Jow Forums honesty hour. What's stopping you from making it?

sometimes i don't feel like feeling the pain

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>What's stopping you from making it?
ugly face.

This is the correct answer

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living back in my rural shithole for the summer and no friend lives there anymore. Too lazy to go out alone in the nearest city.

Hopefully I'll socialize again next month after moving to another place.

Based and pilled

>crippling insecurity of my own future
>I can't figure out what major I should be doing
>every time I become happy, I get suspicious and drive myself back down

I just like eating sugar. I go on a cut for about a month, end up working overtime, then binge on ice cream, Nutella, and KitKats until I get an upset stomach.

drinking

A crippling curry addiction

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Marie biscuits with cheese will be the end of me

>procrastination.
I won the genetic lottery, and am very smart
>(130 CI)
I look great, am attractive and people instantly feel the need to please me
but for the life of me, I can't get my fucking ass off bed and feel like everything is always a pain, a chore, and don't want to endure
also I was never held responsible for anything, and as such, I never learned what it was like to be responsible and to have "weight on your shoulders"
I feel like at this point, the only thing that could set me straight would be the military
or myself, but that's the hard route.

Crohn's disease

that's rough

Ugly, small dick and no social skills.
It just aint worth it

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Exactly.

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Muscular Dystrophy probably

Talentless, live in the middle of nowhere and too scared of failure to leave

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A lot of what you're saying is prospective. Future. I will. Later.

Do it now. You are in control of everything that happens to you. Not time and circumstance.

Fpbp
Came to post this

But me is going down. Long live me.

Drive.
My income has stalled out. When I was increasing my take home pay regularly, I was ripping it and hit 275@ 8%. Now I feel like it's futile to lift when I'm not gaining anything elsewhere

Perhaps add some cardio

And more lifting reps

Honest?
I enjoy food. That's all. I love to eat, I love delicious food, I love cooking, I'm a gourmet. I don't even eat sweets or shitty fast food, but napolitan spinach pasta with mussels, that I can eat a ton. In a normal day I easily est 4000+ kcal. Half a kg of beef, cheese, tons of veggies, potatoes done in every imaginable way, eggs by the tens. I lift relatively big but I'm also rather fat.
Honestly that's the only reason I can't lose weight. I can't maintain a cut to literally save my life.

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you can quit porn if you were actually determined. today.
you can get a part time job or night shift job part time, if you were actually determined
you could put yourself together and get out there and meet someone, if you were determined

you're a stupid weak faggot and it's your own fault. You can have what you want if you were willing to work hard enough and study enough

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in terms of gains? i hate eating. my last meal was 15 hours ago. fuck eating.

I'm addicted to blacked videos

fuckin cursed

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Lots of projects and distractions combined with bad organisational skills and mediocre genetics.

Oh yeah, and depression and drugs.

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Nothing.

Not being good at final interviews. Although I can still make it. But my path has changed

My suicidal thoughts disease

I have no discipline whatsoever, not only I have to postopone my graduation for the next 6 months, because I haven't written thesis on time, but I also made no gains in the last 8 months.
I hate to admit it, but I really think I'm addicted to bullshit internet surfing, it's a pleasure I can not pull myself out of. I can give up alcohol like that, I don't smoke, I don't play video games, I can go with nofap for week easily, it's all means nothing, because I can spend 10+ hours browsing the internet

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smarter than the average, but not smart enough

I hate stretching. If I had stretched my posterior chain properly, I could work out every day and make strength gains quicker, while now my hips hurt from hinging and I lift two or three times a week. Stretching is just so boring and uncomfortable.

Sleep. Have a hard time getting to sleep and wake up multiple times a night.

I've never kissed a girl and hardly held hands with any and my second date with this hottie is this weekend. She has no idea because I've been 100% Chad and I look like I get girls because I lift. The game ends where physical intimacy begins; I'm fucked.

know that feel and I get anxious just about the thought of it. I'm over 25, people just assume I already had sex because who didn't by that age, the only people that know the truth are my brothers. I made some gains in last years and made some friends, with right circumstances I can pass as a normie, so nobody would even expect, they should have seen me in 2012-2016 to get it. I have no doubt that if I don't hit a escort soon, I'll be in for a most embarrassing experience of my life when some bitch decides to fuck me

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Not eating enough and probably not great form which slow down my progress. Besides that social autism and laziness.

my life is shit so I get to believe you are larping

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Nothing. I'm getting there.

>Broke 3plate bench, now going for 150 kg
>Broke 4plate squat, now going for 200 kg
>Broke 5plate deads, now going for 250 kg
>Working with 75 kg sets in OHP, now going for 2plate
>35 kg weighed pullups
>Started ju-jutsu again
>New job, decent pay raise
>Hot Italian lawyer gf

Life can be good. We can all make it bros

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Lack of discipline, combined with ADHD. Narcissism. Low self esteem.

apathy, i have "made it" regards to training but overall in my career i probably never will be extremely succesful

I rack disciprine

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sometimes i just neglect to eat in the day and eat unhealthy late at night. sometimes I cant help but to get high late at night alone and always end up going for fast food later. ive been pudgy forever. started lifting at like 15 but never stuck with it long enough to see any results which always ended in me losing interest. sometimes all my groceries would go bad because i would just wait until nightime and go eat 10 dollars worth of mcdonalds at midnight or so and then come home and sleep. It feels super bad to just be filled with junk food constantly but it is extremely addictive. im doing better these past few days. about to fry up some steak and rice for dinner. Im still going to go out and get high tonight because i need something in my life everyday that makes me feel good, even if it is just weed. also i have no friends and an addiction to masturbation.

I fapped today after 2 weeks of no fap. Lasted about 10 seconds.

I also use the excuse that I am "bulking up" in order to continue eating shit foods.

>shoulder issues that wont go away
>can do every exercise except flat bench
>was close to benching 315lbs but now likely wont ever achieve that in my lifetime

>do heavy Squats pushing myself
>fall into depression the next day
>every time like fucking clockwork, maybe it is CNS fatigue or whatever the fuck

>wake up in the middle of the night
>feel like a loser with no friends (partially right)
>try to push the feels away so I can fall back asleep

so I guess mostly mental issues I had since I can remember. I am somewhat of a big guy nowadays but honestly it hasnt changed much, the happiest I have been was when I started lifting. the first 3-6 months I had tons of optimism and thought I made it. Once you have been lifting long enough that fades away and you see things for how they really are. Nobody really gives a fuck about the fact I can squat over 4pl8... it doesnt fucking matter. Nobody cares how big or strong I get, only thing it does is people looking at me knowing I go to the gym... big fucking deal.

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Im cooooming too much all the time

and dementia because i do not remember making this post

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my damn inability to control my desire for snacks and stress eating. Fuark bros, I was doing good for a week and then I started letting go.

No confidence to make new friends or talk to girls despite starting to earn good money and increasing my lifts consistently. I'm DYEL as far as social gains are concerned- even my job is based around social interaction and I don't struggle with that, only outside of work

just say u dont any have willpower faggot

I don't want to cook, I'm lazy