Give the reasons why no girl will ever smile at you, let alone want to be your gf.
Faults thread
I'm a bad person. My brain thinks bad thinks and my heart wants bad wants.
I am 5'6 and i am also an unironic ars goetic occultist.
I'm creepy and annoying.
short and acne
too much of a nerd. too many years spent in the basement. no social skills whatsoever
I honestly just can't see myself being content and happy. I realized I smile genuinely like once a year.
I don't even want them in my life anymore I've found something better
birth defect/mutation which caused depression and being a lone cunt which caused my teeth go fucked.. fuck it is only going worse and worse for me.
I've done horible things
>ars goetic
What's your grimiore of choice? I'm trying to work from the Verum but the start-up costs are insane.
My gloomy appearance and souless eyes give off a wierd vibe to other people. Not to mention I'm too cynical and jaded about everything. It's ok though, better to move on and accept being a khv.
Im a ginger
thats enough to turn your life into hell
I'm fat, have an acne scarred face with fat cheeks and a hapa. Basically the bottom of the barrel
>Give the reasons why no girl will ever smile at you, let alone want to be your gf.
acne scars
Bipolar disorder and large visible scars on my arms and body. I try to hide both but I always end up scaring the girl away one way or another.
Same actually. How long have you been into it?
quad get
checked
>fat
>disgusting
>terrible humor
>unironically right wing
>inb4 incel neckbeard I hate both
>5'6"
>Receded hairline at 23
>Ugly
>Hispanic
>Look like an arab
>Slightly overweight due mostly to meds which I can't really change
>Bipolar disorder plus anxiety
>college dropout
>generally spergy and negative personality
And don't forget
>suicidal
>life is hell for a ginger
because you have no soul that can go there after you die you have to suffer while you're here
Years now, on and off. I actually had a whole following on /x/ at one point but I couldn't handle the pressure. I've seen and experienced some wild things, man, Goetia is a wonderful addiction.
my canthal tilt is slightly off
Nice. I used to love x. But then i got banned for posting alchemy bullshit for some fucking reason and i havent been on ever since. And yeah it is.
Ugly, depressed, diagnosed autist, and I smell
Women say that I am a raging misogynist
>unironically right wing
How is that a fault? No one likes a soiboy cuck.
>no one likes a basedboi cuck
Yes, yes they do. Green party is at 20% in my country (mostly young women) and finding even anyone, let alone a single woman, with right wing views is near impossible because of said general political views of my generation. Also expressing them can get you fired or even jailtime. If you're not a turbochad you better agree with what their marxist profs told them is right.
Holy fuck what third world country do you live in? Canada?
I had a bad habit of exploiting the positive female affirmation and validation caches on the internet, and if a girl were to ever gain an interest in me and spend some time with me irl, it wouldn't take long for someone to make her privi of my past, that would lead to her ghosting me without giving me a chance to explain, and even if I were to explain, it'd be futile.
>expressing them can get you fired or even jailtime
yeah no, that's not right wing views, that's some alt retard shit you are thinking of
I'm ugly, fat, have a small dick, depressed, don't want to be a wageslave, as such am poor and lastly boring. There's probably more, but no woman would want a house husband with those features.
w-what did you originlly do user?
bad acne
horrible looking teeth
awful fucking hairline and thinning
horrible eye bags and shadows
horrible posture
jokes on you, there is no need for smiling if you grab tits.
Germany
seriously fuck the alt right
Even worse i see, didn't they pass some laws that can land you in jail if you criticize free borders mass immigration?
Have you considered moving to another country, your german citizenship should easily allow you to move wherever you want.
Fuck off you censorious far-left cunt.
Monotone voice. Brain fog. 1000-yard stare. Zero interest in normalfag behaviour such as social gatherings and travel.
My favorite thing to do is to literally stare at the horizon like a dumb animal.
Mainly this
All you losers have too high/unreasonable standards. Stop whining.
There is someone out there if you bother trying.
I always knew I was a freak early on in life. I'll be alright without a gf/wife
There is ALWAYS going to be someone out there. You just need to try. Even if you have to pretend you are someone else.
>Zero interest in normalfag behaviour such as social gatherings and travel
yeah, this sounds relatable.
>5'6"
>Receded hairline at 23
>Ugly
Irrelevant
>Hispanic
>Look like an arab
Just take care of yourself
>Slightly overweight due mostly to meds which I can't really change
Eat less
>Bipolar disorder plus anxiety
Stop meme mental disease
>college dropout
Irrelevant
>generally spergy and negative personality
Stop believing shit like negative personality
what do you smell like, user, might be a fetish for some, so u might have a slight chance.
They think I'm crazy and creepy, also no social skills, not that I care anyways since I'd probably treat them with a lack of love.
>Faggots citing muh scars
If a few scars, acne, or some other trivial minor appearance shit is stopping you from getting a gf you're a sub-normie and need to fuck off this board
>6'4
>ripped from 5 years of lifting
>7/10 face
still 25yr khv, because i have 0 normie interests and no desire to fake them.
I have much more than just acne scars, but i am just saying all the faults you can see right away. OP asked the reasons why a girl wouldn't smile at you
>Fat and the weight is distributed badly
>Acne/ingrown hairs/weird sores all over my lower back and ass
>Not great genitals
I have zero standards for women and I think I can fall in love with almost any body type, but I hold a different standard for myself. Maybe I'm retarded but I don't know how to handle the sores and stuff.
gingers are literally the cutest stop with this
Ginger women* and even then most look like downies but you will get some extreme QTs
Ginger on men looks awful
thank god i lost my ginger hair when i was a fucking baby
because it's not something people do in my country
No it doesn't. Ginger men can be some of the most attractive. Stop shilling this crap. Gingers are cute as a button.
dont talk to em, even if i wanted to i have no means of doing so. hopped right into working from hs so I've been surrounded by only boomers non stop since for what i do
bullshit
the only people who liked me (as a fetish) were 50+ year old women and faggots
people dont even see us as humans
As a fetish? Why do people fetishize the color of hair what the fuck. I think ginger men can be attractive physically but I don't know maybe your personality can be shit. There are other women that would agree with me that gingers are attractive.
>other women
Nice larp there, faggot
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>Why do people fetishize the color of hair
its the same as the asian fetish bullshit
>There are other women that would agree with me that gingers are attractive.
yeah grannies
>I think ginger men can be attractive physically
I swear I hate this shit, we get fucking bullied at school for our shitty hair color but as soon as the same whores hit the wall they are all "hhnng give me dat red hot boii"
DO YOU HONESTLY THINK WE FORGET THAT SHIT??? DO YOU THINK WE FORGET YEARS AND YEARS OF BULLYING UND SUFFERING? FUCK NO
>maybe your personality can be shit
yes oh gee I wonder why I hate other people
I should just finally end myself
I'm not larping.
I'm really sorry you got bullied over that and I wish I could hug you but I cannot. I was bullied for things that are fetishized now but I'm sure I can't compare so I'm sorry you had to endure that. Don't end yourself.
stop being nice when Im being mean to you
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
I would collect internet gfs on vampirefreaks, Instagram, occasionally Facebook and younow, since the age of 13, had gfs from ages 11 to 36. I would say to them stuff like, "will scramble your insides with my cock" and silly things like that, I'd say whatever I thought they wanted to hear. I'd keep a maximum of 6 gfs at a time. It all blew up in my face when I was a young adult and some of those girls were way young, so I gained a gruesome reputation.
You aren't being mean and I'm not going to be mean to you that's awful
>diagnosed autist
>acne
>skinnyfat
>been told I smell bad (even though I shower, deodorant, and wear clean clothes every day)
>usually alone
It's very simple i'm physically unattractive and i have avoidant personality.
I hardly talk, because I don't talk to anyone I don't have business with. I usually sit silently, thinking or daydreaming and make weird faces while I do that. People probably think I must be plotting some shit, like I'm gonna shoot up the place.
I'm schizoid and cannot love