I'm not going to abandon you

This thread is only going to get pruned again bucko

of course I'm not serious, I don't even know you.
but if you are submissive girl who knows how to cook and wants family I woudn't have a reason to abandon you

I want to stomp on your neck

My last one 404d after hours.
Please do, I want to die but I'm too afraid to kill myself.

You're annoying for spamming these threads, but I can relate. Someone very important to me cut me out of his life without explanation. I don't know if it's pathetic of me for keeping him close to my heart after he mistreated me so many times. You aren't supposed to give up on those that you love. That's the idea that motivates me to forgive him.

I wonder if he even thinks about me. It hurts that those closest to you can so willingly betray your trust and make you feel like a worm, while willingly putting you out of their mind.
God knows I'd welcome him back into my life joyfully, but he might not deserve to be loved if he can't muster an apology. It makes me so much more afraid of seeking intimacy and friendship with people if this is what happens.

Have you ever considered that you might not be worthy of him or his time?

>I want to die but I'm too afraid to kill myself
if you have nothing to lose and are American you can marry me for green card and get me out of shithole are least

I go back and forth on how I'd react if he ever reached out to me again. Sometimes I'm ridiculously desperate for him and would do practically anything just to talk to him but sometimes I feel like I'd just tell him to fuck off since I wouldn't want anything to do with someone who could discard me so heartlessly.
I mean, he doesn't want anything to do with me so yes I'm not worthy of his time. I'm not confused about that, I'm confused as to why he wanted me in the first place if he was just going to bail.

I cut a bunch people out of my life (read: everyone but one guy) last year out of personal circumstances. I was way down the dumps and couldnt talk to anyone.
Now I dont know what to say to them after ignoring them for so long. I'm sure some people are sick of me and my bullshit, but some others would be open to welcome me. I just dont wanna be a burden.

What I'm going at is chances are he just fucked off because of his own reasons and is not coming back out of fear of being a burden. Try talking to him normally if you truly care. None of that "idk what ur going thru but im here for u" crap, just whats up how you been normal normie talk.

At least for me that blatantly isn't the case. We've been best friends for a long time.

>I cut a bunch people out of my life (read: everyone but one guy) last year out of personal circumstances. I was way down the dumps and couldnt talk to anyone.
Why did you leave the one guy, is he your boyfriend?

I don't really want to go to jail, otherwise I probably would.
That might have been it, he did seem like he was kind of depressed. Had been mentioning a lot lately how terrible his luck was and how he's having enough trouble on his own. He blocked my number though because I kept texting him at night about how much I missed him, maybe I was being a bit self centered. I hope he's okay.

In each case though, something changed and it liely had to do with your value over time. In small doses you were probably great, or else at a distance. But in a relationship, it would seem that the cracks must have started to show. Or you became oppressive.

Why do you continue to LARP every single day? Do you live off NEETbucks?

I met him from Jow Forums. He's truly a fuck up, but is the most empathetic person I know. We also share hobbies and he doesnt mind hanging out with my drugged out, self hating ass. He's the only person I know who truly understands how feeling like an absolutely piece of shit is like.

Why couldn't you just make this thread once and it's done?

Where the fuck do people like you find money for drugs?

People don't owe you. Stop acting entitled, you're no better than incels who expect attractive women to want to fuck them when they refuse to do any work on themselves.

I would try to do that if I weren't blocked. I don't really get why I can't tell him I'm there for him if I'm being sincere. Are you insinuating that he would be ashamed to accept a kind gesture due to my taking note of his depression? Maybe that it'd be cooler to just brush everything under the rug and pretend that everything is okay?

That sucks. I'm the type that likes to clear the air, but if you think that it would be better for me to act as you suggest, then I'll take your word. I truly do care, so I'll try whatever it takes.

If I was going to larp I think I'd come up with an actually interesting story.
No one owes me anything, but it still hurts.

Give me 1(one) reason that a guy would ever want to stay with you for that another girl cant provide. You were just another notch on the belt, get over it.

you know the rules
TITS OR BEGONE

Well I would have done practically anything for him, but my anything isn't very good. I'm not very great and I don't see why anyone would want to be with me. I don't fault people for that, what makes me sad is that he wanted me at some point and then that changed for reasons I don't know and can't understand.

Mentally fucked people like me are usually supported by their families.

The problem with that kind of shit is that if you disappear off the face of the earth it's because you can't face whatever it is that you're struggling with. When you say "im here for you" you make put him face to face with the problem again. And it's a lost cause, so even when you're trying to support him, you just bring him misery.
What he needs is to cope somehow. Distracting himself of his sorrow works. Not reminding him of it with the first word you say.

Look, I'll date you as long as you're cute and full of love. And I won't abandon you, that's a promise. All you have to do is tell me what other redeeming qualities you have, and if you're willing to do BDSM. If you're interested, you can send your contact into to [email protected]

Oh and just so you know, I'm 6'0" with a nice dick, an attractive face, and a decent amount of money. I can be empathetic but also tend to be naturally dominant and sometimes insensitive when I'm being playful.

You don't seem to understand that what you're going through is what many many other people also go through. Sometimes there are no answers, and that's just something you have to be strong about and accept. The only way to heal is to move on, and realize if he's that callous to begin with then he was never worth the emotions you put in. You really need to accept that sometimes people are fucking assholes and have their own shit, and you're just collateral damage. We all are.

Maybe you werent satisfying his needs, making him happy, or he just got bored. Check this story out. I went to dinner with a friend, his gf, and her friend (lame ass double date that wasnt planned). They were both nice girls but were very plain. They leave shortly because her friend had shit to do the next morning. Soon as they leave my friend tells me that he wants to break up with her because shes boring and it feels like hes putting in so much work for little return. She wasnt an ugly girl but just like that, rip 2 years. Thing is we dudes get bored too and most us have realized that there are more opportunities out there. Yeah we have loved and cherished a girl at some point in time but if it feels like things arent growing, you can bet we will move on.

Why do people see someone reeling from a breakup and think, yeah I think I'll go for them while they're down?

Also you know I'm a boy right, the moid comment is just bait and I make this thread every day.
That's disgusting.

>Mentally fucked people like me are usually supported by their families.
And your families are retarded enough to give you cash?

Thats the truth. Accept it and move on or die alone living in a perceived past of what could have been.

>No I like talking to you
>ghosts me
Never trust a filthy slophole on legs

Because someone reeling from having their heart broken would benefit the most from the tender yet domineering care that a person like me can provide.

But since you're a dude, obviously this won't work out

Ordinary men arent powerful enough to take on the burden of a womans problems for life without a massive hit to their own well-being and sanity especially.

As a society, we should be more honest about telling ordinary men that unless you are resourceful and powerful, a woman will suck the life out of you and you are better off without.

Destigmatize both being a single man AND polygamy for those wealthy and powerful men able to take on the burden.

A woman is by nature demanding, draining, rapacious and selfish. She takes and gives nothing (besides children which if we are honest are themselves a burden). And this is no insult: merely a statement of fact.

If more men understood that as an ordinary man, women mean to make you pay dearly for any ounce of pleasure they give, the beta Uprising would end tomorrow.

Not everyone thinks the way you and your gross friend do, that's just something you tell yourself to justify your callous behavior.

Also I hate people saying just move on like it's easy, I have literally nothing going on in my life and being with him was the first time I felt happy since I was a child. Going back to being hopeless and alone after finally having everything I've ever wanted is unbearable.
I think it wouldn't work out because you're talking about BDSM and how domineering you are in my breakup sadpost thread.

Well yeah I need to survive. When I started going to rehab they stopped tho, but when I was truly down I just stole some clonazepam from my sister or gathered a bunch of coins and bought the cheapest booze I could find. Even of they gave me no cash, if I really wanted to I could sell the tv or something. Not like drugs are hard to get anyways, there's always somebody out there to leech weed and antidepressants from.

>I think it wouldn't work out because

because you're a guy, first of all

and second of all, people who are broken are the exact type that need a guiding, strong and domineering male presence in their lives. I know from experience, I've helped plenty of women feel love again and get back on their feet. They usually move on from the relationship, but that's okay because we both end up getting something out of it in the end, and moving on from relationships is natural.

Just like how the pain you're feeling now is from your inability to move on

Thanks for helping me understand. You seem to approach things similarly to him based on what you've said, so I'll take your advice. I've never been one to let my bouts of depression leak into my relationships, so ignoring friends isn't something that I knew how to deal with.

To be honest I've tried the distraction thing before, and it works well until he inevitably starts talking about how despondent he is. That's when I might come off as gushy or something, but I have no clue how else to respond to his cries for help besides offering practical help and reassuring him that he's loved.

Here's hoping that he unblocks me!

Why does it matter if youre abandoned, arent you a strong confident woman?

Im disappointed in you OP, I thought modern women were supposed to be independent and able to act like mature adults

I kinda get it. Sometimes I need to vent. That doesnt mean I want advice or support, thats annoying. I just wanna get shit out of my chest so I can forget about it. Guess the best way about it is being like
>ye mm hm that really sucks man
And changing the topic once he's done with his crap. Like, just agree. No what ifs or buts or im here for yous.

Tried the strong guiding male thing, it got me abandoned. Also my family saw the hrt I took for him so now my life is even more fucked up than it was before.

If I date again I'll probably try to date a woman, I just want someone to be nice to me.
>aren't you a strong confident woman
I'm literally none of those things.

>a board where everyone complains about women not being loyal
's shitty perspective on love is held solely by men

>Thing is we dudes get bored too and most us have realized that there are more opportunities out there.
oh hey you're just like staceys riding the cock carousel would you look at that

>many many other women also go through
this shitty experience happens solely to women because only men are this unfaithful. 50% of men cheat while only 26% of women do en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adultery#Prevalence

it's because men have inferior minds that are incapable of experiencing higher more virtuous emotions like committed love and decency

Based and pinkpilled Crystal Cafe poster.