I turned 20 yesterday. I never touched a girl. I never added any phone contacts other than family. I never went to a party, I never held hands, I never kissed, I never had sex, I never worked, I never drove a car, I never danced, I never laughed with friends, I never had project, I never felt at ease.
When I look into the future there is simply nothing for me. Yesterday I imagine myself at 30. My father would be retired by then. And I? Nothing, not a wife, not a job, nothing. I can see nothing but despair and doom. There is no escape. I only drink to forget, forget the impending and unavoidable doom.
Well then just get a job even if it's minimum wage bs. And then learn how to manage your money, then everything becomes easier as you can plan forward and improve your situation.
Don't fall for the depression meme, permaNeets end up homeless or killing themselves. Don't be that stupid.
I am so glad I stopped this and got my shit together, even though I did it at 23, and could've done it a couple years earlier. Just knowing my relatives aren't as disgusted and disappointed by me anymore, and even admire that I got the courage to change and make it work just makes me very happy. I am not a drag to them anymore, and maybe in one year I'll be able to actively help them.
I feel like I've climbed halfway the stairs to adulthood and you can do that too. Just get off your ass and start making plans now.
But why do all that. when in the end I will never change?
Thank you, user
Connor Clark
You clearly aren't aware of the choices that are in front of you. If you don't do "all of that" and become a self supporting adult, you aren't going to like where
People change all the damn time and so will you, whether you like it or not. The real choice here is whether you'll change into something worse or not.
You want to be in this same situation when you're 30? When you're 40? 45? Will you be happier then? Will you be proud of the life you've led?
But user...There is no incentive for me. I was unhappy yesterday. I will be unhappy tomorrow too. So I spend my time scrounging for a few bits of happiness and escapism here and there. I do not want to be like this in the future, but the future does not exist for me. I simpy see a blank I cannot think of myself in the next twenty years. There is simply no point when I have exausthed my youth and I have missed on critical life experiences already. Once the train is off the rails it cannot get back on tracks.
Joseph Powell
I am not going to argue with you. I am content with my life. Yours seems to be shit. Remain a sad cunt if you want to, I know for a fact you can always make something better of what you have while you choose to be ignorant. I just wanted to warn you that you're not going to like where this will take you.
My life was very close to that at 20 (identical at 19) and I turned into a normie by 30
Daniel Wilson
dumb smelly frogposter
Jack Roberts
Not him, but if you see your future as blank canvass, then you should interpret that as an opportunity to draw whatever future you want for yourself. The sad truth is that the past is gone and irrecoverable. We can't undo our past mistakes, but we can ensure that we don't continue to make those same mistakes in the future. As another poster said, staying still isn't an option. You can either take whatever steps are necessary to improve yourself or you can continue to decay. Please don't choose the latter.
Logan Jackson
ive done a few things in my time, but i was a late bloomer. when i realized i sucked at everything i do i became a doomer. Im almost 30 and you're right, ive got nothing to show for my life. get yourself in a vocational school my friend. learn something and be thankful you dont have any mental disorders...or do you? either way life is shit and we're losers. Nothing is going to change. and once you take those blackpills theres no going back.
Camden Nguyen
Thanks for your help. I know. I have no illusions.
Easton Gonzalez
Literally me except I'm already 24
Jayden Sanchez
I don't know whether it does you any good but I'm a 27 going on 28 kv and I've never felt so alive. Hate keeps me alive, it's like once you've depleted all of the sad, your body will start burning your hate to fuel itself. I've fallen ass backward into a lot of good luck in the past year. Still waiting for god to start fucking with me again. When that inevitably happens I'm killin myself, conquering hell, coming back as the antichrist and knocking on that cunt's front gate.
Brody Gonzalez
It is preciesly that that makes me ill. The past, it is gone forever. I have missed out on many things. I have regrets, but there is nothing. I can do about it. So I stay still. I try to escape.
I don't think I am mentally ill
Jason Gutierrez
Fucking do something about it, you mopey faggot retard.
you can literally change yourself into the best person if you try. it's a scientific fact; search for a book called "the growth mindset".
in 10 years you could be something amazing if you just push yourself.
Dominic Roberts
We all have regrets, but you don't have to be a prisoner to your past. The future is yet to be written; what you do today will shape that future. Please don't make perfection the enemy of good, and at least try to do everything you can to make it as happy a future as possible.
Alexander Long
teach yourself to code and get a cozy IT position that pays more than whatever your dad is doing. No formal education needed
Jeremiah Collins
why does AK look asian? And why did he turn into a simp after being hard on thots for so long and fall for some literal whore.
