How depressed are you at the moment, Jow Forums? From 0 to 10

Very hard to explain, somewhere between 8 to 2
More anxious, so anxious that I cant tell you if it's a good anxious or bad anxious

Not much. Three lines, probably not gonna do more tonight.

Like 2, maybe even 3

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permanent state of 10 for years now i'm pretty sure lad. just lying in bed generally waiting for the world to end

3. But now that school's almost over, my only form of social interaction outside of Discord will be ripped from me. Will probably be at a 7 or 8 in about a month.

>tfw spent the whole day in bed
just got up to piss
I'm sure this is fine

8 out of 10 most of the time.
im pretending that im happy and that i have everything that i ever needed. It makes me feel better. not sure if its healthy

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>Based Osamu Dazai poster

solid 7 btw.

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Varies from 4 to 8. Average 6.

3, i just ate most of my misery away. i'm sure there will be no consequences.

about 6/10
but I'm sure most of that is just existential dread

6 or 7 right now

Ranged from like 6-9 at any given moment probs hanging around a 7 now

10/10
i will kill myself today, by cutting my throat.
I just need to cut where i feel my pulse, and i will bleed out, right?
Also what important things i should write in my farewell letter?

"ay lads subscribe to pewdiepie"

im not some crazy guy who shoots random muslims, i just want to kill myself because i cant living with these fucking depression anymore

Be sure to cut deep, unless you want your last minutes to be filled with regret.

Alright if you're wanna be boring just go like "sorry mom I love you it's not your fault blah blah" (unless it is)

i want to wrote it so that nobody feels guilty because of me

An 8
Felt a solid 9 earlier and blank stared at a wall for 30 minutes.

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If so you'll want to be as extensive as possible, but even then your mom will still find a way to blame herself

i'm not OP but here's a no longer human wojak.
hope i find myself a suicide pact gf like dazai some day. till then i'm just waiting for death, palliating until something changes good or bad

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0
If my neetbux gets cut and I can no longer afford my rent and I don't get any of the jobs I've applied for I'm gonna leave this world for the next.
I signed up with TSUKI so maybe I'll get something good from that LARP lul.
I've had a good run and I've lasted much longer than I had any right to, feel pretty at peace now. I think I'll make a list of all my favourite things so my friends can see all the stuff I like when I'm gone. I'll blow whatever cash I can get together and party up for a week, then finish up my business and go. I think they'll miss me when I'm gone but life just seems to meander and bore me these days. I feel dumber than I used to be and I can't relate to the people around me any more. Some days I don't eat and I frequently can't sleep. I wish I could have travelled and seen the world but it doesn't matter much to me anymore.
Think I'll wish them all the best before I go and jump a cliff or something. I feel a lot more peaceful than the other times I tried, hopefully this'll be it. Whatever happens I hope I get to see the people I've already lost in the next life. I still have a month left so I can still have some fun before I clock out.

7.5, im in a constant state of existential dread every second of my life

10. I want to die by the time I'm 30

-100
I can undepress you.
The reason why you suffer is because you haven't abandonded yet your desire to be the best at your job.

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i'd say probably a 4 or 5 right now. but that's pretty standard for me in the morning (it's actually 9:54 pm but i just woke up). it'll definitely become a 7 or 8 later on today, like always

Probably a 7. I miss home and Lindsey. I can't wait to go back in September. I hope I can find someone else. I want to see my mom and my brother's. I want to talk to my dad in person and to hear how proud he is of me. I want to go back and see my friends and go to the bar in my fancy clothes. Now I'm an 8. I can't take it here anymore. I don't feel like a person.

about a 4. things have been getting better slowly for the past few years. i still have my really terrible days but im making huge progress in life

when i was 20-22 i was at about an 8 or 9.

24 now.

I was at a near constant 10 for so many years that I broke through some kind of emotional barrier. Now I just sleepwalk through life, completely numb aside from laughing at morbid, absurd things and bouts of rage.

Somewhere around a 2 or 3

Sometimes I get depressed over the whole no gf thing but everything else is going pretty well

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I know what I'm doing is damaging physically and mentally but I don't care / 10
I don't know what that is. Could be a 4

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Saw a cute girl outside so as usual I'll be suicidal for the next week.

10, I'm on the edge of cutting my wrists but I'm trying to endure, I don't want to die yet.

3

I was feeling worse earlier. Like a 6. But is not so bad now

Maybe a 4 if its low. I keep forcing myself to exercise and walk outside to get sunlight. Recently got hired for my first job. Don't feel any real sense of accomplishment. I just think about offing myself. I will probably pursue it in a few years. Nothing will change me. I am boring and have no interests.

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Depressed, probably a 3, anxious however im 9

Probably somewhere between 1-3/10, the line kinda blurs at some point.

I was assuming that 1 was a norma state of mind, not 5

2

I know because if I was depressed I would be sleeping right now

That's fucking impossible. If you want a guilt free suicide, get someone else to kill you. You won't be able to write a note, but at least your mom won't also fall into depression

Around 6-7, my mother doesn't accept the fact that I have been diagnosed with it plus a disorder which is kinda sad sometimes. Even though I have no will to live but I still keep on breathing till I can't.

5/10 and if i get the job i just interviewed for i think i can get down to 3 and start moving with my life

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Anti depressants made me numb, so I'll say 7/10, Still depressed, just don't care about it as much, Anti depressants and psychiatrists are a fucking meme

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A solid 7.

I just feel empty. Hollow. Like a husk.

8 maybe 9.

I'm just so tired.

Too sad to breath/10
I am going to ruin my friday if I stay in this mood.

Im probably a 4/10. I used to be a 9/10 before I stopped being a bitch and started making improvements on my life. If you are to the point of making the ultimate decision of killing yourself, then why not use that will that you have to get over your anxieties and fix your problems

A very light 3 or 4. I'm feeling regret

I know shit is wrong but I feel almost manic and really angry about everything so it's like a 4/10 if you do the math.

11

Originality qwerty

2 or 3. I'm gonna die alone, im not progessing anywhere in my job, everybody is having kids, I can't stand being fake happy in front of everybody. i've gotten to the point in driving super fast and hoping i crash myself to death.

if getting to pull through this one, classy 4 id say

a solid 4/10, I finally got an antidepressant that actually makes me less depressed after five years of fucking about. I still get glum but nowhere near as bad as before, shit's great.

8/10 i want to die but not in the violent hysteria i feel sometimes

Most of the time 9, I have considered suicide but I'm worried about what people would think (I know it sounds stupid) I'm really self conscious of my social and economical position in life so if I get tired of everything one day I'll say Fuck It, and I a few second I'll be gone

>too numb to feel
m8. that's depression. depression isn't waaah i'm sad. sometimes it is, but often it's an empty fuck everything feeling.

right now, about a 3. not too bad desu.

Probably 9.5 I guess. I'm on my way to buy a glock rn. I'm thinking about doing it

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I'd say I'm at a solid 5.25/10

a good 6/10, been struggling with depression for a while now and I just had a falling out with my lifelong best friend, so it's probably adding insult to injury right now.

Solid 6 I'd say.

>I just had a falling out with my lifelong best friend
what happened, user?

10. as if things weren't shitty enough, i had 2 wisdom teeth extracted 3 days ago and i cant do shit, cant move, cant sleep comfortably, cant even swallow water properly
fucking shit boring life and useless teeth that only cause problems

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Probably 7, it varies a lot though, usually never goes below a 4.5

8/10 probably even more, not considering kms but wanting to be aloooone

10 or 11.

Reminder, if you can get out of bed, you're not any higher than an 8

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orange/10
I don't even feel anything anymore, I barely care about my own health and every day feels more straining than the last one, really feeling like I'm losing my grip at this point. I'm talking mental block fog 24/7

6.5/10 not in suicide danger yet

8.5/10 I live in hell.

6/10
mostly because I started to evaluate my life as a whole to this point, and became detached from others emotionally because i rarely factor in peoples emotions

go for double digits or go and die

same lol it definitely helps, without the constant reminder that i am depressed and make it part of my identity

probably like a solid 5.5

at least 7. I can't feel anything and have no desire in anything. I have lost my interests, hobbies, passion for the things I used to do enjoy doing everyday. nothing excites me anymore and i have to deal with constant numbness

If 10 is max about an 8.

I haven't had my anxiety meds in about two months and it's driving me insane. I can't pay to get more because my health insurance got fucked and it would be about 200 dollars.

2/10 very origanale

Around a 7-8 for sure
Bouts of ignoring the world, ignoring my own needs like food and water, complete lack of social activity, suicidal thoughts
Not enjoying media nor my "interests", intentionally pushing people away so they don't have to deal with my problems
Barely hanging on to the shitty job I have that pays the bills but not much more
Not all the time yet though, sometimes I can kinda do productive things a little bit and have a bit of pleasure and fun in talking to the one friend I have still somehow
So yeah, 7-8/10
It is getting worse, though, wouldn't be surprised if I kill myself sometime this year if things don't get better by some fucking wonder of fate
>tfw no healing gf

depressed 0
angry 10

My fucking teacher can't even explain how double integration with multiple variables work. So I had to waste some hours trying to figure it out myself.

The rules I understood, but the reason why a double integration was needed was so inefficiently explained that I got angry.

Now I'm about to mellow out and be depressed again.

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About 4/10 atm. Been having a "good" couple of days.

Hovering around a good 7/10. Had a rough week. Was a 9/10 yesterday.

8-9 from the realization that I never was really happy. the past couple of days were really nice, and I was thinking "its finally going away" but no, of course not, I wasn't happy these past days, I was just feeling emotion, anything. now I'm back to feeling no emotion at all, which reminded me why I tried to kill myself

I'm at a 5 not sure if I'm coming or going

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Like a 7

not really depressed but still fucked up my life. my parents even tried to buy me a good future and I still failed.
when I was 17 my dad went with me to the fast food place I usually went to. on the drive back he asked if he bought one of those franchise locations one day would I be happy managing it. it made me feel bad back then because that's not the life I wanted and now I haven't gone to a fast food place in 4 years.
then when I was in college my parents asked if they bought condos would I be able to rent out all their condos when I graduated. I didn't want that life either.
and they paid for me to go to college. twice. and I still never got a degree.
you can't throw money at your life and expect to find your dream job but I wish I could have.

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10, contemplating suicide
>tfw not an original comment

pretty much 8 tbqh senpai

At this exact second, about an 8

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nah a 10 is like playing russian roulette. Contemplating is like a soft 7

what if you feel happy every time your picture a way you die in your head?