I miss you so much

I'm a bad person so they wouldn't want to
Even if they did want to they couldn't help because the only person who made me happy is gone

Are you hoping to bring them back by posting here?

It will never bring them back but I hope somehow somewhere they see

Where did they go? are you sure they would see you posting here?

tell me why you cant tell them?

aren't you supposed to be sleeping? go back to bed, and stop drinking so much

They left and they're gone for good
They said it would help me and stop them from hurting me
I hope they're in a better place but I'm ruined forever

If they were hurting you then you should not miss them, You'll find someone better eventually

for the nothing it's worth i'm sorry
who are you?

I found someone who made me feel better about myself after a year of grieving and then they ghosted me
Now it's worse than it's ever been
I can't tell you who I am

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Why did they ghost you? was this person a girl?

please listen to me, staying up late talking to anons won't help and drinking won't either

>I can't tell you who I am
Oh, I know who you are. I'm sorry.

I guess they got bored or sick of me
It was a guy but I don't see why that matters
What are you talking about
I hope you don't know me
I'm sorry too for still being alive
It's embarrassing

Girls from this board tend to lie often, I'm sorry this all happened to you and I hope you haven't given up yet

You don't need to kill yourself, and it shouldn't be embarrasing you haven't. If it's any consolation I'm going to the same place soon if that's what you're set on.

youtu.be/4-PkAQcuZOw

bsjsajfwe

I know girls from r9k are degenerate
A girl couldn't do this to me
I wish I could give up I really want to die but I'm too weak
What do you mean where are you going

>What do you mean where are you going
The undiscovered country

>What are you talking about
im telling you to go to sleep at a reasonable hour and take care of yourself so you can eventually be happy

Look at these people trying to help you, it seems like you have friends here so you shouldn't give up yet.

Sounds very nice
There is no reasonable hour to sleep I have no job
I'm selfish and stupid and only want the things that I can't have
No one likes me for me anyways and time has proved that
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time

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>No one likes me for me
That's not true and you ought to know that's not true.

Sorry but it is true

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it doesn't matter if you don't have a job you can still sleep at a reasonable hour, it's almost 2 so try to sleep around then okay? it's fine if you feel bad but please try to do things to make yourself feel better and try to talk to the people who actually care for you

I'm so sorry I mean it's not true sorry it's just hard to type right
No I don't know you

>I'm selfish and stupid and only want the things that I can't have
You aren't stupid, selfish? maybe. You can't let those things define you though, even if you want things you can't have I'm sure you'll have something you like soon
>No one likes me for me anyways and time has proved that
The anons in this thread seem to disagree with that

No it isn't people love you but have no idea how to make you happy

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okay, do whatever makes you happy.

Do you want to chat on Discord or something?

Sorry but it will never happen I've tried all my life
I know I don't make any sense I don't understand myself sorry
Okay
I don't know what to talk about
I don't really use discord and I would need an alt

goodnight, if nothing else at least try to talk to your friends more. they really do care

It doesn't have to be Discord, it can be anything convenient for you. And we can talk about anything, whether it be from what's making you sad to talking about water making the frogs gay.

I don't believe you, you likely go into most things with that same mindset
>No point in trying, I've already failed too many times
>We can't be friends, you're no different than the others
Then once you fail you feel sorry for yourself again

I don't have a single friend
I'm too pathetic and it stresses me out
Even my last friend made fun of me but I just ignored it because I liked him so much
It would be selfish of me to talk to you when I'm missing someone else too it's not fair for you
When I try I try hard and I've done it so many times
Seeing it fail every time hurts and seeing it almost work but fail has destroyed me
I'm not cut out for friends or relationships of any kind and I'm unhealthy to be around

>I know I don't make any sense I don't understand myself sorry
Please don't be sorry or feel guilty about the way things have gone, it isn't your fault. You deserve to be happy but I had no idea how and lost faith in my ability to. I wish you never had to meet anyone at all after him.

It's fine user-Kun. I just want to help you feel better. Let me know if you want to talk, and let me know how you want to do it if you do,

are you a girl
wanna ldr

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OP is not a girl please go away
you aren't pathetic shut up

very annoying indeed.

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Who are you what do you mean
Why do you say you wish I never met anyone
People say they want to help then use me or hurt me so why would you just randomly be this nice
This is dumb
I'm more pathetic than most people on here
Oh

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I'm being nice because I want to user-Kun. I just want to help you because I want to.

Can you stop abusing Lain like that? You're one of the reasons Lain posting has such a bad rep.

>more pathetic than most people on here
you better not believe these things, you're supposed to be strong.

James N, is that you?
If it is, I've still not forgiven you, but I'm willing to hear your case.

literally die retard this thread is not for you or your kind
same to you

>Who are you what do you mean
POS that ghosted, sorry for doing that. Thought I was supposed to leave and wither away.
>Why do you say you wish I never met anyone
Wish things hadn't ever had to come to what and you could be happy with him instead of getting led on and left.

It doesn't sound safe and it's not good for long term for either of us
Sorry
The reality is I'm pathetic weak vulnerable and sensitive
I just was forced to suppress it as a kid and I got very good at it
I'm a beta when things become too much sorry for letting you down
This thread says all that you would need to know
Not very nice sorry

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That's what you think user-Kun. I believe we can form a strong bond. I know it may be hard to trust me, but I assure you I will not insult you, laugh behind your back, or hurt you.

you aren't a beta, you're much stronger than you think but you've forced yourself to believe you're weak.
>not very nice sorry
if you won't tell them to leave I will

I don't know what to say
I'm having a panic attack now and my chest is burning way too bad
but i hope you're lying and not really anyone i know
I think I hate you
sorry
It doesn't feel home unless you're being insulted

Sorry for what user-Kun?

It feels like you're trying to manipulate me because I seem weak and unaware
Now I'm feeling really really bad I might have to go to calm down
I didn't want this thread to get so many replies
You should go talk to someone more stable and more engaging

>It doesn't feel home unless you're being insulted
stop acting this way, it was better when you BTFO'd idiots. you haven't given up yet so why are you saying these things?

>This thread says all that you would need to know
I mean you're clearly a broken person who has fucked up his life big time and solves problems by drinking, who misses someone who recently left him. Either you are that guy or you think you're the only case of this on the planet.
Try sending him a message, just in case it's me. I'll respond if it gets through and is.

What?
I don't want to say mean things
I won't be messaging anyone

It's fine that you feel that way user-Kun. You don't have to talk with me if you don't want to. I understand you being unable to trust people. But I do really want to help you. That is all.

>I don't know what to say
Me neither except sorry for not being able to help you. You ought to hate me, sorry for everything. I wanted to make you happy and failed, got scared lost hope and failed you again by leaving. I'm trash, but really sincerely I never wanted to hurt you. Just to make things better.

Were you in love with this guy?

if you don't want to say mean things then at least ignore them, you're acting like someone else

Stop lying
You aren't him
He gave up on me anyways so why would you even be here unless to make me feel bad
He didn't want to make things better he just wanted attention from someone and I was easy for it and he made fun of me
But for some reason him being around helped everything
I wanted him to live with me but he didn't want to
I thought about spending our lives together all the time
Pathetic
I'll respond to anyone who posts and be myself as much as I can

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I believe this is your 3rd or 4th thread like this, why did you change your file name? did you not want someone to find you?

When I'm really wanting to die I make message threads usually with this pic but I organized my folder a few months ago if that's why the filename is different

you know how much it hurts when someone you care about acts this way and calls themselves pathetic so why are you doing it too

Well user-Kun, if you want to talk with me, my Discord is @Noel#9455 and my email is [email protected].

If you want to use my main email, just send me an email letting me know and I'll send you it. I don't want to post it onto Jow Forums.

>He gave up on me anyways so why would you even be here unless to make me feel bad
Trying to make you feel less bad, sorry. Shouldn't have said anything I guess, don't deserve to speak to you again. Didn't give up on you he gave up on himself. Since he stopped talking he's not made a friend and won't. You weren't a person to give him attention he added you as his last chance to give himself at life. He failed though. You didn't deserve anything that happened and all you deserve now is a million apologies. He's not so arrogant to ask for you back just so he can fail you again, but all the feelings for you are still there, just twisted around in his own heart to hurt. what a disgrace he is, right?

how many threads like this have you made?

>I won't be messaging anyone
Give the full story. This is an anonymous imageboard and you're attentionfagging instead of greentexting. You don't seem to want a solution.

how are you feeling right now? I know it must be kind of overwhelming talking to everyone, if you want to stop that's fine

I don't want to think about that
will you remember this tomorrow if i add you then instead of now
Then why would you wait until now to reach out when you know how to contact me in more ways than anyone else
I'm sorry
10 or less
9 were a long time ago
I don't know how or what you want to know
It doesn't matter much past trying to entertain you anyways
I feel sick and sad and want a time machine

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Yes. Just be sure to let me know who you are fren.

>Then why would you wait until now to reach out when you know how to contact me
I could but didn't know if I should. I'm sorry. You shouldn't be sorry when I'm the one who did so much wrong. I thought you are better off without me is all i guess.

>I don't want to think about that
sorry
>10 or less 9 were a long time ago
what were they like? did you get a lot of replies?
>feel sick and sad and want a time machine
do you want to keep posting tonight?

I will
That's what he exactly said and this is exactly the same scenario before everything was completely ruined and he left us forever
Maybe my life really is a simulation
It was a very bad time
I think then everyone hated me and says I was manipulate and a sociopath
We should all sleep soon whoever you people are

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>I think then everyone hated me and says I was manipulate and a sociopath
you aren't a sociopath, you could be manipulative but I don't think you are.
>We should all sleep soon whoever you people are
yes I would like to sleep very soon and I don't know about the others but I'm your friend no matter what you say

I forgot there is time zones and thought I was rude there
atm I won't be able to sleep but you should

If I made fun of you, then I'm sorry. I was trying to tell you what I saw as true in hope that I could convince you not to lose your mind over him. It hurt to watch you grieve the first guy, so I decided that I should at least try to stop that from happening to you again by giving you what I saw to be the hard truth about this situation.

You might say you have no friends right now, but some of us still care about you even if we're ignored or devalued. It's unfortunate that you feel unable to talk to me or your other friends, because I know that even a little diversion spent with a friend could ease your mind for a while.

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way yet again, and I want you to know that I will be waiting for you like I always have when you're ready to talk again. Even though he might be the center of your world at the moment, you are still loved, and you can always depend on that love to fall back on if you become tired. You'll be taken care of.

I've got to go back to sleep now so I can do some programming early tomorrow. Don't be too hard on yourself. If I made you feel at fault for this then forgive me. I thought that telling the truth about how I saw him might work this time, but apparently I just hurt you.

Never forget that you have real friends and that you mean the world to them. I never wanted to see you hurt.

Stay safe and feel better soon, buddy.

when will you sleep?

Sorry
Don't fail school
I'll pass out after some time

what will you do until then? I'll stay up with you

Cry and listen to music very boring
What do you want to do what music do you like

So Kathyposter has moved on from Kathy?

Too late, I failed a class already. I think I'll have to drop out and make coffees for people until I can afford to buy an RV. After that happens don't be surprised if you wake up and find yourself abducted and on a super fun road trip.

Justin added me back and has been trying to get in contact with you by the way. If you still insist on being alone when I said I'd see you, then I'll buy you some wine or something as a souvenir ;P

well I'd like to be there for all of the people I care for right now, I can't do that though so I'll probably just cry for awhile until I pass out too. I liked a lot of rock when I was a kid I don't listen to music very often anymore, it brings up bad feelings

not kathyposter please leave now nobody wants you here user

user, if you need a friend, I will be your friend. If you be a good friend towards me then I will be the same towards you.

No I think he still does that
He's a very self destructive person
Stop stalking
some music makes me feel very bad too
is someone you care about feeling bad user why can't you be there for them

also stop failing school thats bad you'll end up like me

lots of music makes me feel bad but that's ok, yes someone very important to me is really sad and will not let me help them at all or even tell me what's wrong

I'm not stalking, retard. It isn't stalking when you stick around for your best friend through the hard times. Go ahead and push me away or be cold if you want, but you still can't make me believe that there's nothing left of our friendship. Either way, I'd rather you think I'm a stalker than believe that I'd given up on you.