ITT: We list all our reasons why we haven't killed ourselves (yet):

>>antidepressants are working
Can I have some happy pills too?

>parents would be happy

I puss out whenever I try to and then I'm too mentally exhausted to entertain the thought again.
I decided to put it on hold for a while since the idea of dying was just giving me an unsustainable source of comfortable bliss.

>>too much of a coward
>>Hope food takes me in my sleep
Here's hoping I can dodge the robot

talk to your local Dr. Shekelberg. I wouldn't call them "happy" pills though. More like numb pills

>afraid of hell
if it wasn't for that I would have painted the walls of my room red with my brains long ago

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>Only 18
>Recently got taken out on a date and it rejuvenated all the emotions I thought I had tucked away and murdered
>About to graduate
>Making improvements on my life slowly
>Haven't really quite tried yet
>Mother isn't dead yet
>Brother isn't dead/doesn't hate you quite yet
And last but not least
>C'mon man just force yourself to live until 30, either you will die with the wizard status or you will have enough time to maybe try to fix yourself completely, kill yourself on your birthday

keep thinking ima pass the burden on to someone I care about if she is the last survivor

>More like numb pills
I already feel that without pills.

>girlfriend would be sad
>side chick would be sad
>friends would be sad
>''friends'' wife would be sad
>I love my life

>Saving up to buy a big property in the middle of nowhere to live out my elder years in solitude.

>has a girlfriend
>is cheating on her with another girl
you don't deserve to be happy you don't deserve love

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If you'd off yourself there would be no need for a property for your elder years.
Think about it.

I'm afraid "numb" is the best I can be

There's a ton of shit I want to learn and create
I don't know if I can get happiness out of it but I want to see if creating brings joy
>hurrr hurrr hurrr you cant sit on ur ass user all day you need to WORK HARD DUDE
shut the FUCK UP don't lecture me on things I already went over in my mind immeasurable amounts of times

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>Grindr
>Sissies
>twinks
>bottoms
>Bussy
>sexual abuse

I feel like the whole "parents will be sad" excuse is wearing thin and I don't havve the patience t o continue living. Fuck I want this to be over.

I want to create a manual someday. It's about surviving as a Doomer. Also, I want to outbreed all the normalscum and NPCs, then retire to an isolated settlement away from all this bs

My family is the only reason.

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Why can't I be a happy productive human being? It feels like Game Over but I don't want to kill myself. I don't know what else to do...

Holy shit just fucking do it already please

>Had a sister that died 2 days after being born
>I was born 2 years later
>Mom still struggles to get over my sister's death, decades after the fact

I don't want to put my mom & dad through that process again. It just doesn't seem fair.

Fear. No one knows what lies beyond this mortal coil. It could be a reality much worse than this.

Why? There is a good chance I will be TOPPING you this weekend:)

What the fuck does this mean?
Fuck off original comment robot hhhhhnnnnnnggg nute

He wants that user to fuck a sissies boicunt

Thanks I have schizophrenia and I thought this was indirectly telling Ng me to ask out my oneitis because not only am I hurting myself, I am hurting others (with extreme anxiety)

this but instead of the void an infinite loop of tortuous reincarnation because god is literally evil.

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I'm seriously afraid of death and pain. That's literally it. Death is a terrifying concept to me, like going into the middle of the pacific ocean and diving in headfirst with nothing but the clothes on my back

>graduating soon so I might have a chance at a decent life

>if I die I don't get to see society collapse
>I'd leave all my followers(like 60 at most) without a leader

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I fucked a twink off Grindr it was pretty good but in the middle of it he got so drunk he started crying while I was fucking him and his boiclit was broken from medications lol

I don't know, honestly. I'm in and out of the hospital and wards for suicide attempts that only hurt those around me. I was going to write "my boyfriend", but he just hits me then laughs in my face. I wish to god I'll die before September so my little sister has me out of her life.

>both of you are about to commit suicide
>she says "well I guess we were never meant to find partners"
>you look to her and say "hey why dont we both date instead of committing suicide together?"
>"oh user I dont like you like that, I like you as a suicide pact friend"
>one last friendzone before ending it all

This is Jow Forums and I hate handing out my personal info, but I need to talk to you.

Add me on Snapchat, "telegram0001". We'll take the conversation there.

I know.

I can't. I deleted snapchat off my phone because of a certain insecure douche who has to control my life. We can talk here, though!

yes, this and OP are my only reasons

cont'd also because of the societal collapse thing kek

Mostly because I am too much of a scaredy-cat and can't never seem to take that last step.
Second because I am my father's only child after my parents divorced over me, she moved on, he didn't. It's my fault they aren't together but my father always looks so happy when he sees me. However I will do it, just have to get that last step over

can't finish my backlog if I'm dead

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i wanna git a fhhhd bruh

>my mom has already lost her sister and her daughter, my sister to suicide and she would be devastated
>I dont want to do it

>haven't obtained my pilot's licence yet
>have enough money for a plane saved up but have to get my licence so I won't get questioned and shit
I want to crash my plane into a mountain side while singing a song my nan used to sing to me
Gay but it's better than the rope

To keep it simple, I'm just too much of a pussy

Not him but you are better off being a bottom but maybe it was a message for you to ask out oneitis this is a weird world

>Suicide is a sin
>Nobody would be around to feed my fish
>It would devastate my parents
>Pure curiosity as to what will happen in the future. If I kill myself I might miss out on some really interesting shit

>people who list parents would be sad
you're just lazy if you have parents who care about you yet you're failing

Trying to outplay and outlive others 1st (or just going to crash their server otherwise)

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I've spent like 5 minutes trying to think of a reason
If I get dubs I'll do it

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>beef jerky
>Jow Forums (unironically)
>fingerpainting in my garage
>hot showers
>pro wrestling
>video games
>bullying dumb weebs on the internet
>masturbation
>nightwalks
>nightdrives
>my dog

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fuck you ice tea you fucking attentionwhore you have no personality and all you do is attentionwhoring

sin
Family and friends will be upset
Good things could happen/ it may get better

Don't have a reason to. Or I should say I have a solution to my problems that isn't the "endgame"

seriously, there are so many things you can do besides killing yourself. only edgy teenage me ever thought about it

I'm just going to move away from all my problems

Mostly I like fucking traps and sucking their feminine penis if it can get hard

This isn't my thread, user. I don't care about my parents.

to use it as leverage to government mental health care to force them to help me rather than ignoring me and leaving me in the shitty homelife im in atm.

waiting for parents to die first

Yeah that's pretty much it OP. I'm in uni but have zero motivation or hopes for the future. I've never had a girlfriend and haven't had friends since beginning of high school. And nothing really interests me anymore. I don't really have anything keeping me here other than "parents would be sad"

I like sucking dick when I can even though I'm a NEET, also fapping to Bailey Jay

I can't die before I make my mom proud, she did so much for me

My parents and that small voice in the back of my head that tries to tell me there's still hope

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>Tasty food
>Waking up slow
>The chance I might live to see a major historical turning point
>A family who gives me an excuse to stick around
>The fact that the end is waiting for me anyway, and that rushing it will only make it worse in every possible outcome
I mean, I don't intend to live until I waste away, but I'm not gonna just throw it away 'cause I'm self-centered and pitifully useless.

There is nowhere to attach a rope in my flat
>lmao, just jump
I don't want to make someone clean the mess that I'll leave on the sidewalk

Cant cope with the thought that i wouldnt be able to see my future

Can tell you straight up that i wouldnt be here if i wouldnt keep fucking getting anxiety everytime i spiral down

even if life is pain I hope to experience happiness one day in the future even if I cant right now

Scared of death and still have shreds of hope

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desu my friends /CGcy2t

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My sister is an aspie and I'm her only support. If I were to go she would be all alone and I can't do that to her. She has little to no friends and can't drive and barely works.

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if i kill myself and on the off chance i go to hell i'll be mad, so might as well suffer and die naturally. the sooner the better though.

this and maybe ill make cool art or ideas in the future

good nigga man

>hope for improvement
>Motorcycles
>Moderately attractive
>Motorcycles
>Athletic
>Motorcycles
>People generally describe me as a nice guy
>Motorcycles

I will never off myself because I am afraid of hell. No matter how bad things here on earth get, eternal torture and suffering sounds a lot worse.

To spread my love and affection tto as many people as possible that is the mission destiny has chosen for me and i will proudly carry it out until the very end

I don't wanna find out what happens after death just quite yet

The infinity of available experiences. Even if I'm miserable now, there will always be more I'm missing out on. Even just the internet offers more than 24 hours of unique experiences per day. If I die, I will miss out on so much. Basically, FOMO keeps me from killing myself.

My one friend would be sad because im also his only friend. Tried a few times before and hes ruined it everytime.

I unironically still have the best of my life ahead of me. Its not just a delusional pipe dream, I hit rock bottom a couple years ago and I've been steadily improving every aspect of my life since then. I don't really know why I come here anymore, I guess its a habit. I don't have the common mindset shared here like I used to.

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Waiting until july

why do you do it originally user?

>hell is real
>killing yourself gives you a one-way ticket to it

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I don't experience enough negative or positive emotions to feel strongly enough to want to kill myself.

Plus, I don't believe interesting will happen for me after I die. The process of dying may be interesting, but while I'm still alive, there's the potential for me do encounter interesting information.

I will kill myself when I'm too unhealthy to find things interesting, or when I start to get bored.

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One of my brothers was crushed under a truck and it broke.my brother, and if I died by something other than natual causes he wouldn't be able to handle it.

I mean at least you have SOMETHING, even if you are a one dimensional twat.

I just have an entire plan set out where I do it after I graduate college and before I am 30, but also I have a stable job.

>I don`t have explosives
I don`t want to hang myself or cut myself like a fag, i want to go with a bag, a big loud fucking bag, sadly there is no really big war that i care about going on for to enlist.

Cause life is gay and painful and I'm sick of it

my family would be extremely upset
ill probably an hero once they die, if I haven't made it by then (had kids etc.)

>Cause life is gay and painful and I'm sick of it
Duh.
I want to know why do wait until a specific month.

Which kind of followers user