Why is everything better as a child? Nowadays I can't enjoy absolutely anything anymore. I watch movies that before I would love but now they only make me angry and bored. I don't enjoy anything as an adult anymore.
Why is everything better as a child? Nowadays I can't enjoy absolutely anything anymore...
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Easton Scott
probably the brain just gets used up and worn out
Austin Robinson
You learn of some undesirable truths as you grow older.
Elijah Perry
you are just depressed. most normal people are still happy even as adults
Nolan White
As a child, everything is new to you, you have no experience about anything, that's why as you grow up you see that time is going "faster".
So you start growing up and getting more experiences and getting a better view on things and how they work, you start to get tired of those same stuff too, since they no longer seem so "magical" as they were once.
It sucks, but that's how it is. You either accept that or do drugs to escape the shitty reality of it.
Jaxon King
do drugs user
nothing brings back that childlike sense of wonder quite like weed and lsd
Robert Gomez
time actually does go faster because relativity, retard.
Dominic Cruz
link me something on that subject please.
Hunter Hughes
But I do take drugs
Hunter Thompson
yeah, drugs that are meds.
Just take some psychedelics and if not, you know where you live, i;m sure you can just go down some hellhole and find hard drugs and do a mix of them to OD or something.
Austin Kelly
Are psychedelics better than just taking some Xans and Vyvanse?
Hudson Cox
Yes, just don't be a schizo or be on medication like antidepressants and anti psychotics it will end very bad, at least that's what happened to me.
Juan Miller
>don't be on medication like antidepressants and anti psychotics it will end very bad, at least that's what happened to me.
Now you have to greentext it.
Hudson Fisher
It's too fucking long and not worth it.
So i;m just going to say what happened. I started to get very paranoid and the hallucinations and delusions were way more stronger than before and i literally had a mental breakdown and needed to be hospitalized for 3 days.
I almost got sent to the psych ward but because the doctor was friend of the family they gave me another chance. I guess that drinking alcohol did not help too.
It was a real shitty experience for me.
Leo Long
Ah and yes, i still was taking the meds that made me had fake memories, i wonder why, they only started when i took them and stopped like 1 week after i got off them, pretty weird.
Asher Cook
>It's too fucking long and not worth it.
It actually is worth it to me because I've had a pretty similar experience with the Ritalin and I got totally fucked mentally. My family was thinking of putting me on the psych ward too.
Please tell me everything. What drugs did you take? Did you tell them it was because of the drugs and you weren't crazy?
Connor Turner
Uh, well, i told you yesterday that i was going to try and get a hold of my mom to see what i was on at that time, but im pretty sure that it was Zoloft and Risperidone, at least trying them. The other med, i do not remember what it was, but i will try and find out and give you an answer. But it is never a good idea to be on those kind of meds, take alcohol and psychedelics if you're already having problems like those.
No, i never said i took drugs other than they gave me and that i was also drinking while on them, they never did bloodtests anyways so i guess it was neglected by them too. But yeah, after that i was fucked up for about 2 weeks, i wasn't able to fall asleep since when i tried i would just jump like when you are having a dream and you fall, you know, that kind of "jump". Which only made things worse for me.
How did you got out of your situation?
Mason Ramirez
>How did you got out of your situation?
Rest and a few weeks of being completely fucked up. Throbbing, burning headaches that were so strong I needed to hit the table out of pain, and an episode of derealization/depersonalization. I got through it and I'm mostly fine now.
Did you ever watch La La Land? What did you think of it?
Matthew Evans
You're one of the good namefags Kierk
Adam Bailey
Do you even know what you're talking about or are you stooped?
Aiden Mitchell
Shit, that derealization/depersonalization shit sounds weird, i think i never experienced something like that, what does it feels like?
>La La Land
I was tempted to watch it, but i have a very negative view of those kind of movies since once i was forced to watch some generic musical shit with my cousin.
But is it any good? because if it is or you say so, i will give it a try and give you an honest answer.
Nathaniel Green
>what does it feels like?
It's like being outside of yourself. Like watching your life from another POV. It's like you're not living your life but your consciousness is somewhere else and watching it all like a sort of movie. It was the scariest experience of my life. Absolute Hell.
>But is it any good? because if it is or you say so, i will give it a try and give you an honest answer.
Yes. It's good. It's not an extremely brilliant movie, but it's good.
Brayden Powell
>It's like being outside of yourself. Like watching your life from another POV
oh, then yes, i have experienced that, but not a lot of times and not for long. I never knew it was that or looked into it, i was more concerned about some pretty weird delusion i still until today.
>Yes. It's good. It's not an extremely brilliant movie, but it's good.
Yeah, ok, will download and watch it then.
By the way, how was the spiderman movie? was it the usual shitty super heroe movie or was it shit but at least fun?
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Colton Price
>how was the spiderman movie?
Awful, just awful.
>was it the usual shitty super heroe movie or was it shit but at least fun?
It was pretty shitty, generic, unfunny and overall pretty mediocre. There were a few scenes that were at least fun and appealing visual-wise, but the movie in general was shit. I wish I never watched it.
When I came back home I watched some of the Spiderman: into the Spiderverse. Now that was a masterpiece.
Isaac Flores
god i wish taytay was my gf, but i'm a fucking manlet.
As i thought, not even going to try and watch it out of curiosity now.
>Spiderverse
Is it that good? i'm a bit skeptical since there are not many animated movies that i like. But the animation doesn't seems to be the normal type, so im kind of interested just because of that.
Aaron James
>>Spiderverse
>Is it that good?
It's extremely good if you like animation. It's quite funny too. I'd recommend it and give it a 5/5 stars, and there aren't many movies that I recommend.
Colton Mitchell
Right, then just for the artwork i will give it a try.
By the way, just out of curiosity, what kind of lab test did you had to do today? you said something about it last night before fucking off.
Connor Cruz
Cortisol and stuff. Turns out my alarm clock didn't ring and I didn't get there on time (it has to be only in the morning). Can you believe that?
Luke Jenkins
Depression causes anhedonia
Hudson Wood
Sucks, i used to sleep through my alarms, now i just wake up "naturally" only after 4 hours of sleep.
Will you have to do the lab test again tomorrow morning or Monday? or are you going to drop that?
Blake Morales
>now i just wake up "naturally" only after 4 hours of sleep.
You only sleep 4h a day lmao?
Austin Jackson
Today is the day, I'm going to be ending it now early in the morning just before my parents wake up. I haven't slept in almost 30 hours.
Goodbye everyone, and thank you for the fun times. I'll start in around 45 minutes. sJE
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Aaron Ramirez
I should not sleep during the day or at least put something to block the sun on the windows.
Jackson Williams
Ever taken Purple Passiflower? It's good for anxiety.
Colton James
No, first time i have heard/read about it.
James Russell
But i have some weird fucking dreams, so i guess it is ok to be sleeping so little, in a way at least.
Oliver Kelly
I need to work on my book and finish my thesis (start it actually) of university but here I am, at 5 AM in the morning, watching a movie by Woody Allen and reading a book by Nabokov.
What are you doing right now?
Jonathan Davis
Weren't you done with everything related to university? Also which movie?
>What are you doing right now?
Was trying to find some good porn, and about to stop shit posting on other threads.
Isaac Foster
OP is just a negative niggerfaggot
Benjamin Lee
>Weren't you done with everything related to university?
No, I have to finish this Thesis this year or my parents will murder me.
>Was trying to find some good porn
I'm extremely turned on by mommy incest porn, and if you're into that, I'd recommend checking the JOI and POV sections of both incestflix and milfzr (I recommend milfzr more).
Carson Powell
>I'm extremely turned on by mommy incest porn
Not anymore, nowadays i usually just jerk off to stuff like girls cleaning floors, folding clothes, doing the bed, reading a book or a magazine and basically doing any normal chore.
Brandon Turner
>nowadays i usually just jerk off to stuff like girls cleaning floors, folding clothes, doing the bed, reading a book or a magazine and basically doing any normal chore
lmao. Is that the 50s woman fetish?
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Brandon Wilson
>Is that the 50s woman fetish?
no idea what that is, just go on pornhub and search downblouse and you will find some examples.
Hunter Reyes
What is this philosophy major shit. I know you get a lot of pussy studying that because where I live only girls study that shit like 9:1 ratio
Juan Diaz
Maybe you just suck lol. My childhood was constant anxiety and trying to fit in. Now I have sex and do whatever I want
Connor Flores
probably because you're a brainlet that does the same 3 things every day