dont take the foil pill.
I foiled all my windows and I just lay in the dark now on my bed and feel miserable.
Nothing changes, every time I wake up it is dark.
>blocking out all light in my room was a mistake
Dont take the foil pill
as long as you get proper sunlight it looks handy for paranoia
>Blocks out all sunlight
Oh boy, lets see how long user can last without life sustaining vitamins.
you just had to do it the mexican way, didn't you user?
I thought sunlight gives you skin cancer
>Oh boy, lets see how long user can last without life sustaining vitamins.
thing is that my body naturally makes its own vitamin D.
like 6 years with no sunlight and I am fine.
I even fasted for months on one meal every 5 days and I had enough vitamins.
My body is great, shame my mind is so fucked
Yeah but just use sunscreen retard. Imagine not getting any vitamin D in your life. You'll end up like an actual ghost with no brain cells because of brain death.
>thing is that my body naturally makes its own vitamin D.
Well yeah, but your body doesn't produce enough on its own to keep you from having your brain slowly die.
>My body is great, shame my mind is so fucked.
Unless you got a chemical imbalance causing a fucked up head then getting vitamin D from actual sunlight is gonna help you.
>Vitamin D is the life sustaining vitamin.
>you just had to do it the mexican way, didn't you user?
actually this is how it is now
>your body doesn't produce enough on its own to keep you from having your brain slowly die.
actually I have had blood tests and produce enough on my own, even when I was fasting as mentioned I was fine.
Pharmacist says some people literally just make their own as well to me once.
if I needed more the doctor would not have said all my shits fine after a full blood works.
>Blessed with perfect body
>Commits suicide
>God: "What the fuck"
Pic related
forgot the image.
here it is.
see
based and foilpilled
>he doesnt drink sunny D to sustain his vitamins after taking the foilpill
lmaoing
I had to do this at my old uni room, had a massive window facing the sun so the heat would come through and the rooms would become boiling. After taking the foil pill my room was cool and dark, perfect.
lmao just take the foil off you fucking retard. jfc are all neets this fucking moronic like you?
Take the girl pill
A girl told me she liked me the other day and I literally have been bursting with energy ever since
Nah fuck the Girlpill take the Skinpill the only pill worth swallowing.
Getting great skin allows for you to live a great and healthy life.
Vitamin D is important for great and healthy skin get some user but don't overdose and skin seppuku and tan.
having some roast say she likes me means shit to me if I do not really like them.
I just put a towel or something over my window. It keeps the sun out since my room is in the basement
your blood says its fine but how can be sure about your brain? from reading your posts your that wormy mass in your head is having a hard time
Happiness is just getting high off of your body's own drugs. Depression is the the natural state, and the one with the clearest and most rational thought.
Fuck happiness.
Glass filters out the UVB radiation that's needed to make vitamin D. You'll get no vitamin D indoors even without foil on the window. And you can supplement vitamin D anyway.
In the same way water gives you drownedness.
How much money should I offer a cute girl to say that to me? Or should I ask her to name her price?
>anime poster
fucking typical
So take the foil down?
Not that guy, but it has been SO long since I've been in sunlight. I'm still alive, barely.
"drownednes" haha, cracked
>tw took the planketpill and covered windows by thumb-tacking miscellanious blankets and sheets over them
Been laying in bed for probably 22/24 hours a day now for a week now. Smoke weed from minute i wake up to minutes before sleep. Sleep maybe 5 hours a night? Eating maybe 800-1000 cal daily? Drink mostly soda. Jack off 2-3 times per 24 hours. Lower back, pelvis, neck and knees hurt. Been breathing through mouth mostly as of late and jaw seems to have shrunk. Entire skeleton seems like to have shrunken and looks frail, actually. Shoulder injury aches as usual. Mind feels blank/void, no more internal dialogue, feel completely disconnected from self. But we know we're still in here somewhere. Can now actually just sit and stare into space completely empty minded like a dead man now. The man in the mirror still looks empty and lifeless. Perioditic energy spikes wiill make me shitpost and flail my hands while manically laughing like a fucking retard. I suspect we're completely losing reality.
This has been a report and update. Still haven't killed ourself yet.
you are collapsing to 2 dimensions
killing self may be good alternative
I thiink my brain is fucked up and i'm turning crazy/retarded. Will going out into the sun and drinking water repair it? I noticed my eyes are also constantly yellow/bloodshot and that my finger nails have these strange lines on them too. Weird dark coarse sinngle hairs have also started to grow in weird places.
Something you wanna tell us?
Guys, please rate my room.
no foil 0/10 fuck off
honestly, really fuckin nice. but i think im only saying that because any room seems better than mine, as i spend so much time here.
Your desk looks too small.
The desk looks very short and I'm a manlet. Are you a midget or do you like to sit hunchback like the Gateway Arch.
>Your desk looks too small
It was supposed to be those two desks joined in together, but I ended up just putting a printer and a ton of books on one of them.
>Are you a midget or do you like to sit hunchback like the Gateway Arch.
I'm of average height and my back is all fucked up as a result of sitting on my computer all day.
Rate my room lads. My mummy about to clean it
I wish my room was as cool as yours.
What's that PC screen you're using?
user don't look yet but I think there's an SCP in your room
Blindingly underrated.
>my eyes are also constantly yellow/bloodshot
oh nonononono
You don't get vitamin D from the sunlight that goes through your window anyway. The only real upside of having light come through your windows is for your circadian rhythms.
Take the foil pill lads.
>my eyes are constantly red and bloodshot
DO NOT mount that tv there
>You don't get vitamin D from the sunlight that goes through your window anyway
100% this
there's also vitamin d in some foods
these people need to fuck off and shut up
now, how do you acquire food if you don't walk outside ever?
i leave my house like 3x a week... to go to the gym and buy groceries
where the hell do you get money for those groceries?
>how do you acquire food if you don't walk outside ever?
i get welfare money and my mum uses it to buy food.
I have an insane amount of food stored man.
Problem is it has carbs so I have not been able to eat it.
I leave my house only when my valium script needs to be refilled but I went 2 years without going outside once.
I may quit going to doctors but was hard to get continual script and I still need to do mental health shit in future so should go.
Glass blocks UV anyway.
Just take off the foil dude. Buy a curtain or use like a pillowcase or something. Don't do this to youself.
how the fuck do so god damn many of you brobots manage to get on welfare? and what do you have valium for? this is crazy, and you don't even leave the house, so how did you put aside your anxiety long enough to go to the undoubtedly multiple long appointments in order to get your welfare? i would do it in a heartbeat if i knew it would work.
Foil your penis it keeps it warm if you or any other robots have not tried it do it it takes a few minutes make a hole to pee I'll post pictures of mine when I can
>where the hell do you get money for those groceries?
i saved up money when i was a wagie. i only quit my job because my parents told me to
>I'll post pics
No need man, but thanks
>manage to get on welfare?
legit mentally ill and cannot work or study, doctors opinion and mine.
> how did you put aside your anxiety long enough to go to the undoubtedly multiple long appointments in order to get your welfare?
Well welfare was easy to get, I walked in and told them my story.
How? I was drunk every time I left the house for these, I would drink wine in waiting room.
>valium
So I do not have to abuse alcohol to be able to go to appointments and also to calm me when I have a freak out.
>My body is great, shame my mind is so fucked
because of your lack of vitamins you idiot
i feel like you're so fucking lucky. you know how much i hate my existence every day? i have no money, i live with my parents, and i must have some kind of undiagnosed mental illness (already been diagnosed with 'severe depression', thats worse than regular depression). I would KILL to get SOME money and a valium script. i would be so happy. i would at least be able to be semi comfortable in my own skin throughout the day. i envy you. you're not schizophrenic, are you?
how much money could you have possibly saved? how long has it been? Also, your parents don't buy you groceries?
Well I cant now family is in my room but I have it on my penis will you give it a try fellow robot?
>how much money could you have possibly saved?
i had like 3,000$ saved
>how long has it been?
11 months, and i only just finally got a job offer
oddly, my parents told me to quit my last job because i wasn't getting paid enough. my dad insisted i could get a "better job" with "better pay"
now, after 11 months, i got ONE (01) single job offer. for the same exact pay! in a place where rent is more expensive ... so what a total fail!
>Also, your parents don't buy you groceries?
they buy food and cook dinner, which i am forced to sit and eat with them. most of my food is what i pay for though. i would be a weak and decrepit person if i ate what they did. they think meat is evil. i suffered for 18 years under their horrific and retarded dietary beliefs
An appointment with psychiatrist every 2-3 months. I was on parents insurance. Helps if you have had a history of mental illness (like depression or something in your teens). Did used to work before I started seeing delusions in my early 20's. And paranoia. I was making close to 70k a year. Lost it all. Had an episode where I threatened to kill parents and I guess neighbors called the cops and that's when I decided to see a doctor. Saw doctor every 2-3 months and took pills. Nothing seem to help so about a year later I decided to apply for neetbux online. I had neetbux in less than 6 months on the first try. Ever since then I've been seeing psychiatrists every 3 months or so. Basically still trying to find some medication that works. I feel immune to all these jew pills though. At this point I think they're trying to kill me or something with these pills. I'm 30 now. I'm tired of the neet life desu. Being a neet is fun at first, maybe for like a couple of years but then it starts eating at you. If you weren't mentally ill before, being a shut-in neet for a decade will make you mentally ill lol.
take the foil down then you fucking retard
I forgot to mention use cloth on your penis sheath or toilet paper, it also serves as a wipe if you need to poop in a emergency but I also keep ziplock bags with wet wipes in it to poop in my room
>only 2-3 times a day he jacks off
That's low test. I live a normal, non pathetic life and even I bust at least 4 times a day.
>no more internal dialogue
I wish I could reboot my internal dialogue. I always stop as I realize I'm afraid of thinking.
I've been through the daily use of prescribed benzo use. At first it was amazing. Suddenly I felt great and happy. I was able to talk to people without issue. It was like a huge weight was taken off my shoulders. No meme. But then after a few months it started working less and less. I developed a tolerance and a dependency. Once you developed a dependency you're fucked. Missing a dose made me have panic attacks like no other. I was a slave to the jew drug. Basically my life was in the hands of this pill. If something were to ever happen to where I wouldn't able to get a dose for multiple days straight, I would die. Eventually I was able to find a doctor that wasn't stupid and knew about tapering off of benzos. It took me a year of tapering to no suffer withdrawal effects but I feel like I permanently fucked up my brain by taking benzos daily, as prescribed. Point is, benzos are a temporary fix that leads to hell. Stay the fuck off them. You're going to have to deal with your bullshit eventually, but it will be worse with a benzo dependency.
either nigger or liver failure. better get some blood work done.
>because of your lack of vitamins you idiot
Actually have blood tests done and I am fine.
> I would KILL to get SOME money and a valium script
I had to tactically self harm and manipulate the doctors to get valium script.
The entire time I was dealing with shrinks it was mental chess and figuring out how they were trying to trick me, needed to stay a few steps ahead.
I won, I got a letter that says I will not be able to work at all for 2-5 years
> i would at least be able to be semi comfortable in my own skin throughout the day.
I am OP I just cry in the dark all day and I cannot enjoy anything.
I wish I could work.
You sound like you are mentally fine.
>take the foil down then you fucking retard
I like the dark.
I just changed the time zones at random on my PC so I cannot tell if it is day or night even if I check.
IDK why I was foil pilling people though...it makes everything worse
why are you getting paranoid?...i don't understand, it's not schizophrenia or is it? that's actually kind of alarming, that one could just start getting paranoid out of nowhere in their 20s. I'm in my 20's. No hallucinations though? Why do you think it started happening? any voices?
i used to be on klonopin. i used to take way, way too many, and i would usually drink on top of that. after the third script or so, i stopped picking them up because i knew i was too reckless. i was mainly acting out over my best friend dying. you see, im an opiate addict in reality. but valium always helped me, i was never prescribed, but i thought it wasn't a benzo in the same way xanax and klons were? it seemed the effects were more physical than mental?
as ive said before, i spend all day in the dark too. im a recovering heroin addict. there may still be hope for me, but i don't even do the shit anymore, and im a complete wreck. literally cant even leave my bed. i do cry a lot too. it's terrible. i feel your pain. i even gave up watching shows a couple weeks ago because my attention span and pain are too much to focus on anything. i browse here and i hate it. i get dizzy sometimes too. i don't know how much longer i can take. i hope it gets better
if you really cannot work than I hope you get help user, I just dislike the lazy NEETs who abuse the system
i don't even dislike those, because so many niggers and people take advantage of the system anyway. on top of that, i hate society as a whole, mostly for letting me turn out this way. so fuck the system, id feel zero guilt getting on welfare