/shut in/
Thread for people with
>social anxiety or agoraphobia
How often do you go out?
When was last time you spoke socially to non family member or health workers etc?
/shut in/
Kayden Turner
James Ross
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Well that's fitting.
Wyatt Howard
dont worry user, im kind enough to reply to your thread
hope you have a nice day
also the niggerpills dont work
Camden Perez
Does discord count as a social activity? If not then it's been months.
Carson Thomas
I went to the movie woth mom and dad. It made them happy I went woth them. I don't go out often, depending on if things are better or worse it could be once every 1-2 days or every 1-2 months. Been this way for a long time now. I am very ashamed of myself and ashamed that my fear of judgement and failure makes me be even more pitiful and less than a failure because I never truly try. Should die but for familys sake I haven't, they're very sentimental about me.
Luke Richardson
Yes. I'm too anxious to even communicate on discord.
Hudson Lopez
Thanks user.
>Does discord count as a social activity?
not really IMO but it is social.
It is all I have for social interaction.
>Should die but for familys sake I haven't, they're very sentimental about me.
sad but I get you.
why are you a failure user?
>Yes. I'm too anxious to even communicate on discord.
interesting, I do not view online same as irl and lots of people hate me online but I do not care.
Fuck im a loser.
What gets you down about chatting to anons?
Grayson Cook
>failure
What else can you call a person that has nothing to show for a serious chunk of their lifetime?
Elijah Murphy
>What else can you call a person that has nothing to show for a serious chunk of their lifetime?
I wasted 6 years..well tahts kinda like the time I been shut in but I wasted more before that, hell I wasted my life.
I feel you man....
Thomas Phillips
>How often do you go out?
Up to once or twice a month for shopping or garbage.
>When was last time you spoke socially to non family member or health workers etc?
Two months ago when I took my garbage out at 5am, only to run into the groundskeeper in my apt complex. He asked me how my family was and started babbling about flowers while I tried to think of a way out of the conversation. Spaghetti was spilled and it was awful.
Jonathan Barnes
Been about a year, if you don't count passing "yeah" to get people to stop talking to you.
Jordan Jenkins
I only go out if parents force me to go with them somewhere
Jordan Taylor
I only go outside to go to the doctor.
I've been to the doctor 4 times in the past week and I feel 10x worse than before I went.
Alexander Morales
The last time I went out was back in February for my doctors appointment. I have had health workers and my doctor try to call me but I have been ignoring them. I just want to be left alone
Samuel Reyes
i only can talk in voicechat to my e-boyfriend, i can't talk to anyone else because i either get extremely anxious and can't say anything or i say some nonsense, i barely go out. The only people i sometimes interact with is my postman because i like to order cassette tapes online, its my hobby to collect them
Brayden Campbell
>When was last time you spoke socially to non family member or health workers etc?
Uuuuuh... 2017? I think. Could be longer.
Unless you count saying hello if i run into a neighbor or text chat while playing MMO's that is.
I only really go out for groceries and to neetbux appointments. And i try to do the first early on weekdays when the store's nearly empty and the only people there are old.
Luke Jenkins
i just don't like being alive
i want to go back to nothing
Samuel Perez
this thread always gets burried, it almost feels like there's no actual /shut ins/ on this board ):
Andrew Wright
>TWO TOILETS
Ryan Rivera
I was a shut in for years and I regret it. I don't know how to cope with all the lost time, it makes me so sad to think how much of my youth I wasted
John Peterson
how did you escape the /shut in/ lifestyle user?
Jonathan Morgan
Got a job
Sucks though because I have DP/DR disorder, been at this job for over a year but because I am disconnected it's like nothings changed, every day is the same and my brain doesn't find anything significant or meaningful, I'm too dissociated to connect with people. So I just work and go home, browse Jow Forums and then sleep.
There is no hope. My remaining youth is slipping away and I can't do anything about it.
Jaxson Brooks
Uni or work -- this is your solution... well for most of you.
Thank me later.
Kayden Ward
2 years or more. The only people I talk to are my parents and co workers. But even at work, I have my own office and I sit in there alone and dont make any reason to communicate.
I dont mind texting and voice chat over xbox... but I just want to stay home and sit in my room in the dark until 4am
Zachary Powell
>Uni or work -- this is your solution... well for most of you.
I go to college but just study and dont talk to anyone. if you work in fast food as an autist, employees will laugh behind your back
Jason James
posted this days ago but im in my parents house since 2013 i cant even go to the closest market or go feed my dog in the garden
Oliver Gutierrez
>tfw awful personal hygiene due to mental illness and laziness
>tfw feel like you're irredeemably filthy forever
>tfw got fungal infections
Gavin Walker
>wasted almost a decade being a shut in
I don't know why I didn't act sooner or just live a normal life, but it's too late now. I'm at the end of my rope I think I'll just anhero and spare myself the pain of a continued existence when all I do is fuck up
Nicholas Wright
you aret the tranny I banned from my server are you?
Zachary Ross
>not left the cave for 3 weeks again (yeah I know thats nothing but I thought I was past that)
>force myself into having a walk downtown today to push myself past the relapse into panic attacks around crowds
>weather looks changeable, I dress for rain
>As soon as I arrive at the shopping area it starts raining like a motherfucker, everyone is fleeing within 20 seconds
>walk in peace and solitude
Not sure if nature is working with me or against me here.
Thomas Garcia
MISAKI WAS NOT A SHUT IN YU RETAWRDS SHE WAS A GODDAMN SOCIOPATH but a very cute one
Ryan Rogers
I only go out when my brother forces me to go to his house, except for 5 days ago
6 days ago i got asked out to breakfast by oneitis
I was very nervous, I don't know if it can really count as good or bad, because on one hand I managed to both force myself not to say no, and not completely sperg out. I still sperged out, walked into someone, barely talked, and couldn't eat very fast from anxiety.
The next 6 days, all I could think about is oneitis, even ended up staying up all night because of him.
I have ended up turning down hanging out with my brother just because of anxiety over the week.
So the last time I hung out with a non family member was 5 days ago, before that day, since around 4th grade
Cooper Bell
The 5 days ago should say 6 days ago
Missing sleep confuses how may days ago something was
It was on 4-20
Fuck, it should say 7 days ago
Evan Taylor
>Missing sleep confuses how may days ago something was
Yeah I get this, my windows are foiled and I have no sense of date or time often.
Being shut in makes time go quick you notice this?
Past 6 years felt nearly as quick as one normal year unironically as I used to be a busy fuck
Jayden Watson
Social anxiety and wagecucking is literally the hell on earth.
It gets worse everyday.
I don't know what to do...
Asher Davis
How often do you go out?
Almost never.
When was last time you spoke socially to non family member or health workers etc?
I have a few online friends and talk to them everyday. But if you mean irl then not this year.
Sebastian Robinson
>I have a few online friends and talk to them everyday.
online frens are what keep me around
Caleb Jenkins
how do i make some money frens :((
i cant stand living with my family anymore. i just need a couple k so i can book it to india for a couple of years...
David Collins
and also never and probably years ago
William Roberts
>How often do you go out?
Only to go grocery shopping
>When was last time you spoke socially to non family member or health workers etc?
I don't even remember desu, couple of days ago I had a phone call from some older lady that wished me a happy birthday, but it wasn't my birthday and she got the wrong number. I said "see you later" before hanging up, jfc
Luke Wood
Chillabell?
Daniel Nguyen
>Chillabell?
nah im not but many of us are like this