(free) you thread. >what are you doing today >are you a shut in? >what should I eat for lunch >are you fat? I have normies atm in my home cleaning aircon
>hey user what are you looking at on laptop >oh im just using PC >walks over and looks at my screen >I thought you liked researching stuff >sees people in discord talking about killing themselves >oh whats the deal with all the posters in your room I have loli posters and and stuff and its all waifu stuff as well
Been studying for almost the entirety of the day - got three hours before I absolutely have to go to sleep (its 02:00 right now, got to get up around 07:00 hence don't want to risk being dazed for work). Been toying around more with MATLAB and learning all kinds of things, the spreadsheet is colossal and having it now in a better format I can see just how crazy it is to pull off. Still I can condense some more into quick sessions. My eyes feel very painful, I really need some drops or something.
Have you ever watched 'Siege of Jadotsville', its somewhat unrelated (about an Irish peace-keeping force in the Congo as I recall) though really well made, definitely give it a shot if you get the chance. What was the film you were watching called?
>Making OC people will never repost again dude I couldnt see the pepe at first and I look back and see it. Nice, I make OC as in crop or edit shit like pic related. loli doujins make good reacts. Yeah my mum doesnt feed me but I just make food or I have a ton of food at home. I have absurd amount of food really for a NEET May ask mum go up and get me some chinese
>they live to torment you They really fucking do, I am shut in and this is first time people have talked to me in social way other than my mum in like over half a decade man... >Watching a movie about the Irish war for independence. Is it interesting, I side with Irish as I am scotfag by blood but im mixed so fuck me.
Hello fren, I'm just being comfy today and I might try and do some dev stuff later. I only go out to get food and pay bills, I don't have a job or anything, not sure if that counts as shut in. Something nice, I'm going to have a burg in a bit maybe you should aswell. Not really, I'm like 6kg overweight for my height. I guess I'm lucky with normies when they visit, I can pull up whatever file in visual studio and say I'm doing stuff. Though then they ask what which is a real pain.It also helps I only have one piece of weeb merch in my whole room so I can dodge out on that line of questioning. try to stay comf
I have not but I shall check it out. "The Wind That Shakes the Barley" is the film I'm watching. I like it but I am biased towards the Irish in general. Although I'm not even Irish I think my family's sadly english but I'm a mutt.
Bentley Scott
also I'm making cannabutter so I can make some pot cookies tmrw
my birthday is in a few weeks. i want to get myself this pricey thing, but this part time job dad forced on me hasnt given me hours in over a month. i have been furious all month because of this. its no fair that the eldery faggots get 40 hours but i get told there isnt enough in the budget for me. it really isnt fair. had i never gotten cut i could have preordered it by now. im the type to hold a grudge so im gonna be pissed about it all year long. its not fair that old people get rewarded for never working up in the world but young people like me get btfo for not having 5 years experience by junior year
Ethan Johnson
>you let normalfags into your house without temporarily taking down or covering your megus? brave man. Also loli posters like this >pic related I dont really care what normies think to a degree, I mean I paint my nails and shit. who cares if they think im a pedo they already know my family and that im fucked in the head.
Oh well nice to see you user.
You do well by working and studying, I hope you have free time you enjoy. Working can be fun, routine is fun I guess.
I guess you are shut in, terms mean shit to a degree and I only say people are not shut in if they go school or work, like being a loner is not shut in and then tards say they are "hikikomori" when not in japan. people make a contest out of their issues.
6kg overweight is fine man, as long as you dont steadily gain until too fat. if you ever want lose weight fast just hit me up.
never had an edible, my ass ate like 2G of really nice waterhash I made once forgetting I needed to process it ree.
>i want to get myself this pricey thing, what is it? >eldery faggots get 40 hours but i get told there isnt enough in the budget for me. To be fair some of them guys prob need the hours to literally just eat man. If they are full time and you are part time I get it but have you tried ask?? I guess you have.
dude I hold a grudge against my mums cat from a year and a half ago. people I dont.
yes i asked. i ask every week for hours. i always get told "user everyone is losing hours". wrong. ONLY ME. i looked at my coworkers schedule. they all work 5 days a week. i argued with my dad for half an hour about it today. i said im quitting because if i go 1 month without work then i may as well go 2 months, 3 months, 4 months. he called me lazy and i told him i dont care if he blames me. and you know what i dont care if they starve. they should have worked their way to management position when they were my age. i shouldnt be barred from having a good youth because they fucked up and are working entry level at age 60. not my responsibility. these boomers talk a good game about "no one owes you a handout" yet here they are begging the govt to guarantee them a job
Nolan Bailey
Are you a hard worker? I used to work like a slave and at one point replaced 3 other staff members + did way extra work. If you work super hard they will give you hours to save money.
Depends where you work though as sometimes they just treat you like a slave
Kayden Myers
I think you forgot to properly do the >> thing to someone else's response?
>>what are you doing today Taking my anti worm/parasite pills and watching anime. I have no idea how I contracted these worms, but they're fucking disgusting. >>are you a shut in? I work twice a week, other than that I don't leave the house. >>what should I eat for lunch Maybe a sub? I mostly just eat breakfast food and snacks all day. >>are you fat? Currently, yeah. In school I was extremely anorexic. Then I put on pounds of muscle over time and then I got into martial arts and lost muscle but became quite tone. Now after multiple injuries and depression I'm very fat. I've lived life in many different body types and weights.
>I think you forgot to properly do the >> thing to someone else's response? my mistakearooni
>Taking my anti worm/parasite pills and watching anime. I have no idea how I contracted these worms, but they're fucking disgusting. dude I got worms as a shut in man, you just get them even if you never go outside.
I looked in toilet last year and my shit was actually moving around I was that infested, I was alcoholic at the time so didnt notice I had a massive infestation.
>Maybe a sub? I mostly just eat breakfast food and snacks all day. eating chinese shit atm, 3 diff types is nice man. WIll have one meal and thats it for day and do exercise I will try get build or toned again.
Yeah man, injury really fucks you
Andrew Taylor
That sort of makes me feel better that I'm not the only one that knows this disgusting feel. I discovered mine by coughing them up at work. I've been trying my hardest not to freak out, but thankfully I've got my medication for them now.
>eating chinese I love chinese but I worry that might be where I got it from. It's gonna be a while before I ever get some again.
>Yeah man, injury really fucks you
I got depressed from living on my own for a while and fat from drinking. Then one day I saw myself in the mirror and freaked out and rushed to the 24 hour gym and just started working out like crazy, I think a combination of dehydration and overdoing it caused me to tear open my abdominal wall doing crunches and since then I've done nothing for it. I just don't even want to anymore I've always been in shape to try to impress woman, when what I truly want to do for myself is eat whatever and watch anime all day.
Wyatt Walker
I'm so fucking sad. Why don't girls like me?
Blake Taylor
Why do you want girls to like you? Why is it so hard to be happy without them?
Samuel Carter
Because I think that if I had a gf my life would have weight. I don't have to worry about stupid shit like "finding hobbies" and "growing as a person" if all I do is work to support a family. I could just focus on being a good husband and father and I wouldn't be lonely
Luke Rodriguez
dude I got fat from drinking as well. I lost all my weight with 0 loose skin and 0 exercise. I just ate one small meal every 5 days for months.
Healthy as well as my doctor said it is fine. >I'm so fucking sad. Why don't girls like me? girls do not like you because you do not know how to make them like you.
Think about it user. Try improve yourself and stop worrying about girls. im not happy, even when I was younger and girls liked me and shit cos fit, but TFW no GF does not exist for me.
Alexander Reyes
>durr improve yourself I don't need to be improved anymore. I've had like 60 million ego deaths and it hurts everytime because I have a gigantic ego
Hudson Brown
I think the white picket fence house with a wife and two kids dream is dead mate. We live in the era of living for self pleasure, because a woman surely won't give you any long term pleasure unless you're an ultra desirable male.
Connor Butler
>I don't need to be improved anymore well stop bitching about no gf
Luke Hall
All woman care about is constant self improvement. If a woman has a phone you are in constant competition with hundreds of other males so you better get used to jumping through hoops and constantly outdoing yourself and making yourself desirable. It's so much effort it's not worth it if you ask me.
Austin Wright
I don't want this to be true. What are some good things about living? Seriously, what is even the point? >lol get fit >durr just learn a new skill It's all the fucking same. There is no point in any of that if you don't have love from another person.
Jonathan Hall
I've found I enjoy sharing my life with my sisters or friends more than a romantic partner. Romance will suck the enjoyment out of everything in your life, it's not worth it.
Lincoln Allen
>what are you doing today Uni >are you a shut in? I wish >what should I eat for lunch Buy tortillas and make some healthy wraps >are you fat? No, am skelly trying to get Jow Forums
Carter Gomez
What do you study at uni? You do not want to be a shut in trust me.
Nice you are taking the Jow Forumspill
Michael Flores
I'm studying pharmaceutical chemistery, or at least that the direct translation. I'm basically studying to play around with drugs. It's not too interesting for now but I still haven't taken any 'real pharma' classes, just the basics so far. I want to get into the cosmetics industry.
Julian Harris
I think ive chatted to you before on these threads man, your senpai is dealers and you kinda want to become pharmicst yeah?