25+ Thread: Acceptance

accepting your flaws is good but it sounds more like you have given up. It's not the same thing. Don't waste your time, find out what you want in life and chase it will all you have

I haven't given up. id go work in some remote place doing mindless labor if it paid enough. I've already hit all the adolescent milestones and got it out of my system. I just want a decent, steady income so i can start investing, saving for retirement. That's all i really give a shit about. I don't want a wife or kids, i just want to stack cash and retire ASAP

>27th birthday
>spending it alone in a hotel room drinking some beer I bought at a convenience store
>bought a pack of cigarettes despite quitting smoking years ago
>asked friends/acquaintances/whatever out for dinner
>"sorry already ate lol"
>even got locked out of my hotel room and had to ask the staff for a key
hope: evaporated

quite the opposite, gonna be a high flying go-getter, i'm afraid

what does that entail? oregon trail

I might have had sex several times before but my job is unfulfilling.

good for you then, best of luck

accepted into a field with good career progression and forced human interaction and education

>no female will ever want you

how do you guys deal with this? the realization has hit me quite hard lately since reaching 24-25. when i was younger it was just a vague worry but now that i've settled in to adult life it's suddenly become very real.

>28
>just quit my last job
>only ever work part time/nights cause i hate being around people
>credit gouged to get 5k in cards/loans, can live off that for 14 months
>live with mother, she doesn't want me to go needs me paying rent. stress free home
>no friends, gf, ect. designated loner

>absolutely no idea what to do with my free time anymore
>drinking gives me awful heartburn and acid
>fucked up colon so i can't even enjoy binge eating
>back pain means i can't sit and enjoy video games, haven't played a new game in years
>only thing i enjoy is weed but it makes me so unbelievably lazy and degenerate that i'm staying away from it

no idea what to do. looking for a new job, i only need 12 - 15 hours to survive, i will find one within a couple months. i just have no hobbies or drivers any more. zero interest in female, ever, barely have a libido honestly. back pain stops me from writing/drawing ect. like i used to

all i do is lie in bed and surf youtube/Jow Forums. i stopped eating a week ago because my stomach issues got to their worst. at least my money will last longer now

family doesn't care, i strategically throw cash at my mother and sisters so that they leave me alone. stay trim and clean so i don't outwardly look like a complete degenerate

i am also a phenomenal liar and can keep multiple charades going at once, which is pretty much the one thing that's kept me going through life whilst having to do barely any work. i have no other marketable skills. none

my stomach hurts