Will watching 'blacked' ruin my fitness goals?

Is watching this porn really bad for you, physically and/or mentally? It's so hot for some reason (I'm a white guy but not a cuck) and its practically all I can get off to. But at the same time I like weighlifting, MMA training, etc. But I feel weird watching the porn - I don't like the idea of 'white men being cucked', I just love the contrast and tabboo. Can I safely go ahead and watch this porn, or will it ruin my fitness goals and mindset?

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Brothers, Jow Forumsizens: there is only one way you can crush your sex urges for good and still have a healthy sexuality...
>OBSERVATION.
Stop with the NoFap struggle. Yes it is a great excersize of discipline and resistance, and yes it reunites you with your sexual energy but the key thing is this: you are still obsessed with sex/porn/fapping. You've treated the symptoms not the causes of your earlier misery.
>And no matter how strong your EGO thinks it is, it is merely a veil for your MIND. And brothers, the ego is the flimsiest veil of your mind.
You have to OBSERVE your own mind during moments of sexual urges.
>I repeat you have to OBSERVE YOUR FUCKING MINDS. Not judge. Not resist. Not chastise. When the urge to fap/porn comes up, forget resisting to fap. Forget fapping too. Just observe your sexual nature rising as you have NEVER done since you were a tweenager.
>Watch WITNESS the rush of lust, the images that flash through your mind, the quickening of your heart, the longing of your ancestors, and the AUTOMATION of your body to sate this desire. Don't fight yourself. Don't give in either. JUST. WITNESS. YOUR. OWN. MIND.
It is very different to resist than to watch.
>OBSERVE your own sexuality WITHOUT analysing yourself. ACCEPT without EGO what your mind desires. UNDERSTAND FUNDAMENTALLY who you are as a sensual entity.
I promise each and every one of you on this boards struggling with this issue:
>you CANNOT come up with a solution on the same PLAIN as your problems.
Your mind has become a fucking pendulum swinging between extreme solutions and problems. It says "oh no, I don't want to fap anymore, I want to get self respect," so what do you do? You pummel your sexual desires down again and again and again until you think you've won. And you may hold out for a life time if your lucky. But you've only treated the symptoms. The real issue is that you no longer know your own sexuality, and the process to getting sexual pleasure is now automated.

blacked porn is automatically cuck porn

Brothers, Jow Forumsizens: there is only one way you can crush your sex urges for good and still have a healthy sexuality...
>OBSERVATION.
Stop with the NoFap struggle. Yes it is a great excersize of discipline and resistance, and yes it reunites you with your sexual energy but the key thing is this: you are still obsessed with sex/porn/fapping. You've treated the symptoms not the causes of your earlier misery.
>And no matter how strong your EGO thinks it is, it is merely a veil for your MIND. And brothers, the ego is the flimsiest veil of your mind.
You have to OBSERVE your own mind during moments of sexual urges.
>I repeat you have to OBSERVE YOUR FUCKING MINDS. Not judge. Not resist. Not chastise. When the urge to fap/porn comes up, forget resisting to fap. Forget fapping too. Just observe your sexual nature rising as you have NEVER done since you were a tweenager.
>Watch WITNESS the rush of lust, the images that flash through your mind, the quickening of your heart, the longing of your ancestors, and the AUTOMATION of your body to sate this desire. Don't fight yourself. Don't give in either. JUST. WITNESS. YOUR. OWN. MIND.
It is very different to resist than to watch.
>OBSERVE your own sexuality WITHOUT analysing yourself. ACCEPT without EGO what your mind desires. UNDERSTAND FUNDAMENTALLY who you are as a sensual entity.
I promise each and every one of you on this boards struggling with this issue:
>you CANNOT come up with a solution on the same PLAIN as your problems.
Your mind has become a fucking pendulum swinging between extreme solutions and problems. It says "oh no, I don't want to fap anymore, I want to get self respect," so what do you do? You pummel your sexual desires down again and again and again until you think you've won. And you may hold out for a life time if your lucky. But you've only treated the symptoms. The real issue is that you no longer know your own sexuality, and the process to getting sexual pleasure is now automated.

It might just be the skin color contrast, try white dudes with dark black chicks. Either way if it doesn’t have any negative effects on you then who cares.

No but it will ruin your relationship goals. Trust me I'm an addict in recovery.

The only negative effect is initially when I watch it I go 'why the fuck am I watching this' but then I forget and dgaf after a few minutes.

personally I think its sluttier when chicks fuck black guys and thats what I'm getting off on, how much of a hoe she is. It adds an extra element with a black dude

What if I'm only interested in black girls in real life? I probably should have mentioned that in the op. I don't actually have any desire to date white girls, just watch them getting blacked if anything.

I know that feel OP, I've always been fascinated by big cock porn and seeing how horny and surprised girls get when they see that huge dong for the first time. And the think it that blacks tend to have bigger dicks on average in porn that whites.

Also think of porn like the nfl, watching superhumans do they're thing, well these pornstars are masters in the art of fucking and are genetically gifted on top of that. We're lucky we get to enjoy this sort of bueitful entertainment art.