What keeps you going?

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I want to see how strong I can become, not in a powerlifter way but by conditioning my nervous system.

>checked
HmmmmMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm

i don't really lift with any end goals in mind, i just lift and exercise to distract myself from the drudgery of existence

if you lift and exercise only to lose weight or increase your bench of lose your virginity you're going about it all wrong, fitness should be an end in of itself not means to an end

having said all of that life is still very difficult and i find myself debating why i shouldn't get into hard core drugs like heroin all of the time, with the column listing all of the pros regularly beating the columns listing all of the negatives

You know I'm not quite sure

Hmmmmm

To fill the void of existence

I survive on a strict regimen of grass-fed beef, water, jordan peterson's reading list, programming, and lifting.

She's coming over in November. By that time I gotta be a god of muscle to compensate for the autism I've successfully managed to hide from her so far.

>probably fucked 5 other guys till november

Habit
It’s gotten to where I do everything out of habit and I made it a habit by forcing myself to do things I didn’t want to do so even if I want to die I don’t and keep going

I train because somewhere in my DNA there's a memory of a more ferocious world, a world where men could become what they are and reach the most terrifyingly magnificent state of their nature. I don't train to impress the majority of modern slobs.

Well, why would you say something like that? It's just not nice. What's wrong with you, why you gotta bring your fellow man down? Jeez, this board's gone downhill.

NGMI

Got nothing else going on

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If I gotta be as jaded as that guy, I'd rather never make it then. I'll just lift and try and lift and try.

Knowing how sad my relatives would be if I killed myself. Also I haven’t finished reading Moby Dick

Lifting

Also this

It's a great book and not very long, get to it

i second this

right now its Yukio Mishima

Don't be jaded but also don't be a deluded retard who refuses to see reality for what it is. An attractive female in her 20s is usually surrounded by 5+ orbiters ready to be her living vibrator if only she asked for it, which her hormones will inevitably make her do so. Burrowing your head into the ground because reality is scary is possibly the biggest indicator of never making it

My gyno, since I started lifting it began to disappear

Who told you she's in her 20s? And maybe that's true in your degenerate west.

>see reality for what it is
>this is your brain on Jow Forums
Women don't fuck their orbiters, dumbass.

you are fucking grannys? thats fucked up

Nope, try again.

>little kids
jesus im reporting you now

BASED

Guys? Trannys? Goats?

Don't listen to that sad cunt my dude, glad you're gonna see your chick. Get some for ol' Anonymous.

cringe. ngmi.

At least one sensible person still left. That's something. Thanks, brah.
19 is very much legal.

I wish this was bait, but I know it's not.
You're so fucking gay.
Reality is as follows:
If you're not confident that you're the best your woman can get, you've already lost. Women can smell insecurity like a shark smells period blood. Any guy who is successful with women knows this.
Women don't fuck "orbiters", anyway, they fuck men they're attracted to, who surprise, don't have to orbit because they're socially adept and good looking.
Now that I've wasted about a minute on this, could you do me a little tiny favor and GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEE

Jesus. Thanks for steppin in, mate, but it wasn't necessary. Just labeling him as a sad cunt is more productive

>19
>probably sucking black dick rn

Literally no blacks in this hemisphere.

I come here and try and encourage others with problems they're having, but I wanna die erryday.

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I don’t want to let myself become fat. If I become fat and fail my fitness grind and goal what’s to stop me from failing everything else?

Why would you want to die? If you die you won't experience cuddling anymore.

Spite. Pure unadulterated spite and rage against my fellow man. I fucking detest most people I know. They are weak drunken, inhuman fucking monkeys. They will never know the carnal pleasures of lifting heavy and cooming at 6am whilst doing barefoot deadlifts to Dancing Queen.

I take pleasure in their downfalls whilst I revel in my own victories, both large and small. Truth is, my victories are never small. I have cultivated such mass it would make Pangea shit itself. I lift heavy weights and I can lift people's spirits - if I so choose. But I don't. Fuck them all.

Spite motivates me. Spite keeps me going. Spite gives me a hard on, the size of which would make the Tower of Babel look like a fucking toothpick. Spite, my brothers. Spite is your friend.

You need Jesus.

I'd fucking curl in the squat rack and Jesus would have to wait until my sets over before he uses it.

>triggered betas jerk each other off in agreement that their innocent qts would totally never suck another man's dick for multiple months in a row
I bet all of you are underage or in your early 20s. I'll give you the harsh truth that you keep dodging because you seem really invested into this whole "making it with zero problems" optimist delusion - you are on Jow Forums. This fact alone already tells me a lot about your life and regardless of whatever path led you to here, the fact that you're enjoying the company of beta males, incels, infantile cartoon posters and literal children still remains. You can't get lower status than this, which means that by default the average man probably outclasses you. All you need is to leave your position vacant and another male can instantly fill it up with ease. There's no faster pussy drier than pulling up this place on your phone or worse, blogging about it to your gf which I know most of you couldn't resist doing. It's basically the equivalent to admitting browsing lookism, plus anime and psychopaths.

But hey if your intention was to create a re-affirmation circlejerk then by all means ignore my post and go on thanking the other betas for "stepping in"

my old progression pics and the constant strive to be my best self, also every peer thats proud of me for making it in this hard environment

There are couple things

>I want to see my real potential
>I am reminded of a version of myself somewhere out there who has it all, I want to get closer to that
>I want to taste things that I desire very much
>I just don't want to give up

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At the gym? I either come back because it felt good improving, or because I'm angry I didn't. Needing to deload is motivating and humbling.

based

I refuse to let my younger self mog me

It's alright bro you don't have to prove anything to us, you come across like someone who just watched a youtube video about women and really want to flaunt the shit you just learned. Go do some exercise to let out some of that stress instead of trying to infect everyone else with your negative energy.

Awww fuck. Deloading. Nothing more humbling.

Based

Same. Because of this I worked hard for a decent job. Now have all the best tech, a 2019 390hp car, am fit, my own house, 8 inch dick and 191cm tall. Am 24

Now I started hooking up with girls. Trying to find the right one. Fucked 8 girls this year. Pic related

Youre all gonna make it. Be confident. If it goes to shit just killyourself lmao what do you have to lose

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Same motivation, friend
Whenever i'm struggling to finish a set, i just picture a jew wringing his greasy hands, grinning.
Which each rep he begins to panic; it brings me great satisfaction.

somebody get this nigga a map and teach him what hemisphere means

Truth.

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this. The only reason I don't kms is because I wanna be a muscular camboy and get paid to show off my big dick someday

Follow your dreams you fucking whore

I feel way too anxious if I don't work out, like impending doom is at hand. Also I use weightlifting to burn off sexual energy and I've never ran out of that.

Same but the blacks

The fear of my son growing up with a fat dad. He is an amazing child and deserves a titan for a father

Stay injury free too, user. I couldn't do much more than bike with my dad because his ankles were so fucked.

Thanks, bro, I'm gonna make it.
Then I'm gonna make it on camera

Burning desire to have women hit on me so I can turn them down and hopefully make them feel shame about their body

Fat acceptance and body positivity culture must end.

this seems a bit petty, desu

>The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents... some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new Dark Age.
H.P. Lovecraft

Based

My faith into Jesus Christ first and foremost, then the rush of training and trying to be better in all areas of life. Life is fun and can be good if you really try hard from the bottom of your heart.

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Sheer willpower and unbreakable determination.

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10/10 Well memed my friend.

Afraid of death

ANIME. TIDDY. FOOD.

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Remembering how good things can be, and knowing that things will get even better if I can steer the ship in the right direction

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Killing myself would be devastating for my parents and grandmother

Based

Tia does

I'll meet a qt weeb girl in a month, so I want to give a good first impression. also I'm learning 日本語. I think I'm gonna make it bros

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My drive to become the best version of myself I can be, inside and outside.

cringe

How the fuck are there positives to Heroin? Have I been reading the wrong shit???

Amen.

Based

Bro he's gonna feel so proud of his dad one day.

The desire to build something rather than merely consume.

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Progress keeps me going. I will make it!

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I dig the first line... "the memory of a more ferocious world."

My heartbeat

Don't want to burden my family by killing myself.

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Imagine living day and and day out with that shit in your head. Jesus. I bet you spout all this vile shit but would back away from a fight.

Continent then.

You are.