is your own. you make of it what you want.
if you want to achieve something, you just gotta work hard and play your cards right.
although i feel like you're too incompetent for that if you're complaining on a fucking image board.

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Seems like someone swallowed the blackpill and will continue be a slave.

Not the same person but to be fair you did say "Some drugs can put you more in a contemplative state" which honestly sounds like you're alluding to DMT or similar drugs. He kind of has a point.

Life is boring but some dynamos manage to find ways to spice it up. I wish I knew how to do that too.

What is his point? That he can just imagine what I am saying? I bet the guy didn't even read my posts, he just glanced at them and then started rambling about whatever fantasy he'd concocted.

My point is that DMT or any drug for that matter will not bring you to enlightenment because they take no discipline and are inconsistent. you cant but enlightenment.

>I wanted to be a revolutionary, but that dream didn't come true, I wanted to be a soldier, but that dream didn't come true. My father is dying, and then I'll have no choice but to go home. I wonder whose fault that is. I think there's some evil doer out there somewhere. I wanted to blow him up, like in a Hollywood movie, with this bomb. You know...
>But there arent any villains to be found...

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When people sit down and think a lot about life they tend to realize some new things. Even if they go back to their regular lives and forget most of what they thought about, there still was the process of realization happening.
What you are talking about is how to live spiritually or philosophically, where the goal is to keep the state of enlightenment constant.

I don't know how to cope, user. I wish I did.

>just believe in the sky carpenter bro
If I could, I would. But I cannot.

Life could definitely get worse. I could become insane.

insanity is fun user
>free food
>sedatives
>smokes
>welfare/disability
>shit on floors and wagies clean it

you are the void and are trying and failing to suppress yourself

How? I feel the same after making this post

I have heard mushroom trips are more introspective and reality breaking than acid trips. Sounds just like the things that could get me to feel permanently depersonalized. I would love to try and have it profoundly impact my life, but my gut tells me it would be a mistake.

I get more derealization than depersonalization, but depersonalization seems to be the more popular term so I just use that. As for what is worse, it is up to personal experience. For me derealization is brutal. I hate feeling like nothing is real, like nothing is quite how it should be. It is a really weird experience, almost impossible to put in words.

There is nothing I want to achieve or accomplish. Nothing of this life interests me to that extent. I don't know user... I just wish there was more to life than this. Even the most "successful" humans live fairly drab lives.

What do I do then, user? How do I get out of this?

Then wait to see what happens next.

Im sure tomorrow will be exciting. Unlike the previous ten thousand days.

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What's the point if this is all there is?

Looks like you've passed through the first nihilistic filter. Welcome! You have two options: end your existence now, and potentially miss out on a few somewhat fulfilling things / experiences that will fill the void -OR- continue living the mundane life without purpose or meaning until you die.

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Imagine being a normalshit with an active social and romantic life haha

Well, there is none. No one is looking after us. We are just here, drifting in the cosmos.

Working, eating, shitting, showering. Really about it. Boring conversations. Occasional drug experiences. Sex every once in a while. It is all so blah. I want to be an ogre or some shit.

Afraid to end my life. I don't even want to die... it is just... I just wish there was more to this.

Go to war.

It's what men used to do to escape an existential crisis.

Join the military, preferably get a job that sees combat, when you dance with death you'll miss your ex called life...

That or you may find you like death...

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Lucky for me I have an autistic passion, so I just do trains.

there's a difference between seeing things and being able to do something about them
have you tried finding Jesus yet?

But our technology is what's making this live boring though. I wish I could have been born in ancient Rome instead.

Well in that case, you can continue to carry the weight of this realization or numb your mind to the point where it doesn't even matter to you anymore.

just laugh
honk honk

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>I wanted to be a soldier, but that dream didn't come true.
I know the feeling. Dad was a soldier. His dad was a soldier. His dad was a soldier. Always wanted to be one, but I went to college instead. From there, straight into a career. Worked that for a few years, always wondering "what if." Wife. Kid. Mortgage. I became more and more settled. One day, I find myself in my late twenties dwelling on that old day dream, and the "what if" was just excruciating...

So I became a fucking soldier.

Now that you understand the truth you are free. Free to do what you want to do because there is nothing nobody can ever truly take away from you because you never had it to begin with. You have also gained immense power over anybody else who has not realized this simple truth.
This is the power to make real changes in this world however you wish. You'll have to risk your own life to make those changes happen, but thats ok because you are already dead.
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>bootlick, shit in sand dunes, and get shot by poor Afghans so rich assholes can get more rich
Yeah, I'll pass.

Sounds pretty comfy to have autistic obsessions desu

I have tried taking the laughpill but it just does not work for me. As much as I want to be carefree, emotionless, and just laugh at the absurdity, I can't. I find it fucking sad.

I am the exact same as you, panic attacks, depersonalization, awful experiences with weed.

Dude we are the same.

>your life is your own, you make of it what you want

>except being a tranny

>don't do that

>we don't do that here

Only while you think it is. The greatest of heroes and the vilest of villains felt the same way you did but actually did something about it. If you don't like the world, change it. Either you will accomplish it, or you will die, either way, you escape "this".

>focussing
go back to the New Yorker, cocksucker