You DO have a plan to fix your life,right?

if I don't kill myself first, I'll die from the amount of stress my body is under. And if I don't die from that, I'll die from my eating disorder. and if I don't die from those I'll kill myself.

I'm actually doing quite well in life but existing is just too much suffering for me to endure much more.

don't aneurysms only happen in the brain? If it happens elsewhere it's called a blood clot.

fuck no
i'm 24 and i feel as if i'm alien to this fucking world, so many things that other people do go radically against my beliefs
frankly, i'm just hanging on and supporting my mom. when she dies i'll give her a proper burial, then kill myself somewhere i won't ever be found

Idk. I just know my left carotid artery and my ear has been acting very fucky for a while. The doctor doesn't want to check it because "I'm too young" to get that.

Maybe I'll get lucky and win the lotto

No but I plan to take so many psychedelics that I become the divine collective unconscious

i am going to cut my ties with the people who only seek to control me, i also aim to move closer to my relatives.

I DONT KNOW

I WANT A FEW FRIENDS BUT IM LEGIT TOO AUTISTIC

Like how do I approach people as a total fucking aspie?

this so much
i feel so weird, no matter the place i am, i just don't belong

Yes it's gonna take a year of hard work and trying to be more frugal but I think I can make it (and if not kms).

No aneurysms are when the vessel expands too much and it can be at risk of bursting open. A clot is a full clog of the vessel. Both are disasters but pretty different.

I hope you (and I) win lad.

Yes, when I die all my problems will die with me. I don't have to do anything but wait.

Yeah, I finish college in 2 years and I'm going to graduate with a BS in Applied Math. That alone won't get me a job so I'll self study CS enough to get an internship and hopefully by the time I finish college I'll get a cushy 6 figure job at Google or something which will let me pay off my student loan debt.

If that doesn't work, I'll just buy a gun and kill myself

It's pretty simple in theory. Get a volunteer job so I can get some experience. Get some basic education so I qualify for more jobs. Work until something better comes along. Save money, continue to improve my personality. Eat healthily and exercise. Try to socialize IRL. Simple stuff, but very difficult. I just want my own comfy apartment.

it's odd, i used to feel more in-tune to what's going on when i was younger
but as time went on and my convictions took shape and matured, and as i reevaluated my being and my priorities, it became more and more apparent that there's very few people who share in my worldview
this isolation is soul-crushing, i've spent the last 4 years trying to find a soulmate
i couldn't, and i'm done trying
at this point, either some miracle happens in the time my mother has left on this earth, or i finish the struggle by my own hands

People suffer and die from cancer user. Get your shit together

and that matters why?
if you're hungry, the fact that youre sitting next to someone who's starving doesn't make you any fuller.

I fixed it. Got a job, a car, insurance and morgage.
Fixed it, now tell me how the fuck do i live with it.

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