30+ thread

are you the youngest child? how old was your mother when she was pregnant with you? That could mean everything, as well as her diet during the pregnancy and millions of all sorts of small, subtle things also could have had an effect on how you came out.

If you are American, apply for FAFSA.
You are too old at this point to require your parents' financial information and you will probably get the maximum Pell Grant which is like $6k.
You can also get a job at UPS part-time and they will give you tuition assistance which you are eligible for on your first day of employment. They will give you $5,250 every year.
Just those two things along should cover your tuition completely if you go to an in-state public school.
Yes I'm the youngest and she was in her mid 20s I believe. I have no reason to think that she did anything different during her pregnancy with me than she did with the pregnancies of my siblings.

>34
>live with gradually deteriorating elderly parents
>genuine mental illness
>haven't worked since 2006
>weekly therapy sessions with normie therapist for the past four years that is totally worthless
not even mad. having some pocket money to spend on stuff would be nice though. i took some programming courses at community college years ago but that field is way too competitive

>>genuine mental illness

Don't we all think that way about us?
I am not sure if it's just an excuse in most case desu.

by genuine I mean genuine. as in certified by professionals genuine. as in a dozen trips to the psych ward since my 18th birthday genuine. not meme social anxiety or depression mental illness (although those are also crippling in their own way).

Not him but it's not an excuse for me.
I've had severe anxiety since I was a little kid and it ruined my life.
There are tons of family pictures on the computer on which I'm typing this, and I'm not in a single one of them, and it's all because of anxiety.

sounds like this is my kind of thread

>33
>kissless virgin
>neet
>health problems
>bad teeth
>used to be really smart on paper (130+ IQ)
>really dumb in real life
>ruined that with drugs
>dropped out of college
>addiction problems
>mental problems
>debt
>living in basement
>fucked up life

On the plus side I have a couple of good frens and my (mental) health is improving. I even managed to get into social and make acquaintances.
Things look they are going to get better.

The problem is that I ruined my health and my brain and getting back into academia with like 115 IQ and debt will be is almost impossible. I feel like I wasted all my chances and now I am stuck being moderately good blue collar nigger with social problems and bad health.

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>39
>my e-crush hasn't talked to me in over 6 months except when she wants free stuff
Just want to die.

Oh shit, you're me

>would suicide instantly but suicide means going to hell
I think this too, which is silly considering I sin in a lot of other ways yet this one I believe is more unforgivable than those.

>33
>long term gf
>gf getting masters this week
>don't make a lot of money but comfortable
>still get to game, watch anime, and read manga
>she has no interest in any of that stuff and doesn't pretend to but wants me to enjoy myself
>gonna propose, marry, and impregnate hopefully this year
You guys can make it

>>gf getting masters this week
user, I am really sorry for you...

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Be 31
Have decent job.
Have house.
Have car.
Have motorcycle.

The only attention I ever got from a girl was when I first bought my motorcycle. My neighbors daughter who lives 3 houses down wanted to go for a ride.
She was only 15 and age of consent in our state is 18 and our state doesnt play with age of consent. A 29 year old guy and 15 year old girl would of meant me in jail for years. Would of lost house, job, ect.

Nah, like I said, I make a comfortable living and a have a clear trajectory. Also, her degrees aren't in anything particularly lucrative. She'll probably work for non profits and top out somewhere between 75-90k, which I might be able to match eventually. She's also pretty traditional and ready to get knocked the hell up.
What kind of bike? Got a couple of shit bikes. Klr650 and ltd 454

>able to match eventually
I hope you are right and I wish you the best of luck, dude.

Your adopted or your dad isn't really your dad.
That or if you have a older sister she could be your mom. I mean if she was 13 or 14 when she had you she could of just had her mom raise you as her own.

Amazed you still have the capacity of having e-crushes.

2015 Honda shadow aero. I really want a klr but they are stopping production for some gay reason and I wont get the smal 250klx or whatever it is. There are a lot of dirt roads outside of town I want to explore but dont want to risk my aero.

>slowly shedding all of my "friends"
>dropped out of non-Jow Forums social media a year ago and barely browse Jow Forums anymore
>watched some documentary about antarctica
>currently reading a book about a man named henry darger
>slowly gnawing through my backlog of vidya and literature
>living alone for at least 3 years now without having a job, relying on relatives for very little cash so as to not irritate them that much
>now have a rigid sleep schedule

good so far. at this rate I think I can finally drop sports media in a few months and increase austerity.

Why? I really thought we'd travel to see each other and I was going to marry her and all that.

might finally get my diagnosis this year
they're hesitating between autism and schizoid

Thanks, friend.
The klr is okay, I have nothing bad to say about. I also have nothing particularly good to say about it. I had an XR600 that was much more fun on the dirt than the klr, even at slow speeds. The klr is just a bit of a pig, but it has never given me one bit of trouble.

Are they mutually exclusive? What's the plan after that, meds?

>Are they mutually exclusive?
I don't know, guess not, but that's what they said
>meds?
I hope not, I'll refuse that as much as possible, meds fuck you up
I'm not in the US, so I guess it's a little cooler, there's less opioids lobbying and they value patient choice

> fucking incel thinks his life is hard when he's spending 30+ years doing nothing but academics
Yeah no shit you're not struggling you retard you haven't even entered the real world you little bitch.

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>32
>Aspergers, BPD, Severe Depression, all professionally diagnosed
>See a bunch of therapists and the more I see them the more I get the impression they don't know what to do with me
>Tried to do voluntary work years ago with an aim in going into paid work but it ended up with me becoming a nervous wreck every time after a week without fail
>Resigned myself to the fact I'll never be able to work
>Occasionally check on fagbook to see what my once friends and people who I knew in school are up to
>Unsurprisingly most are married, have their own places and kids also
>Spend my days refreshing this place, watching anime and playing flight sims when I can get the energy to
>If I tidy up after a meal I consider it a good day.

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i am in a similar place user. most days I find myself getting into arguments with my mother telling her that she should at least be happy I'm not mainlining heroin every day, which is slowly changing from something I'd just bring up in a rhetorical way/for the sake of argument to something I'm genuinely considering

Any1 here have enlarged prostate

Plz respond

>25
>failed at first in life but now have recovered and I am doing well
>still no luck getting a gf

wew lotta oldfags here.

Im 28 but this is a new frontier. please make more 30+ threads in the future. im eager to see what future awaits me.

sorry to hear all that user. depends on what your degree is. if its liberal arts, no. if STEM yes. and if you do want to finish, try and get work exp. or internships WHILE you're in school. hope things improve for you

t. 28 year old

dude UPS package handing is a backbreaking slave-labor tier job. no fucking thanks.

if you marry your wife, the masters degree debt becomes your debt also. be careful man. she'll probably get the degree, get pregnant, then stop working. sticking you with the bill

Why don't all you miserable old fucks move to southeast asia or something? If you got nothing here why not move?

Implying i could buy a plane ticket

Because I'm not a rich American?

>$600
really not that hard to save up

Then where will i live? How will i afford food? This idea of going to a new place with no understanding of the language and totally broke is silly to me

feels like nothing compared to you guys but it's hard for me now
>18
>gained all the weight i've lost last year due to laziness and lack of motivation
>was nearly a what you could call a "chad" back then
>now i'm back to being an unfit, skinny fat bitch i was
>non-fit friends encourage me to smoke, which fucking sucks, but makes me feel good when i'm with them, socialising
>at a creative trough, i know this will go by itself soon, but the panic of a possible burn out is always creeping at the back of my head
>2 girls developed a crush on me, as it seems, too much of a pussy to do anything
>lost motivation to do school work
>wanted to pick up reading more often, failed miserably (again)

if this continues on the way it goes on now, i'll end up being thirty having achieved nothing. thats especially sad for me, being me having expectations and ambitions way up in the sky

go to /trv/
Plenty of travel hippies living on less than $10 a day

This thread hosts peaks of despair.
You are not old enough to be incapable of something yet you are not young enough to begin from scratch.
I wish the best for you. Remember yolo

>32
>live at home
>two meme degrees yet work in retail
>job is usually comfy, so whatever
>no gfs, no friends
>virgin, only been on a couple dates that went nowhere
>bit of a loner, so it doesn't bother me as much as it should
>spend my weekends drinking beer and gaming out
>wish I had enough willpower to move out, though

I'm objectively a failure but life goes on.

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LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
IM 28 and just when i was thinking that it couldnt be worse i realise some of you retards had kids and have divorced... what the fuck were you thinking?

How do you know if you have an enlarged prostate? Did you get it checked or just concluded you have one because it takes you time to be able to pee?

What were you thinking posting on a 30+ board

It goes bigger when I see hot women

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the dude i replied to is 29. but yeah sorry my Gs. be with you in 1 and a half years

>my Gs
thats normie nigger emulator language. stop doing that right now

i was thinking about playing nice not like anything is stopping me from shitting the thread. nigger

It happened very fast after i took a test boosting supplement
Also my hair fell out and libido got fuckdd. All of this happened in a span of 1 month. Definitely BPH.
i get up randomly at night to piss now

Why don't you go to the doctor for this?

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>35
>NEET since 2009
>live off government bux
>kv, no friends
>social anxiety
>bad teeth, failing health
>basically spend all day every day on the inet, playing vidya, fapping, drinking and smoking weed
I'm not happy but i'm content with my solitude. Or just numb.
It's fine though. I've made my peace with it. I can keep going as long as i have my escapism.

Dont want a finger up my butt. They cant really do anything either lol

I have crohn's, you get used to fingers and all sorts of things up your butt. Beats dying in horrible pain.

I wont die from an enlarged prostate .i will just tinkle a lot a night. Also at work i will stand at the urinal for 3-5 mins looking at my dick that wont work, paranoid that the other people will notice there are no tinkle sounds and think im weird

Im 30 years old, a sergeant in the Marines, fucked girls all over the pacific, still fit as fuck, some days are hard but i love the military and nothing and no one can take away the happiness ive experience through hardships.

> 22
> Cancer
> would suicide but gonna die in 2-4 years anyway so might aswell rape/kill someone before passing away

>32
>wizard
>no friends
>never had a job
>both parents died last year
>older brother gets everything in the will because I 'can't be trusted'
>he got divorced and moved back in to my parent's house - now his house
>I'm forced to comply with all his cruel degenerate demands or I'll live on the street
contemplate suicide every day

Well not 30 but never gonna be so might aswell share anyway

That's horrible, user. Mind telling your story?

How do I use tinder? I cant figure this shit out
I usually just send a message "How goes the tinder grind?" preceded by a compliment. So something like 'wow youre cute. How goes the tinder grind?'
It usually get a response, but I dont know how to respond to that response. Like if they say its going slow, how to respond?

God I wish I had the balls to go out to bars 10 years ago before this fucking app destroyed hookup culture

I'm BTFO even if I finish my degree and find a job she will ask for money as sin as I get my first paycheck

I hope this is true, because there have been too many people that I did not give proper goodbyes to.
For you and I mean this from bottom off my heart.

Fuck you user please die soon.

Basically long story of cancer vulnerability in my family (mother side), happend that I got one.
Currently stage III lungs
No cure.exe and no money
Probably will drop earlier cause I decided not to treat myself.
Girl left me bout 6months ago cause well, no future in me.
I spend my days wandering and doing nothing, generally being a dick to everyone but my parents, tho I occasionally blame them for bringing me into this world.
I saved some money and I'm planing on killing/raping/both some woman to not die a virgin, trying some drugs and if I get caught along the way I prepared a small package of pills and alcohol so I can end myself in 15 seconds, until they make me vomit it back, on which case I'm going to live... To die another day.
If god exists, I'll flip him off on my way to hell.

How's your life user?

Thanks and fuck you too, see you in another timeline.

Holy fuck I'm sorry user. That's brutal, especially at your age. My life is alright compared to yours. I'm 30, I have crohn's and achalasia and other issues like GERD and asthma but I'm doing okay. I wish I had words to comfort you but I can't find anything. Life is really a bitch, and meaningless, in a way. It's difficult to get invested in something that could be taken from you at any time, by anything.