Tell me your darkest secrets user, lets have a chat

My sister is also my daughter but after a bad experience of people knowing, we keep that a secret, so now everyone only assumes just sister.

What was sex with your mom like?

Well, now there's something you don't see everyday. But come on, user, you can't just leave us hanging like that. Storytime.

Pretty great, won't lie. We had something pretty great but unfortunately real life put an end to it. We're white trash though, won't lie about that either. This went on while we lived in a trailer park, and to say that we weren't the only ones up to things.

Was it like typical mommy fetish stuff or did you basically act as a husband surrogate? Sex with my own mother is unimaginable, repulsive, but with another woman assuming the whole "MOMMY" persona, I crave it.

>be me
>7/10
>meet qt 9/10
>we talk, I don't get ghosted
>feelsgood.mp4
>same hobbies, passions and many things in common
>she becomes crush
>see her irl (not a date)
>ohgodohfuck.jpeg
>get away
>we continue to text
>she gives me hints that she likes me
>I pretend to not understand the hints because I'm autistic and depressed
>iwannadie.mp4
>we stopped talking but she still texts me frequently, not like before.
>mfw I can't tell her how much I love her because of my social anxiety and traumas that affected my social skills

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Well she had me super young and family disowned her so she raised me on her own through tough conditions, like I said trailer park living. Always very close because of it though and when I started aging up there started being attraction along with feelings already there. The relationship became fully intimate in high school and lasted a few years till she got pregnant, unplanned. Seemed like we could have gotten along with it and would have continued as normal but when people in the community found out there was a shitstorm and we were literally driven out. Which was bullshit because as said we weren't the only ones getting along like that, we just crossed a line of actually having a kid out of it. So unfortunately that whole bad experience ended things between us and the secret situation about my sister.

Fetish stuff at first when we were in the honeymoon phase but when we got used to the relationship it became more normal. Never felt like it was a "husband" situation though just another aspect of our close and loving relationship, another way we could be together and appreciate one another. It should be obvious that we didn't/don't have a normal relationship though to begin with.

>love
How you can claim to feel this after a few, fleeting interactions? What familiarity and deep-rooted affection has been formed from texting and one meeting? You're infatuated, not in love

parts of my drawing style are inspired by an artist who draws fictional child pornography

If there's one thing humans excel at, it's hypocrisy and being clownshit judgmental about other people getting caught doing exactly the same thing they're pretending not to be doing.

Mind if I ask what happened to your father in this situation?
And do you fear--or, I guess its possible, look forward to--carrying out a similar "relation" with your daughter/sister, given your self-admission of being "white trash".
Familial sexual relations are intriguing, at least. Brother/sister seems almost natural, in an experimental, non-serious manner; although of course your sibling situation is pretty far from standard.

It's been 3 years that we know each other, we had vcs, calls and shit like that and I know her pretty well, this ain't a middle school crush about looks

At least if anyone recognized it, you could threaten to expose them if they did you, or a potential friend, if that's your thing.

I killed a bunch of people in Iraq in 2004 and it keeps me up at night :)

Soldiers acquiring PTSD from killing sandniggers are, at the very least, not actually racist towards those groups despite them being not only ideological enemies, but combative enemies as well.
If I killed someone against whom I declared an existential hatred and disregard for their status as human, I don't think it would keep me up at night.

My thoughts exactly, even though I took physical beatings over it until we left. But I'm glad to be out of that life, just a shame things had to end. I know it's not right and unhealthy the relationship we had, but in was I miss it.

My father was just my mom's same-age bf when she had me but because of the shitstorm over her getting pregnant at that age, they were broken up by their families as well as mom being disowned by hers.

And no, I don't have any fear or desire to have any sort of situation with my sister. I've never had any thoughts or compulsions to it, and I care about her too much even if I did feel that way. Me and mom had something mutual that developed from our situation. There's nothing the same about our lives now but again, it's not even somethiing I'd ever want or think about. There's the secret truth about our relation, but in all ways she's just my kid sister and we have as normal a sibling relationship as anyone.

I mean I had hatred in the sense that they killed some people I knew and were trying to kill me. I also understood that if a foreign nation was rolling through my town I would probably take up arms against them as they did. It was as much the killing as seeing and smelling some of the things there. I've seen kids used as walking IEDS get shredded, people burning, etc.

So, you've adopted the brother role rather than the father role?
How old is she, and do you plan to reveal the truth to her at some point?

Do you know anyone who saw them from an entirely "racist", xenophobic perspective; as mere insects to be exterminated?
I'm curious to know how they would see the kid IEDs, for example. Would they care that its children? find it funny, due to their rejection of the group's "humanity", etc.

Also, to add to that... I really don't have a choice in the matter. I don't even feel bad really, my brain just got fucked up somehow and rewired itself to some extent. It made me a robot even though before it I had a pretty normal life with gfs, etc

>sternly act conventional and traditional in public
>sternly homophobic and opposite same sex marriage
>behind the curtains I beat off to futas and traps
>fantasize my waifu grows a futa dick that she can peg with me, and also for me to occasionally suck
I-I'm not gay, I'm I?

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A lot of the Marines in my unit had a burning hatred for them. I still talk to some of them I was with and they are 100% fine. Some that hated them also got fucked up like me. I don't think hating them really has a say in if you get PTSD.

Your persona when your in public is conservative.

Your persona when you are at home is that you are gay.

This is why personality is fake.

Someone would likely be doing me a favor to simply just kill me. Even if I TRY to make it seem easy to do, it's like people just want it to hurt instead of kill. As if you're some kind of zombie or something and they could just put one in between your eyes but just decide it's okay for you to shuffle around sounding like a mumbling retard.

How do you feel about being thanked for your service?
i have a friend in the army who hates when people say it to him, after being deployed. He doesn't want to be thanked for taking lives of people defending their country. He's "proud" of being a part of his country's armed forces, but not the actions he committed under it.

Yeah, I'm her brother and just that, mom is our mom and just that. I mean I kind of stand in as father since it's hard not to feel that way, but I'm definitely not "dad".

She's 8 currently. Originally we figured to never tell her the truth but over the years me and mom have come more towards the agreement of letting her know when she turns 18 or something like that. It feels like she has a right to know for herself and her own reasons at least. We're not set in stone about it though, still grapple a lot with the idea of whether it would do her any good or just cause harm for her to know.

Does she not inquire about who her father is? I obviously don't have the authority to speak on the matter but if I were her, I'd want to know, once I was old enough to maturely process the information. Family secrets more often than not lead to suffering in some way later in life.

I don't tell people I was in and the few people I talk to don't bring anything up. When it has happened it just felt forced. I also hate the way politicians use veterans and throw shit around about them to further their careers. The only good thing I get now is 100% VA check for $3150 a month until I die.

That's part of the problem, is that we've gone with the idea that me and her have the same father who's just out of the picture. I've never been able to find anything after the guy so it seems unlikely she would, but if it becomes an issue then obviously we would have to tell her.

It's a delicate situation for sure which is why we're on the fence about it. Basically our hope that whatever the case, we go with the option that causes her less hurt in the end. If she never has to find out and just lives a happy and normal life then better for it. If she does have to know however then hopefully she can understand why we went with what we did.

Are you and your mother still "together"? Do you think she'd be jealous if you sought a different romantic partner?

i am 19, and the only thing that stopped me from submitting as a sissy slut to some 50 year old guy with a micropenis and letting him physically and verbally abuse me was the fact his car broke down before he could pick me up
i almost wish it was a lie

I contemplate suicide almost every night, had a couple attempts a while ago

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Can you explain your reasoning for this particular life path?
I can't imagine this shit being so "popular" without teens being exposed to it on the internet. Do you not have a father?

How old are you and how old is your mother?

2016 I was captured by Iran and it even that fucks me up. Best of luck to you

No we're still close but not together. She actually wants me to seek a romantic parner, wants me to marry and have a family. Rather than just remain single forever and only ever having what we had.

I'm 26, she's 39. Like I said, she had me super young. Enough to cause a family scandal.

deespest secret is probably idk, selling drugs to kids?
fucking underage girl once?
gg/QQqENY2

A tried too fuck a married woman when I was just 18 she was 35

I've visited 144,155 and 180 multiple times.
It's so good man. It's horrible to say but it is.

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What's that? The Numbers?

>It feels like she has a right to know for herself and her own reasons at least
You better be careful or at least talk to a counselor before you break the news cause that can fuck someone up

they're chans

Yeah of course, it's not like she turns 18 and we write it on her cake, surprise!

If it ever were to happen I'm sure we'd have to handle it delicately.

femanon I guess. been depressed my whole life and i just kind of give up. all i do is work, i dont talk to anyone (or am permanently rejected from conversation taking place around me) because im a little too weird and people apparently think im nice but just, bizarre. im not even horrible looking, obese, smelly. im just unable to make friends.

i'm too fucking outcast and weird for the normies but a little too stable for r9k. i dont even have a fucking Jow Forums board i can belong to. i have fucking nothing. my family doesnt call me. i dont have friends. i just work and go home to my apartment. thats all i do. then i smoke and do the same thing. i am sad and i am lonely and i am stuck. and i miss my ex who was an abusive lunatic when the bipolar kicked in.

i wish i had someone like me who understood. some weird old soul who gets me. life really fucking sucks when you feel so rejected and alone from everything around you. i lost passion for literally everything, all of my hobbies. i dont care about fucking anything anymore.

You should try making a thread

>Be me
>22 year old virgin
>Meet 9/10 qt
>We hit it off and start hanging out everyday
>Start doing drugs together
>Do xanax one night, wake up to her riding me
>Start having sex all day for weeks
>One day she just doesn't want to anymore
>After 2 weeks of this i get mad one night because she never wants to anymore.
>Gets mad at me and doesn't talk to me for a week in which i realize i am in love with her
>I text her everyday, get no response
>Eventually get a text, shes suicidal and telling me the truth, she only fucked me for fun and is and lesbian trying to transition into a man.
>This was a month ago, shes now banging some gross mom of 4 but still comes over my house 4 nights a week
>mfw still in love and want to kill myself 24/7
>mfw cant tell her because beta cuck
>mfw mom keeps asking me how the sex is
>mfw

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wew, thought this was going to end with an abortion