>32 >too old for Jow Forums >ugly >poor >old clothes >cheap thin walled apartment with noisy neighbors >cockroaches or bedbugs every year >looks like shit >hermit for the last decade >tried lottery tickets >clean dishes for living in rat infested restaurant >tried looking for better work >nobody wants to hire an incel >too old to go back study >health problems piling up >abandoned therapy and meds >would suicide instantly but suicide means going to hell >ex friends are peaking in all the areas of life
>36 >too old for life >ugly/poor/stupid >mental issues >health issues >spend every free minute in escapism >too much of a coward to suicide
Gabriel Baker
>nobody wants to hire an incel >too old to go back study
Oh, I see, you're a self-sabotaging pessimistic loser. Neither of those are true and you know it, but you'd rather wallow in sorrow and depression rather than do what you know you have to do.
When you're ready to fix your life, which again I know you know how to do, let us know.
Angel Ward
>29 >Failed second year of Uni for the third time >No father growing up and stuff >fiance of 6 years and 2 kids left me for some wealthy attorney, they go on nice vacation and stuff >Live with my mother >Dead inside since sister killed herself when I was 14 >Don't know what to do with my life, nothing brings true pleasure anymore
easy for you to say.. how am I supposed to study with shitty job and no way to pay my bills?
Jacob Reyes
I get it, you're comfortable with your shitty life and its shitty routines. But other begins where the comfort zone ends. You have to be uncomfortable to expand your comfort zone. That'll let you live a way more comfortable life though. You have to sacrifice some comfort now to have way more later.
Brayden Perez
>25 >Finished high school at 24 >Going to uni in aug and will be 32 when done >Current NEET >Friendless >Never had a job
If I can man up and do start education then you can as well user.
What I don't get is how I ended up this way when everyone else in my family is very attractive and happy. I could understand being a failure if I came from a completely fucked family. But they are all Chads and Staceys and somehow I ended up just absolutely wrecked. I don't even look like any of them. They are all extremely attractive and I look like a fucking goblin. Did I get MK Ultra'd or something. Like what the fuck happened.
Landon White
Student loans and a less shitty job? Plus you probably qualify for FAFSA hardcore if you're poor.
Colton Harris
>would suicide instantly but suicide means going to hell
I would've thought that you'd wised up by now.
Jaxon Ramirez
are you the youngest child? how old was your mother when she was pregnant with you? That could mean everything, as well as her diet during the pregnancy and millions of all sorts of small, subtle things also could have had an effect on how you came out.
Ryan Jackson
If you are American, apply for FAFSA. You are too old at this point to require your parents' financial information and you will probably get the maximum Pell Grant which is like $6k. You can also get a job at UPS part-time and they will give you tuition assistance which you are eligible for on your first day of employment. They will give you $5,250 every year. Just those two things along should cover your tuition completely if you go to an in-state public school. Yes I'm the youngest and she was in her mid 20s I believe. I have no reason to think that she did anything different during her pregnancy with me than she did with the pregnancies of my siblings.
Jose Ross
>34 >live with gradually deteriorating elderly parents >genuine mental illness >haven't worked since 2006 >weekly therapy sessions with normie therapist for the past four years that is totally worthless not even mad. having some pocket money to spend on stuff would be nice though. i took some programming courses at community college years ago but that field is way too competitive
Lincoln Moore
>>genuine mental illness
Don't we all think that way about us? I am not sure if it's just an excuse in most case desu.
Carson Brown
by genuine I mean genuine. as in certified by professionals genuine. as in a dozen trips to the psych ward since my 18th birthday genuine. not meme social anxiety or depression mental illness (although those are also crippling in their own way).
Lincoln Butler
Not him but it's not an excuse for me. I've had severe anxiety since I was a little kid and it ruined my life. There are tons of family pictures on the computer on which I'm typing this, and I'm not in a single one of them, and it's all because of anxiety.
Mason Wright
sounds like this is my kind of thread
>33 >kissless virgin >neet >health problems >bad teeth >used to be really smart on paper (130+ IQ) >really dumb in real life >ruined that with drugs >dropped out of college >addiction problems >mental problems >debt >living in basement >fucked up life
On the plus side I have a couple of good frens and my (mental) health is improving. I even managed to get into social and make acquaintances. Things look they are going to get better.
The problem is that I ruined my health and my brain and getting back into academia with like 115 IQ and debt will be is almost impossible. I feel like I wasted all my chances and now I am stuck being moderately good blue collar nigger with social problems and bad health.
>39 >my e-crush hasn't talked to me in over 6 months except when she wants free stuff Just want to die.
Luke Cook
Oh shit, you're me
>would suicide instantly but suicide means going to hell I think this too, which is silly considering I sin in a lot of other ways yet this one I believe is more unforgivable than those.
Adam Powell
>33 >long term gf >gf getting masters this week >don't make a lot of money but comfortable >still get to game, watch anime, and read manga >she has no interest in any of that stuff and doesn't pretend to but wants me to enjoy myself >gonna propose, marry, and impregnate hopefully this year You guys can make it
Julian Perry
>>gf getting masters this week user, I am really sorry for you...
Be 31 Have decent job. Have house. Have car. Have motorcycle.
The only attention I ever got from a girl was when I first bought my motorcycle. My neighbors daughter who lives 3 houses down wanted to go for a ride. She was only 15 and age of consent in our state is 18 and our state doesnt play with age of consent. A 29 year old guy and 15 year old girl would of meant me in jail for years. Would of lost house, job, ect.
Gavin Reed
Nah, like I said, I make a comfortable living and a have a clear trajectory. Also, her degrees aren't in anything particularly lucrative. She'll probably work for non profits and top out somewhere between 75-90k, which I might be able to match eventually. She's also pretty traditional and ready to get knocked the hell up. What kind of bike? Got a couple of shit bikes. Klr650 and ltd 454
Hunter Harris
>able to match eventually I hope you are right and I wish you the best of luck, dude.
Mason Turner
Your adopted or your dad isn't really your dad. That or if you have a older sister she could be your mom. I mean if she was 13 or 14 when she had you she could of just had her mom raise you as her own.
Angel Watson
Amazed you still have the capacity of having e-crushes.
Andrew Young
2015 Honda shadow aero. I really want a klr but they are stopping production for some gay reason and I wont get the smal 250klx or whatever it is. There are a lot of dirt roads outside of town I want to explore but dont want to risk my aero.
Connor Thomas
>slowly shedding all of my "friends" >dropped out of non-Jow Forums social media a year ago and barely browse Jow Forums anymore >watched some documentary about antarctica >currently reading a book about a man named henry darger >slowly gnawing through my backlog of vidya and literature >living alone for at least 3 years now without having a job, relying on relatives for very little cash so as to not irritate them that much >now have a rigid sleep schedule
good so far. at this rate I think I can finally drop sports media in a few months and increase austerity.
Josiah King
Why? I really thought we'd travel to see each other and I was going to marry her and all that.
Leo Brown
might finally get my diagnosis this year they're hesitating between autism and schizoid
Adrian Young
Thanks, friend. The klr is okay, I have nothing bad to say about. I also have nothing particularly good to say about it. I had an XR600 that was much more fun on the dirt than the klr, even at slow speeds. The klr is just a bit of a pig, but it has never given me one bit of trouble.
Michael Carter
Are they mutually exclusive? What's the plan after that, meds?
Jaxon Green
>Are they mutually exclusive? I don't know, guess not, but that's what they said >meds? I hope not, I'll refuse that as much as possible, meds fuck you up I'm not in the US, so I guess it's a little cooler, there's less opioids lobbying and they value patient choice
David Miller
> fucking incel thinks his life is hard when he's spending 30+ years doing nothing but academics Yeah no shit you're not struggling you retard you haven't even entered the real world you little bitch.
>32 >Aspergers, BPD, Severe Depression, all professionally diagnosed >See a bunch of therapists and the more I see them the more I get the impression they don't know what to do with me >Tried to do voluntary work years ago with an aim in going into paid work but it ended up with me becoming a nervous wreck every time after a week without fail >Resigned myself to the fact I'll never be able to work >Occasionally check on fagbook to see what my once friends and people who I knew in school are up to >Unsurprisingly most are married, have their own places and kids also >Spend my days refreshing this place, watching anime and playing flight sims when I can get the energy to >If I tidy up after a meal I consider it a good day.
i am in a similar place user. most days I find myself getting into arguments with my mother telling her that she should at least be happy I'm not mainlining heroin every day, which is slowly changing from something I'd just bring up in a rhetorical way/for the sake of argument to something I'm genuinely considering
Gavin Russell
Any1 here have enlarged prostate
Plz respond
Dylan Nguyen
>25 >failed at first in life but now have recovered and I am doing well >still no luck getting a gf
Jason Myers
wew lotta oldfags here.
Lincoln Kelly
Im 28 but this is a new frontier. please make more 30+ threads in the future. im eager to see what future awaits me.
Kevin White
sorry to hear all that user. depends on what your degree is. if its liberal arts, no. if STEM yes. and if you do want to finish, try and get work exp. or internships WHILE you're in school. hope things improve for you
t. 28 year old
Xavier Powell
dude UPS package handing is a backbreaking slave-labor tier job. no fucking thanks.
Owen Jackson
if you marry your wife, the masters degree debt becomes your debt also. be careful man. she'll probably get the degree, get pregnant, then stop working. sticking you with the bill
Matthew Ortiz
Why don't all you miserable old fucks move to southeast asia or something? If you got nothing here why not move?
Aaron Ramirez
Implying i could buy a plane ticket
Benjamin Gray
Because I'm not a rich American?
Ian Davis
>$600 really not that hard to save up
Daniel Nguyen
Then where will i live? How will i afford food? This idea of going to a new place with no understanding of the language and totally broke is silly to me
Jack Cox
feels like nothing compared to you guys but it's hard for me now >18 >gained all the weight i've lost last year due to laziness and lack of motivation >was nearly a what you could call a "chad" back then >now i'm back to being an unfit, skinny fat bitch i was >non-fit friends encourage me to smoke, which fucking sucks, but makes me feel good when i'm with them, socialising >at a creative trough, i know this will go by itself soon, but the panic of a possible burn out is always creeping at the back of my head >2 girls developed a crush on me, as it seems, too much of a pussy to do anything >lost motivation to do school work >wanted to pick up reading more often, failed miserably (again)
if this continues on the way it goes on now, i'll end up being thirty having achieved nothing. thats especially sad for me, being me having expectations and ambitions way up in the sky
Blake Cox
go to /trv/ Plenty of travel hippies living on less than $10 a day
Henry Kelly
This thread hosts peaks of despair. You are not old enough to be incapable of something yet you are not young enough to begin from scratch. I wish the best for you. Remember yolo
Wyatt Murphy
>32 >live at home >two meme degrees yet work in retail >job is usually comfy, so whatever >no gfs, no friends >virgin, only been on a couple dates that went nowhere >bit of a loner, so it doesn't bother me as much as it should >spend my weekends drinking beer and gaming out >wish I had enough willpower to move out, though
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM 28 and just when i was thinking that it couldnt be worse i realise some of you retards had kids and have divorced... what the fuck were you thinking?
Tyler Anderson
How do you know if you have an enlarged prostate? Did you get it checked or just concluded you have one because it takes you time to be able to pee?
the dude i replied to is 29. but yeah sorry my Gs. be with you in 1 and a half years
Brody Peterson
>my Gs thats normie nigger emulator language. stop doing that right now
Nolan Campbell
i was thinking about playing nice not like anything is stopping me from shitting the thread. nigger
Jordan Fisher
It happened very fast after i took a test boosting supplement Also my hair fell out and libido got fuckdd. All of this happened in a span of 1 month. Definitely BPH. i get up randomly at night to piss now
>35 >NEET since 2009 >live off government bux >kv, no friends >social anxiety >bad teeth, failing health >basically spend all day every day on the inet, playing vidya, fapping, drinking and smoking weed I'm not happy but i'm content with my solitude. Or just numb. It's fine though. I've made my peace with it. I can keep going as long as i have my escapism.
Henry Bennett
Dont want a finger up my butt. They cant really do anything either lol
Noah Roberts
I have crohn's, you get used to fingers and all sorts of things up your butt. Beats dying in horrible pain.
William Diaz
I wont die from an enlarged prostate .i will just tinkle a lot a night. Also at work i will stand at the urinal for 3-5 mins looking at my dick that wont work, paranoid that the other people will notice there are no tinkle sounds and think im weird
Daniel Green
Im 30 years old, a sergeant in the Marines, fucked girls all over the pacific, still fit as fuck, some days are hard but i love the military and nothing and no one can take away the happiness ive experience through hardships.
Joshua Peterson
> 22 > Cancer > would suicide but gonna die in 2-4 years anyway so might aswell rape/kill someone before passing away
Kevin Hill
>32 >wizard >no friends >never had a job >both parents died last year >older brother gets everything in the will because I 'can't be trusted' >he got divorced and moved back in to my parent's house - now his house >I'm forced to comply with all his cruel degenerate demands or I'll live on the street contemplate suicide every day
Brandon Brown
Well not 30 but never gonna be so might aswell share anyway
Dominic Cruz
That's horrible, user. Mind telling your story?
Christian Brooks
How do I use tinder? I cant figure this shit out I usually just send a message "How goes the tinder grind?" preceded by a compliment. So something like 'wow youre cute. How goes the tinder grind?' It usually get a response, but I dont know how to respond to that response. Like if they say its going slow, how to respond?
God I wish I had the balls to go out to bars 10 years ago before this fucking app destroyed hookup culture
Jace Thomas
I'm BTFO even if I finish my degree and find a job she will ask for money as sin as I get my first paycheck
Oliver Perry
I hope this is true, because there have been too many people that I did not give proper goodbyes to. For you and I mean this from bottom off my heart.
Fuck you user please die soon.
Wyatt Lewis
Basically long story of cancer vulnerability in my family (mother side), happend that I got one. Currently stage III lungs No cure.exe and no money Probably will drop earlier cause I decided not to treat myself. Girl left me bout 6months ago cause well, no future in me. I spend my days wandering and doing nothing, generally being a dick to everyone but my parents, tho I occasionally blame them for bringing me into this world. I saved some money and I'm planing on killing/raping/both some woman to not die a virgin, trying some drugs and if I get caught along the way I prepared a small package of pills and alcohol so I can end myself in 15 seconds, until they make me vomit it back, on which case I'm going to live... To die another day. If god exists, I'll flip him off on my way to hell.
How's your life user?
Adrian Sanders
Thanks and fuck you too, see you in another timeline.
Christian Perez
Holy fuck I'm sorry user. That's brutal, especially at your age. My life is alright compared to yours. I'm 30, I have crohn's and achalasia and other issues like GERD and asthma but I'm doing okay. I wish I had words to comfort you but I can't find anything. Life is really a bitch, and meaningless, in a way. It's difficult to get invested in something that could be taken from you at any time, by anything.
