>live in small town >literally the worst life ever >closest mall is 2 hours away >parents are poor as fuck like destitute rural African village poor >live in the middle of a freezing wind blowing Antarctic hell hole >house has barely any heat no insulation always cold as FUCK >constantly trapped here >on probation for being black >have to go and have white people yell at me constantly gives me constant anxiety and panic attacks >closest person is 5 miles away and autistic >literally everyone here is mentally ill like hearing voices going to the psych center >only friend out here is incredibly awkward to hang out with >hanging out alone is making me tired miserable and sad as fuck >literally not one girl around >cant even do shrooms because i have ptsd and anxiety from my family and being trapped here and the possibility of jail >have to constantly go to shit job seek and worry if i can leave or not >always tired like to the point where my body isnt functioning no one cares i just want to leave >every day is cold miserable sad lonely >have to pick between running and going to jail or just wasting my life in the country >literally my entire future is up to people who are dickheads sitting in offices angry all day who dont give a fuck if i die live suffer go to jail or want to kill myself
I fucking hate life. Only someone as evil as god couldmake this world this miserable
>on probation for being black Again you should not have broken the law with drugs. Stop blaming circumstances you can't change like the color of your skin and accept the huge part your behavior has on your destiny. Take control instead of whining all day and blaming stuff you can't do nothing about.
Ayden Peterson
Accidentally blacking out and overdosing is not the same as making a bad decision
It should not count against me
There is literally nothing out here to do but drugs. Literally nothing
Literally. Nothing. NO-THING. N O T H I N G
Henry Gutierrez
You have taken drugs willingly, haven't you? You knew it was against the law, didn't you? This thing is on you and you alone. Man up and do something about it.
Nolan Parker
Shut up dude no one realistically cares about laws THAT much except like fucking Amish and old ladies
And i didnt want to get high i took Xanax for my anxiety because its the only way i ever got out of the house and talked to people. I talked about my anxiety for years to doctors and all they gave me was Ritalin to do schooling and then my newest doctor just gave me non benzo anxiety meds that did nothing and i had too much anxiety to even keep going to a doctor
And what do i do? Thats why i keep asking?
Jayden Williams
i would have sympathy for you if you weren't black but something about you being black makes me want you to suffer. I'm not even racist.
Matthew Ross
Ok, keep crying then. I don't have a problem with you being stuck in your shithole forever. Bye.
Anthony Mitchell
Its because i get unfairly punished and live in the strictest place in the world
Anywhere else its unsupervised probation or just a year or something or you can just transfer it around
Nope i get the worst of the worst. If i had a public defender i would get fucking 6 months in jail and 5 years probation. Thats what they give fucking rapists
Charles Stewart
Alright, here's what you do: You get a bag and load it up with food and water. You carry a sleepingbag and wear a thick coat. You get a map and compas and learn how to use them. Then you walk all the way to jew york or whatever city you think has greener grass. Now get to it nigger.
Carter Martinez
>Thats what they give fucking rapists I mean you did diddle w child so you got off easy really.
Dylan Wood
You are such a dumb faggot you deserve to be in that shithole. Typical nigger dindu muffin behavior. You fuck up the image of blacks everywhere and I hope you know that. You deserve to be yelled at by whities.
Christopher Parker
ok so what is your sentence monkey?
Colton Johnson
I cant they got my license or I would have done that forever ago
Mason Rivera
>hurr I would have done it if they didn't have my license You didn't do it before they took it. You wouldn't do it now if you could.
Alexander Lee
Your shit gets auto suspended retard like a month after that
Ethan Rogers
>I need my license >to walk Talk about retarded.
Jeremiah Russell
Seriously how do i transfer this shit? IM SAD
Jordan Collins
i asked you a question you godamn nigger. what is your legal punishment? you answer me RIGHT NOW, boy
Jason Allen
How do I stop life from being shit? >failed uni >though I could make it in life one way or another >now facing 40 years of working shitty min wage jobs >I have to say "thank you" for some asshole to allow me to be his serf >can't even get box pusher jobs without past work experience
Why the fuck would I need work experience to lift boxes or make coffee you fucking retards? Literally just spend 10 fucking minutes showing me how that shit is done.
I don't want to life in this place.
Leo Diaz
>I don't want to life in this place. Then don't, faggot.
Adrian Thompson
I am glad I dont have to do this at least. Pathetic
Aiden Bennett
You could've gone by bye before anyone found out about the drugs. No, you decided to use drugs to cope instead of changing your situation. And if you had the choice right now you'd do the same thing. Stop pretending you would actually change anything.
Charles Bell
>living in the "incredible EU" >the only countries I can really move to is the UK and Ireland because my only second language is English >one of them is leaving the union (can't blame them desu >you need like 3000-5000k at least to make sure you won't end up homeless >in the end you'll just be wageslaving in a different country Not sure if worth it.
Jacob James
I was still making money and researching how to leave retard
Ethan Young
I wish I lived in a small comfy town with a community where everyone knew eachother
big cities suck desu
Jacob Collins
t. guy who never lived in a small town community
black user is right to bitch about his situation. There's a reason people flock to the cities.
Angel Wright
Yeah, sure buddy. There's always a reason. Fact is you fucked up instead of solving the problem. Now you cry about it instead of solving the problem. Tomorrow you won't be solving the problem either.
Isaiah Walker
Dude this is hell. Everyone I see hates me they hate everyone that isnt a tree cutting redneck. I cant even go outside without worrying about the same 6 people seeing me live with my mom like a poor retard
How do i solve it? Theres like 1000 lawyers on the internet i dont even know if they can help or if it would just waste the money i got for nothing. I want to transfer it but i dont know how hard it is and i have to wait to do that
Cameron Howard
>researching how to leave retard I already told you how. Do it
Lucas Scott
He won't respond because it's a larp. He's literally never posted any definite proof of anything at all, for years now.
Caleb Edwards
>How do i solve it? By preparing your departure and leaving as soon as you can. By not fucking up again. By bothering your probation officer about transferring twice every day until they're glad to have gotten rid of you. By taking any help that is offered. By taking action instead of complaining every fucking day and doing nothing about the problem.
Kevin Sanders
I am currently doing everything to not violate except I am fucking addicted to cbd hemp flower which I cant smoke a lot of
And i get urges to have a drink or do painkillers or something
If I ask them to transfer constantly wouldnt that make them want to do it less?
Hudson Smith
>I am currently doing everything to not violate except I am fucking addicted to cbd hemp flower which I cant smoke a lot of So the only thing you do to get out of where ever you live is a half assed attempt at not getting sentenced again?
>If I ask them to transfer constantly wouldnt that make them want to do it less? They don't want retards to bother them all day every day. But if it's one of their clients, what can they do about it? Answer: Get rid of them by transferring them.
Julian Green
No if you do not violate probation you can get off it at the half way point
Justin Myers
you could have stopped after the first line and we would still know everything you were going to say because you have posted this same story so many times.
translates as: "tractor is calling me - and I gotta go"
Easton Morales
>People do not understand this level of suffering
YES, WE DO. WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
WE UNDERSTAND PERFECTLY HOW MISERABLE YOU ARE AND WE HAVE TRIED OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO HELP YOU. BUT YOU DON'T FUCKING LISTEN. YOU JUST MAKE EXCUSES. THE SAME FUCKING EXCUSES. OVER AND OVER AGAIN. SO FUCK YOU. YOU DON'T DESERVE HELP, YOU DON'T DESERVE PITY, YOU DESERVE TO ROT IN YOUR SHITTY LITTLE TOWN FOREVER. IT'S YOUR OWN DAMN FAULT YOU CAN'T LEAVE ANYWAY.
Jackson Clark
people flock to cities because they want too much stuff. Unlimited entertainment, unlimited restaurants, unlimited shops.
Cooper Anderson
That's why cities exist to begin with.
Tyler Martinez
I'VE GOT GOOD NEWS FOR YOU, SMALL TOWN NIGGER GUY.
I FOUND YOU A GF.
SEE HERE SHE'S GOT A LOT IN COMMON WITH YOU: SHE'S ANNOYING, WHINY, WALLOWS IN SELF PITY AND MAKES ENDLESS EXCUSES, AND CAN'T STOP MAKING THE SAME THREAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN. YOU TWO WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER. AND I CAN GUARANTEE THAT SHE'S SINGLE. GO GET HER, CHAMP. GIVE HER THE OL' FIRM HANDSHAKE.
Nathan Lee
>strictest place in the world Where you live, nigga?
Oliver Brown
At least you have nothing to lose. It's better than living my life, knowing I'll lose everything soon, including life itself.
William Reyes
If you don't like the cold, maybe you should go back to A F R I C A. Stop shitposting about "whah the big bad popo caught me selling drugs! Fuck whyte peepol"
Anons, ignore and sage these threads. It's just a nigger wanting a pity party for being a typical porch monkey. He does this every month on multiple boards. I wish the mods would permaban him.
