>start actually dating for the first time in my life
>intimacy seems fake and forced
>realize it's because I've had to use my body for survival since I was a teenager
>I'm probably never going to able to share intimacy with another like I should be able to
this is some real suicide fuel
Start actually dating for the first time in my life
Like prostitution?
Just write that you've been whoring yourself out.
>I've had to use my body for survival
You, me and literally every other multi celled organism, sweetheart.
Indirectly I guess. I've had to do a lot of things for a roof over my head or a meal here and there. A few too many times.
What do you mean by indirectly?
>>realize it's because I've had to use my body for survival since I was a teenager
Thats what you get for living in the middle east
please message me on tumblr, i miss talking to you
I wasn't ever pimped or got payed for it much. Usually I would find a guy and sleep with him so I wouldn't be on the street that night or something.
Not me sorry
I've been with a girl like this for a while.
I've given up on any meaningful intimacy but I know she still appreciates me.
I'm doing a comic with a character kind of like that, do you mind if we do an interview?
Lemon Man 0119
intimacy and love is all bullshit and you should have figured that out in middle school. at least thats when i realized it
I still like him a lot. He makes me feel joy in a way I'm not familiar.
This is a really strange request
In middle school I lost my virginity to my uncle, I think I was a few steps ahead of you then.
>literal whore
No one cares. Guys can smell the dozens of other guys you've slept with through your pheromones. They may not have noticed it, but their brain did.
>I've had to use my body for survival since I was a teenager
>In middle school I lost my virginity to my uncle
sorry to hear that
>dozens
Probably an understatement honestly
It's fine, it wasn't your fault.
I'm trying to write the character but it's kind of difficult, but you probably could've guessed that based on the average r9k type. I don't want to make it too melodramatic and a first-person account would be great.
>I still like him a lot. He makes me feel joy in a way I'm not familiar.
Just make sure he knows it, even if you just have to tell him so.
It's easy to tell when somebody's forcing intimacy.
I just don't know if I feel comfortable with it
You're probably right. I don't want to have to explain everything to him though. He doesn't know much about me yet.
That's fine then
orijenal
how many guys have cum inside you?
originao
I don't know but less than you would think. A lot of guys were willing to fuck a kid but they would never risk knocking me up.
you lost count?
Aren't you kind of doing an interview right now?
I stopped at some point. It honestly just stopped mattering. I had a roof over my head for the next week or so if I just dealt with it.
I guess. Your request just put me off a little
Was it the wording?
>You're probably right. I don't want to have to explain everything to him though. He doesn't know much about me yet.
I'll be honest with you, you really need to tell him about that as soon as possible.
The longer you go without telling him, the more he's going to build up a certain idea of you in his head, and the more the truth clashes with that idea, the more strain it's going to put on your relationship.
I understand why you'd be hesitant to tell him, but it's for the best to get it out of the way.
Even if it puts him off too much, you'll find somebody who will accept it eventually.
It might end up being a man nobody else wanted like me, but at least it'll be based on honesty and you'll have somebody to take care of you.
intimacy is a lie and its just an illusion that men feel as a result of women manipulating you into showing weakness so they can determine who the most superior males are and align with them
Lmao whore get off my board.
OP were you using drugs
Also how do you end up losing your virginity to your uncle.... My brother's kids are so important to me I'd kill myself if ever I even had that thought
This makes me sad.
Poor girl.
Yeah, same. I didn't want to say it though because I wasn't sure what the point was in doing it.
why is Jow Forums so flooded with larping trannies these days? When did this place become full of beta orbiters and white knights?