I just slit my left wrist and i'm still alive. give me songs that i can listen to to make me want to finish the job

i just slit my left wrist and i'm still alive. give me songs that i can listen to to make me want to finish the job.
i was supposed to have dinner with my grandfather tonight. my grandmother died a year ago today.
their grandson is a failure. i want to die swiftly. please give me tips.
despite having slit my wrist, it didn't hurt at all and i'm still here shitposting. so i have no idea what's supposed to happen. fuck you to the liars who are saying that it's some sort of small thing it's a big fucking effort to end yourself.

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Please don't kill yourself user, it's a permanent solution to what could be a temporary problem :(

I'm sure that even if you're a "failure" your grandfather still loves you and it would literally kill him to see you die

Did you go across the street or down the road?

Aint that great tho? Temporary solutions are suboptimal, if you wanna fix shit fix it for good.

if you aren't dead or passed out by now you fucking failed man. You didn't go deep enough or you went across instead of down the arm. You are probably going to live in also be tossed into a psyche ward for awhile.

You're not really fixing anything though
If life was a board game suicide is the equivalent of losing your shit and flipping the entire table over

Idk bro pretty high have u tried not being a nigger?

yet at the same time its just an asinine board game so playing it through to the end has no real meaning either other than killing time I guess

>losing at a board game
>flip the table
>no longer have to bother with a game you weren't having fun with anyways
Next time I lose at a board game I onow what to do. Thanks user.