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Alright OP will contribute it's not as bad as some of you anons but i got my share.
>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Abuse by dad, bullied by family friends teachers therapists
neglected late childhood up to right now, family hates me, everyone dear to me left me, the abuse has made me a quiet person and I cant seem to get anywhere in life because the words cant leave my mouth, so I'm really lonely all the time wish someone would talk to me
as a kid I would come see my cousins every day and we would spend the day living it up together now they look so condescending and smug, like they feel obliged to be around me not like they want to.
my only 3 friends moved out of town
I never had much but now I've got nothing, i just keep sinking deeper
I beat myself up over ever small little mistake i make as does everyone else
>How long has it been that way?
Clinical depression started 2 years ago when/gf/ dumped me, was feeling a little bit down before that but it wasnt bad
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
No trying to get into wagecuck lifestyle because NEET lifestyle is isolating, everyone my age has job why dont i?
>Whats your cope?
Games, YT, I got into anime around two years ago my gf got me into it
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ? Yep and yep.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Being Long term unemployed for the 3rd time as many years. Can't seem to hold down a job. The last job I had was cleaning, which I didn't mind but I left because I kept being asked to do extra shifts and then has to spend the proceeding month fighting to get paid of the work. My ex girlfriend committed suicide a couple of years back and I still haven't gotten over that, I'm over the worst of it. But I've never had anyone meaningful to me die before so its a struggle, feel partly responsible for her death but our last conversation escalated into a shouting match. I live at home with my parents, I'm going to hit 27 this year, I keep trying just don't seem to get anywhere. My Dad is disabled my Mother is ill too so I'm likely stuck here till both of them die. Seriously is there anything worse than watching both your parents slowly die?
>How long has it been that way?
My existential crisis probably during my first job after university. I worked in IT, went in all bright eyed and optimist, thought I would be fixing computers...turns out I would be working in call center for 6 months. After that things just got worse. Got fired in one job, accused of fraud of doing my first timesheet incorrectly suspiciously the day after the interviews for the job I was temping. Then quit the cleaning job as I ran out of savings to support myself during the times I was underpaid.
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
Keep applying to jobs. I now do independent cleaning for a friends elderly mother. I'm applying to do a masters degree this year.. Little bit of money on the side, but the UK takes 62% of whatever you earn if you're on wellfare. So its just feels so demoralizing,
>Whats your cope?
I have some close friends, I consider suicide every now and then but do not want to leave my parents in a worse situation and that keeps me going, so I guess a sense of duty.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Just a NEET

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
losing my sense of identity, barely recognize myself in the mirror, dissociate more and more often
>How long has it been that way?
steady downhill for the past 4 years
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
saw a therapist, too much anxiety to even bring up this shit
>Whats your cope?
nihilism when i feel suicidal. overwork myself to get validation and have less time for feels
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
no and hard yes

You think having a talent makes everything better? This world is savage. You need more than talent, you need guts.

>>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Not enough skills or knowledge to do really great things. I am working on fixing this but there's just too much to catch up on.

>>How long has it been that way?
When I realized those complex things actually interest me. I dunno, maybe 2-3 years ago.

>>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
As mentioned above, yes. Studying and reading more, playing less vidya and just abandoning social media and Jow Forums by not having internet access.

>>Whats your cope?
See above.

>>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
NEET but not hikki. I get some money helping my sister in her business, but not formally employed.

My feels though. Got invited by my last few friends for a beach outing. Second-to-the-last girl who rejected me is going, since she is part of that friend group. Girl now has a BF. Maybe her BF will accompany her on the trip. The only friends I really talk to in that group are not coming with us. It's really gonna be awkward.

100% user, talent helps, Its like having a nice piece of marbal, its just potential you actually have to start sculpting to get anything out of it

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
I'm just so bored and unmotivated lately, more than usual. I had two classes to go to today and just didn't go to either. I actually do pretty well at uni and don't spend any time at all studying or doing any work, unlike everyone around me who seems contstantly in study for exams mode. Tonight I was so bored and alone (I do live alone) I drank a bottle of cough syrup like a fucking high schooler. It made me feel a little wobbly and weird but also gave me bad diarrea. I literally did it out of complete boredom.
>How long has it been that way?
I go through spurts of being very bored and depressed, they coincide nicely.
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
I try to watch films and tv shows but usually I will just spend time thinking about wanting to watch them instead of actually doing it, for some reason.
>Whats your cope?
Posting on Jow Forums and sleeping and drinking, and apparently drinking cough syrup although that diarrea was bad so I'm not sure I'll do it again.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
No, I wish I was sometimes though.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
what to wear rn
>How long has it been that way?
all my life
>Have you done anything to fix it?
i try dieting so my jeans will fit more loose
Anything good happen?
they fit more loose
>Whats your cope?
shooting up heroin
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
yes

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Loneliness.
>How long has it been that way?
3 years since I drop out uni.
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
No.
>Whats your cope?
Nothing right now. I was addicted to weed but now I'm one week sober.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Just NEET. I go to the gym and sometimes go out to grocery store.

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Try the Sinclair method; can't hurt. 12 steps are non scientifically validated garbage.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Myself. I know that I could achieve more, but I'm full of fear. I'm very sensitive aka a pussy
>How long has it been that way?
for about 7 years
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
Yeah I started to realise where and why it all went wrong 2 years ago. Slooooowly working on it.
>Whats your cope?
I distract myself with vidya, yt, music movies etc. I work out 3times a week, it actually makes me less suicidal. I also have a lot to fix, Family stuff.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Almost 2 years now. wageslave interview today

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>knowing life can be better
>too lazy to fix any of it
>realizing it's 60 more years of this and that it won't get better because laziness.
>no will, no skill, no talent, no smarts, no interests, no gf
>just 60 more years

had sex though.

>I try to watch films and tv shows but usually I will just spend time thinking about wanting to watch them instead of actually doing it, for some reason.
INTP detected. Thinks bout doing thing but rarely actually does it.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
i'm cripplingly lonely and can feel myself growing more and more mentally ill. my roommates are nice but kinda normie and always have people over playing loud EDM and breaking my shit.
>How long has it been that way?
two years. i had a solid group of friends back home but haven't made any new ones since moving away for college.
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
i tried a lot last year and was a little more social but i haven't really tried at all in a while.
>Whats your cope?
art and music. i have a ridiculous amount of time to myself so i've been making some stuff i'm actually proud of recently.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
i'm in school but literally don't leave my apartment unless i'm going to class or buying food.

i haven't given up 100% yet, but i'm getting close and i'm really scared.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
literal autism, and the way it's a social poison
everyone pulls away, it gets harder and harder to find new people, increasingly isolated
most social interactions leave me feeling empty or unwanted i guess
frustrated and angry a lot too

>How long has it been that way?
a good while, but slowly gets worse

>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
tried a few therapists but none of them understand what high-functioning autism is. they were useless

>Whats your cope?
don't really have one i guess

>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
"cushy" job i guess, not that i can afford a house or anything

yes actually. i believe talent is proof that your ancestors were intelligent and skilled. my whole life watching tv the idea that a talent is a reason to live was drilled into my head. i believe i am the bottom of the barrel because i cant do anything that people think is impressive

How did one go about fixing this problem?

(different person)
do you socialize much, or at all really? i ask because, i don't, but i've still come to the realization most people aren't particularly talented or accomplished, and it's not important socially. people socialize over tv and travel and other hedonistic pursuits.

I doubt you're making all of them on your own, but a lot of robots really appreciate threads like these and the people who make them, it's nice to talk to someone every so often.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
I've posted about it at length around here, but I have this long standing goal, an ideal person that I want to be. No matter how hard i try to get there, it seems like I constantly slip back into the same shitty person as always.
>How long has it been that way?
I've had this goal of mine for years now, but the concept of me being too lazy to get the things that I want has been there as long as I can remember.
>Have you done anything to fix it?
Ive tried plenty of changes, from taking relevant classes to physical changes like going to the gym daily and shit like that.
>Whats your cope?
Stress eating and jacking off, neither of which helps me out at all.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Armyfag, so pretty much on welfare.

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>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Loneliness and aimlessness. Aimlessness results in lack of passion, or maybe it's the inverse...
Loneliness eats me from the inside, making every day miserable. The feeling of wish for emotional intimacy, the emptiness it breeds, the weakness in my hands and arms, the ache in my chest, the feeling of being unworthy of human attention, it is all unmistakably unique, unlike anything else I've ever felt.
>How long has it been that way?
The aimlessness has been a thing for around 7 years at this point. I've gotten used to it, though that's certainly not a positive thing.
The loneliness... Although I've been this way socially for even longer, it never felt like a problem. It changed about half a year ago, after the only girl I fell in love with in all of my life rejected me.

(cont.)

>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
I've tried to find some mates online, and went to look for friends on the internet. Met some really shallow people, who couldn't care less for anything but "having fun" in a party-like way and didn't share in my interests like theatre, cinema, history and other such "lame and boring" stuff. Some of them were outright druggies and such, others didn't show any actual interest in conversation... Not a good experience, overall.
The only acquaintance I've managed to keep talking to for longer than a week or so is a girl 3 years younger than me. Honestly, for the first few days she was very pleasant to talk to, but as time went on I've discovered that she is, in a quiet way, toxic towards other people. She had bad experiences with guys, and unwittingly reinforces them using dating apps for hookups. She doesn't believe in or want to create family, doesn't trust people to keep their word, and she seems to conflicting beliefs and opinions, while being unaware of it. It's not very healthy, and I try to help her work through it during casual conversation to be a bit more positive, slowly. It seems to have mellowed her out a little bit, so it's not all for naught, I hope I can help her further as time goes on.
No relationship prospects, though.
>Whats your cope?
Games, online lectures on all sorts of stuff ranging from philosophy to literature to moviemaking to game design to history to game design to networking security, all sorts of stuff. Simply put, I just try to fill my head with thoughts and knowledge to distract myself from those thoughts emptiness breeds. They are deeply discouraging, depressive, they fuck with my already low self-worth, they exacerbate my perceived deficiencies, they make real deficiencies (i'm disabled) seem insurmountable, they make me feel like a fucking crybaby, and a lot of the time they are outright suicidal for hours on end.

(cont.)

I posted this a couple days ago so sorry to those who happened to see my thread.
>19 years old
>freshman in college
>had huge crush on girl one year below me since junior year
>started talking to her, but she had a boyfriend at the time
>become good friends with her
>text a lot, even more now that I'm at college
>about 4 months ago
>drunkenly tell her one night how I feel about her
>she freaks out, seems really angry
>next day she says she wants to still be friends
>eh whatever I'll get over it I guess
>2 weeks ago tells me that she broke up with her boyfriend
>she had feelings for me the whole time but he was controlling and would read her texts and shit
>tells me she's still into me and wants to hang out some time
>go back home and visit her last weekend
>have a really great night
>tells me she wants to see me again
>can't go back home for another month because I have exams and final projects due
>after summer she is moving to another country for uni
>will probably never see her again
It really fucking hurts guys. I might have been happier if she just never told me how she felt

>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Apart from working long hours (60 a week, second-world country) just to get by, I've no regular (or irregular) social activities. I come home from a work and go straight to sleep, and on the days I have free I can't help but sleep until 3-4 PM with how tired I usually am.

Honestly, the introspection I constantly go through and reiterate has led me to believe that helping others is the only thing that gives me any sort of purpose at this point. The usual advice given to people with my problems seems to be "learn to be your own man, independent of others", but I find no solace in that. It feels like a deeply egotistical outlook on life, and it doesn't work for me. I believe that these thoughts are the root cause of my despair, but I don't like the idea of changing myself to be more selfish. It doesn't sit well with me.

So, that's that. That's my feel.

Also, upon re-reading my posts, it seems that I accidentally a few words here and there. Shows my mental state even better, I guess.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
The fact of Christainity being real.
>How long has it been that way?
Since I was 19 so thats about 3 years
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
Trying to become a confident atheist by learning more about Science and Evolution.
>Whats your cope?
Watching Cult of dusty and Richard Dawkins and The amazing atheist.

>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
I have been for 3 years and I wish I could get the energy to find a job but I just can't

>>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
Im 28, worthless degree, no friends, no career to speak of. the "inertia" in my life is crushing.
>>How long has it been that way?
Since I graduated college 5 years ago
>>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
Nope, just distracted myself and delayed the inevitable suffering
>>Whats your cope?
Fucking prostitutes and not working
>>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Temporarily; 6 months so far

No one is born with a talent. People who seem to be born with a talent simply had the ambition to practice an ungodly amount of time which caused them to blow away the competition.

It's all about learning, user. Some people learn faster than others, but if you really want it you'll do whatever it takes.

I used to be shit at music while my friends were classically trained from a young age, now I blow them away and one of them just stopped altogether.

Once a "talented" musician loses their ambition and stops practicing, they become average to shit. Look at musicians late into their careers, after they already made it. They usually become shit or mediocre, and it's not because they lost their natural born talent of whatever.

Don't you dare cope on me

Im just such a fucking loser no matter what I do.
I havent made a single actual friend in my soon to be 2 whole years in college
>Play League of Legends to cope with my loneliness
>End up getting addicted to it and skipping all my classes
>Passed a semester and a half of classes in 2 years
I dont know how to explain my feel really, I just feel like, and am, a lazy failure

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1. A. Fuckheads abusing and torturing animals
B. Fuckheads wanting to take away women's rights C. Fuckheads bullying
2. A, For about 10 years B. For about five years, as long as these fuckheads have existed C. For ALL OF MY LIFE
3. NOT YET.
4. HATE FUCKHEADS and sign petitions.
5. Half-neet at the moment.

On a sidenote FUCKING REEEEEHARHARHARHARHARREEEEEEEEEE!!!! Check these fucking IDIOTS SUCKING MGTOW DICK SO HARD THEY GET THEIR JAWS OUT OF THEIR PLACES. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! This is fucking ACE. Fucking retards. BEST LAUGH OF THE WEEK!

youtube.com/watch?v=8M6hIYUU_WU

Sorry about this. I had to tell about it somewhere. I have no social media and I'd explode out of REEEEEing not telling it to anyone anywhere.

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Actually you need NETWORKS. Those are the number ONE thing to get you somewhere. If you are top talented but have zero friends on Facebook, NO ONE HIRES YOU. If you are mediocre, but have MULTIPLE friends on Facebook YOU GET HIRED. And obviously, to get some friends or followers on your social media page you need to have friends IRL to post images of on your page, as NO ONE FOLLOWS A LOSER WITH NO FRIENDS. And to get friends you need to have a SEX LIFE. THIS WORLD WORKS FOR MEDIOCRE, SOCIALLY ACCEPTED/POPULAR SHITHEADS right now. Talent or intellect do not matter that much, even if they may be helpful.

>everything is fucking fucked and i'm out of time
>bout 16 years
>yes. i tried lost of things. i got fit, everything else failed
>i work out 5 days a week, 2 hours per session, with 1-2 hour bikeride/walks on offdays. sometimes i take walks in addition. i spend the other biggest clump of time carefully preparing food, and eating. i tend to sleep 10-12 hours a day from the exhaustion of training. between the previous two, trips to grocers, cleaning - there aren't many hours left in the day. lying around, shows, vidya, shitposting - but i dont even do those things with much effort.
>back to NEET status at the moment. i think i'm done trying.

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drawing isnt a talent its a skill. You wouldn't be mad if you were born unable to juggle.
Math is also a skill. You gotta practice. Handwriting too.
Tuning an instrument is not an indicator of your skill. You not noticing a difference means your hearing needs practice.
Few people can sing. It's standard.

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
having been cheated on and betrayed over and over by the woman i loved most of my adolescent life
>How long has it been that way?
about 4 years now
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
this night i found out she fucked some mongoloid so i finally dumped the whore. im free
>Whats your cope?
explorer
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
wageslave living like a neet whenever im not off selling myself for low pay.

Relatable, i had gf
>I love you to death user
>I'll never leave you user i want to die with you
>you're all I ever need
>tfw dumps me
>fucks 5 guys when done dumping me, used to come back to me and literally haunt me
got trust issues after that

man i know that fucking "love you to death" thing.
keeps saying these things to me pretending she loves while living a double life just fucking and flirting with guys and doing drugs behind my back. fuck that bitch. never trying out love again.

>No one is born with a talent.
Yes they are. There are different forms of intelligence that get passed on to the offspring of people. But, if you do not develop or utilize your talent in any way, it's pretty much useless. Talent is the same as being disposed to becoming skilled in some specific area as a result of practice.

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>1. A. Fuckheads abusing and torturing animals
what like... pharmaceutical testing?
>B. Fuckheads wanting to take away women's rights
what? like on the Arabian peninsula? There are nothing but concessions made in the West in the name of "Women's Rights" (and it ain't going so well).
>that recording (video)
i listened to most of that recording and have no idea what the fuck are the core allegations. Seems like
>people in a discord talked mean about person or persons and a person snitched to another group
god damn.
you youtube/livestream/discord/whatever groups get your knicks all twisted up over the most asinine bullshit and air this weak garbage publicly like anyone is going to listen to two petty hens squawking at each other and take a side. no one cares. not even you should care.

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Ignore that user hes hyper schizo

>drawing isnt a talent its a skill. You wouldn't be mad if you were born unable to juggle. Math is also a skill. You gotta practice. Handwriting too.
Yes but having high VISUAL/SPATIAL IQ helps you to learn to draw. And high LOGICAL/MATHEMATICAL IQ helps you to learn to do mathematical tasks. These are some forms of intelligence that are hereditary.

personalitymax.com/multiple-intelligences/

Tfw no gf has been hitting hard since uni started. To make things worse, today I went to a party and four classmates attended, two of which were potential love interests. I can probably strike them off the list after having they see me be such a loser at the party.
It is just so hard for me to party since I quit drinking. I used to have fun and make out with girls all the time back when I cared, but alcohol fucks me up too hard. Drinking in moderation would be great but at rehab they told me I'm beyond that possibility. I wish I could, it helps a lot but after four years that were an alcoholic blur that left devastating consequences, its too dangerous to even consider it. I wish I could be the guy I used to be when I drank without drinking, but I'm not even close to pulling it off.

On the bright side, I'm getting invited to parties. Hope that lasts. Maybe I can learn to be cool without drinking.

no i dont have friends. im a neet. thanks but posting on /tv/ will not raise my confidence. not trying to sound snarky. i just see your suggestion and another distraction
you are somewhat right. in some way i am mad my parents never put me in any classes. i asked to be placed in boy scouts and such. it never happened. i just wish god could shine a light on me and tell me what to do. i cant find a passion... ever since elementary school it seemed like everyone knew what they wanted to be when they grow up. except me. im dumb
im also saying im fucking dumb. i studied maths at home and still failed the class during senior year. my classmates were either fucking or wageslaving after school. i was studying. even when i tried harder than them i failed. i tried to stay after school to improve my hearing in orchestra. i laughed not even a few minutes in because i swear the teacher was joking. no matter how he tuned the violin it all sounded the same to me. i laughed and left. it really is a curse to be no more valuable than a mule

Alcoholic chad?
What alcohol you drinking? I'm into heavy alcohol i/e
>whiskey
>vodka

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
I'm completely useless at everything, can't drive, can't cook, can't work, can't get more than a surface level understanding out of anything, can't even fucking speak for myself, I'm 21 years old.
>How long has it been that way?
Honestly for as long as I can remember.
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
N/A
>Whats your cope?
Video games and messing around with electronics, not like I'm good at any of those things but it helps dull the pain.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
Yup, been trying to break out of it though.

Not Chad, sometimes I'd get rejected over 30 times some weekends, but I'd have hit on 31 or 32 women so it'd work.
But then I got whiskey dick and my alcohol based lifestyle started getting really depressing.

Used to like rum a lot. Usually drank harder stuff at night and beer at the morning and in the afternoon. Depending on the weather and on how much money i had sometimes I'd drink wine or whiskey. But towards the end I just drank what got me drunk the cheapest.

that tfw no gf thing you dont have to worry about pal.
tfw gf has me drinking pretty hard rn at noon so yeah.
wish i had the balls to hit on women

Me too. Thats why I miss alcohol.

i cant even do it with alcohol in my system my man

>what like... pharmaceutical testing?
If you are THIS unaware of ALL THE SHIT animals have to endure on this shitty world, go to PETA's site or watch their YT videos. All of that shit takes place in USA and Europe as well.
>B. Fuckheads wanting to take away women's rights what? like on the Arabian peninsula?
There is no need for there to take away women's rights as they do not have much of them in the first place. But here in the Western world there are thousands of men, mostly incels and MGTOWS who at least dream about taking away part of women's rights, to make them more dependent on men so that men could get to fuck some virgin pussy in their early 20's. I wouldn't be surprised if they're already secretly planning to take away women's right to have higher education, working outside home when married and right to vote, via some detour.
>that recording (video)i listened to most of that recording and have no idea what the fuck are the core allegations.
It's just the typical shit: women biting at one another to get some men, in this case some MGTOWers who would love to take away part of women's rights, which is NOT ACCEPTABLE for women to do. If it was some other type of men I'd give a shit, obviously.
>no one cares. not even you should care.
But I do. Because women sucking incel/mgtow dick, by hating feminists, among other things, are the cancer among womanity. THEY ARE FUCKING STABBING THEIR OWN GENDER IN ITS BACK. They should realize, that feminists, no matter how out of line they are at times, are the ONLY GROUP OF PEOPLE who will stand up for their rights, and that without them, in case the right wing takes it over, THEY WILL LOSE HALF OF THEIR RIGHTS existing at the moment. But I guess they are too retarded or blind to grasp that. That is what is bothering me.

Thanks for the compliment. At least I am not a normie. HAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Bye with a kitty.

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You sound like a huge faggot. You gotta put effort into learning something and practice/train your ass off. If it doesn't click for you asap that doesn't mean it's not for you.

Nice larp bruv

my mum got diagnosed with ovarian cancer, it not terminal but the prognosis isn't good obviously, she recently went into chemo and shes having a hysterectomy after. I had the rest of my grandparents pass away in the past 4 years, I still haven't even gotten over my first grandparent passing, I feel like I've been numb ever since then, I just don't know how to deal with death, so when the rest of them passed it was like a blur. my best friend also tried to kill herself a month ago. I have enough of my own problems to keep me depressed but all this feels like too much for me, not to mention im totally useless, I don't drive so I cant help my mum go to and from the hospital and I'm pretty bad at being emotionally available to help her

>the poor Aminals
Oh i'm aware. Just most of the "shit" in your pie chart of "all the shit" is not, in fact, unethical.
i'm aware of what a killing floor looks like. I ate a steak this evening. Also, I'm not sorry. You can be a peta vegan if you like but I'm not on board with deliberate malnutrition. The lack of specific fatty acids & cholesterol your glial cells need to maintain the health of your brain crave animal products.
>incels/MGTOWS
yes yes... the incel/MGTOW party is really gaining a lot of congressional votes isn't it?
>Womanity
r u srs
You know... I could get into it with you here. I really don't have anything better to do. But that would be a lot of work. You're operating on a flawed/false underlying set of assumptions which gives rise to the full flowering nonsense tree that is your thought flowchart.
If you are indeed the author of that youtube video - it's just a whole shrine of spiteful attempted highlight-hit-pieces and smug-inside-barbs.
It's like a living, regularly updated, shrine of what it is to be a rootless, childless, growing-in-hysterics, conniving woman.

Why would I want to try to untangle that?

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>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
My little brother is a drug dealer for gangs in Arizona and Im so scared about it. Hes also doing drugs that are extremely dangerous
>How long has it been that way?
Started last year, he got a little better until he got cheated on and it was all down hill from there
>Have you done anything to fix it?
I spoke to him and told him I was worried. Not much I can do from across the states. Too scared to tell my parents because I dont trust them to approach the situation calmly.
Anything good happen?
I dont know
>Whats your cope?
I just try to forget about it
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
NEET right now but starting a new job next week

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>order video game on amazon
>see amazon deliveryfag pull over and walk towards my door
>TUKHAATAK
>oh my god did he just fucking throw it
>he threw a fragile disc at the concrete
>message amazon telling them im not impressed
>a while later get told to reset my password
theyre going to close my account arent they

>What are the things bothering you the most in life?
I have a constant feeling of emptiness and I'm constantly stuck searching for some sort of meaning to my life. I lack motivation to do a lot of things and find myself constantly feeling like crap. I'm terrified of my future
>How long has it been that way?
I have felt this way since I was 14
>Have you done anything to fix it? Anything good happen?
I did actually, I found something that I was motivated to actively work towards and I kept at it for a while. Unfortunately I soon realised that the goal that I was fighting for was much much farther out of my grasp than I originally thought. I lost the motivation to work towards that thing as I realised what I wanted was not worth such a massive journey.
>Whats your cope?
Anime. I usually don't have the motivation to get involved in video games, but sometimes a certain game might pull me in.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
I'm currently a NEET, don't think I would classify as a hikki but the only time I really go out is when I'm out of food.

I probably should've added more to this
>What are the other things bothering you the most in life?
The only family member I have is my mother, I have noone else (other than online friends). I also feel like nothing but a burden, I just want to cry out in pain but don't have the stomach to. I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wish somebody would just come and shoot me in the head just to put an end to this endless looping cycle. Also got massive confidence issues.

I don't really find any joy or even sadness in anything anymore. I just feel numb except for a big short low dip every two weeks or so. Been like this for like 6 years now.
I got a bit into creative things to keep me going but it doesn't really help much. I don't really see a way i could fix it. Every possibility just seems like utter crap honestly.
>Whats your cope?
I don't really have one except sleeping alot.
>/NEET / Hikki life/ ?
neet and pretty much hikki at this point i guess

Why don't I have a social life? I don't get how things turned out this way. Everywhere I look people have a group of friends yet I've never made it past the acquaitance stage.
And I can't just 'force' a friendship, people have to want to be with me, yet somehow no one wants that.
This just makes me feel so pathetic.