When did you finally realize that you'll be single forever?

first year of college

so like 14 years ago

when I first became self-aware

When I realized that at my core I have an anti-social personality and legitimately hate other people on both a level I feel is morally right and one in which I can arrive to my conclusion of hatred through logical reasoning. Out of 50,000 people, maybe less than 50 have any kind of intelligence at all and maybe 2 actually have empathy along with that intelligence. The rest are dead air who have only managed to make it through life by luck, instinct, or the safety net of society keeping nature from doing its work.

can honestly say ive never thought about it
i got shit to do, i aint got time for a moneysink

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i knew when i was about 10-12 years old.

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Only recently, because I always thought the problem was that women don't like me, which seemed fixable. But the last year or so I realized that I don't trust them at all and that's why I don't do anything, which doesn't seem fixable.

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Been in the process for years now, while my mind knows, my heart hasn't fully accepted yet

When I realized that the power of Jesus Christ is sufficient forever. Another person would only get in my way.

seems young to make a decision like that. at that age I was just discovering porn

>I KNOW IT'S OVER
>AND IT NEVER REALLY BEGAN
>BUT IN MY HEART IT WAS SO REAL

tfw not original

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its something some of us just know. im 34 now, going down the only road i've ever known.

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I'll probably be fine. Bang out a kid at least.
Really doubt I'll actually have a lasting marriage though, looking at my family history. I'm basically a carbon copy of my dad, with a little more on the brainy end of things. My parents never even married and my mom went through a divorce and like 5 guys before she married one last retard I absolutely despise. So I have no trust in marriage at all, it's practically imprinted on my subconscious.

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Even as an ugly fuck I know I could get a girlfriend, I'm just too far gone psychologically to keep one for longer than a couple weeks though. Maybe not, I'm not just in the right state of mind anymore, one of these days I'll hang myself.

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When I discovered trap hentai.

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>Almost no girl is a virgin until marriage anymore, can't even find one with a partner count under 4
>More and more women being fat, disgusting and more unattractive than ever
>Marriage is a gigantic, unnecessary risk for men; divorce rape/alimony/child support, false paternity/false pregnancy to trap the man
>Even having an unmarried relationship with a woman can literally destroy a man's life if she falsely accuses him of rape/abuse
>Dating scene is now hyper-competitive if you're male, women get so much attention and validation thanks to social media, while most men are considered borderline worthless and no one cares about them, you now have to compete with literally thousands of other potential partners, many of which are Chads
>Even if you somehow find a girl the relationship will likely be one-sided where you constantly have to work at it to keep her while she barely puts in any effort and will likely still leave you/cheat on you because she's "bored"
>Every major economy is going to collapse anyway and investing in society now just means you have more to lose later when it all falls apart

I just can't fucking do it. I'm going to be killing myself sometime in the next 10 years.

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At about age 26.

>When did you finally realize that you'll be single forever?
it's the opposite for me

2 years ago when I was 27 was when I realized that I was likely to never marry or have a girlfriend for any long period of time. I mean I've never had one as it is.

2015, I was 23 sitting alone on a park bench after dark as per usual on my nightwalks. 10000 steps a day and shit. Saw some teens being lovey dovey and I guess all this repressed shit hit me and I cried like a bitch. Never felt lonely since then, never pursued female attention, I think something inside gave up that day. My dick has been growing some nasty fordyce spots too

how do i jokermax?

I was gonna say haha you old, but college has been that long ago for me too. Where did the time go? I wanted a life.

I was 14 when I realized I am unworthy of having a girlfriend. My life feels empty because I do not have a woman I can be affectionate with.

I still have hope, but I've made peace with the possibility that I will be like this for the rest of my life.

When I realized that I have nothing in common with women and cannot hold a conversation with them unless they share the same interests. With any guy I can literally be an asbolute bro with but with women It's like I lose my personality and share no common interests with them. It's got to the point where I hardly care about women anymore

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When I was like 14 and had a wet dream fondling my own man tits. Im not even fat anymore but I kinda just knew it was over

Dont kill yourself because of this. You need to stop letting this idea control your life. If you dislike women this much then you need to focus on yourself and not on women. Don't let the idea of dating a woman define who you are as a man.

I have more reasons to kill myself than just that. Never having a proper relationship just adds to it.

Like it or not you will never truly be happy without being sexually fulfilled. We were put here to put our seed in a woman; it's instinctual and needs to be satisfied.

I reject the normie concept of masculinity because it's fucking stupid.

If a man is supposed to live in a vacuum totally independent of the influence and opinions of others, then why should he need to justify his reasons to kill himself?

I cant fucking tell if a girl is flirting with me or just being nice so i always end up feeling awful whenever i get ideas of trying to ask them out and then i end up feeling like utter shit and a complete asshole every time.

Ill add to this the vast majority of women ive encountered no matter their education status had a level of naivety that it bothers the hell out of me and i always feel like im taking advantage of them when i do fucking try and further a relationship

when my dick and height stopped growing at 14

Always knew it, but probably became acutely aware in my early 20s. This was after my pua YouTube phase and before my red pill and black pill phase. Once you get older it becomes impossible to make up for lost time and you got comfortable being alone. I will probably live alone for the rest of my life. I realized that this isn't the worst thing that could've happened to me though.

It's kinda on and kinda off.

The "7 Habits" formulation is this; the worst thing is being a dependent. The better state is being independent. But the best state is being interdependent, giving to others and receiving from them. It is good to become independent, like the "be yourself" posters suggest, but it's not enough on its own.

You can't live for yourself, but other people might find it convenient for you to try...and not bother them.

Re-reading that book nowadays to fall asleep lol. But yeah it's pretty good

Somewhere in my twenties i guess. Before that i always had the "it's fine, i'm just a late bloomer" excuse.
"I'll find the right girl someday, i just have standards"
Except i didn't and by the time i stopped lying to myself i was a 25 year old khv semi-shut in. That was 10 years ago so the ship has definitely sailed for me.

The worst part is that in hindsight there where a few girls who actually liked me (before my descent into friendless NEETdom), all i had to do was make a move. I didn't. So i have no one to blame but myself.

at about 17

m8, you have to keep going in order to realistically get a chance. women are look for men who will become strong fathers who will never give up and would rather accept death before failure. My father is such a man still wokring and hustling at the age of 64, giving me the hope and inspiration I needed to work toward getting a gf (of which I've now just gotten).
YOU CANT GIVE UP. KEEP GOING UNTIL DEATH!!!!!
I very confident she'll come user, you just have to keep at it and building on you're wealth and health( the things that make you feel like you're becoming more like the man you truly want to become).

about 15yrs ago.
had the slow realization females dont want short guys with smaller dicks and and average dad body so I gave up and stopped trying. and over the years ive noticed that I pretty much go unnoticed minus my great charisma stat but that only goes so far whjen you still look like a creepy short battle hobo.

Tomorrow when I find out how my oneitis responded to my message

After 8 years of trying hard with no success, gym, eating healthy and looking after myself, trying to be social, dressing nice, nice car, ok house and a career etc I gave up as I turned 30 because I was as undesirable to women as I was when I was unemployed, showered maybe once a week and was just fat.

A whole lot of work, and even if you would get a relationship out of all of it, it's not worth it, it's not worth all that trouble. Now I am 34 and less fit, no longer eat healthy like it was an obsession, and switched over to a less stresfull work that's on and off randomly, live in a small house with a cheap car, told expensive clothes to fuck off over comfy ones, have just enough money to support only myself and loving it. Fuck relationships and the shit you have to do for even being an option for one.

I've had eerie dreams since I was a child about wandering through desolate dreary landscapes completely alone. I've taken these to be a sort of premonition. Plus I've always been an eccentric loner with very niche interests not to mention severe body image issues.

If it makes you feel better I legitimately laughed at your post.

Around 14 I think.
I'm 35 now.

This is really the best you can do for yourself. Some of us just weren't meant to be like normal people. We've slipped through the cracks of society and now we wallow in darkness and obscurity but that doesn't mean we can't be comfy in the process.

feelsbadman
heres e-hug to you
hope it gets better user, you dont deserve this.

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Guys, please don't EVER give up. When you get down in that pit it's impossible to find love. I had to crawl back out of it and just a few weeks ago I got a gf. It's the best feeling ever and if a fat, ugly guy like me can get a gf, at least half of the guys in this thread can too.

PLEASE do not give up. I believe in you guys.

i've had gfs before, but i've accepted that i'll be single until the day i die.

24.
Im 25 now and still can't believe it took me this long to realize I never had a chance. Confidence doesn't mean shit.

One day when I was 16 drunk and pilled out by myself.
before that I kinda figured but never really thought much about it and just denied it

I've really only accepted it within the past year. I used to pretend I was an incel, but the fact of the matter is, I could have had girlfriends by now if I wanted to. I knew some pretty ugly, wierd kids in highschool, who were still dating girls while I was coming home, and doing nothing every day. The fact of the matter is, it's just not something I've ever wanted. I'm too antisocial, and neurotic to ever enjoy close relationships.

I really don't think it's something that can be grown out of either, the same way being retarded, or schizophrenic can't be grown out of. I'm just too mentally ill to ever find fullfillment through others, and that's all there is to it.

Come to think of it, I could actually be schizoid.