I am not about to down shots of blue velvet because I am happy.
Please, please Jow Forums toss me a (you) in this trying time.
I am not about to down shots of blue velvet because I am happy.
Please, please Jow Forums toss me a (you) in this trying time.
I got kicked out of discord for no reason, I was talking on voice.
>me me me
I'm sorry to hear that user, I've never heard of anyone being banned from discord with the exception of a few e-celebs. Now that the rug's been swept from under you, maybe some good'll come out of it.
I'm a recovering alcoholic so I cant drink but I'll stick around in the feels tavern. What has you down, user?
i just want to make her happy but she wont let me
Shoot I don't have any wojacks saved
Well user I appreciate the (you), for your question the state of things really. I'm a sort of doomed person, in a doom mood.
Hey there, it's the blackster user...
I'm still living in the loop I told everyone in the feels bar thread.
>breakfast
>cig.1
>Jow Forums/vidya
>launch
>cig.2
>groceries
>cig.3
>home again
>Jow Forums/vidya/jacking off
>dinner
>cig.4
>Jow Forums/vidya
>cig.5
I'm insomniac so I lost the sense of time and I don't know how to break this loop
What do you mean doomed? Tell us more, user. Heres another wojack.
Here is a little /feel/ from me just this afternoon
>be me
>drive through old neighborhood
>see old house i grew up in
>it looks the same
>hear children laughing
>makes me think of all the times my friends and i gathered on the driveway to play yugioh or to play tag or to bike
>think, "man these kids don't know how good they have it." i remember my dad telling me the same thing when i was their age and thinking nothing of it
>dawning realization set in that there was a time where my friends and i gathered to play or ride bikes not knowing it'll be the last time.
>drove away
fuck man, to go back to simpler times
(pic related)
Who? Oh and your day sounds pretty comfy desu. Do a fight club for your insomnia.
I tried everything user.... but it just won't stop until I faint somewhere between the sixth and seventh day awake just to get 3 hours of sleep
Doomed as in the sense that I don't have an education, I'm not especially attractive and I'm pretty fucking stupid and all that. Haha. Wrong body too.
Nice neighborhood you've got there. I'm in my childhood home for a bit, it's a shame I don't have any childhood memories about this place on account of my memory.
Whats wrong with your memory user?
Don't despair. I'm sure you are smarter than you give yourself credit. Plus, all those things (other than your looks) can be worked on. I won't get preachy on you user, but the man upstairs made us each with a purpose. I am confident you'll find yours and you will blossom and live a fulfilling life.
Just keep crushing it, user. one step at a time.
Recovering alcoholic here as well. I've finally managed to go a month without having the overwhelming urge to down 14 beers.
>man
Cannot remake himself without suffering blah blah blah.
>sigh
I do not remember the days that pass by, nor any childhood happenings. I sometimes remember the specific event, but never the details.
Is your memory problem from anything in particular?
dude congratulations on that. Its hard fucking work. I'm coming up on five years in a couple weeks. Like you, I drank too much, too quickly, too frequently. Disrupting my life. Fortunately, no issues with the law.
Didn't mean to insult you with "man." Just food for though. Do you have any memory disorder diagnosis?
No.
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A girl I haven't spoken to in a while messaged me 'pst' I replied 'What's up?' and she hasn't responded. I've been feeling the worst I've ever felt lately which is completely unrelated to her but this hits harder than it would usually
Is she important to you?
Yeah, she is. We hardly speak but we've known each other for about 5 years or so. I like to keep up with her social media just to see how she's doing and watching her grow I'm rooting for her. The last time we spoke was in 2017
forgot my Cadillac picture
>went to eat breakfast with friends
>go back to friend's house
>friend offers me beer before leaving
>get home and start drinking
>decide today would be a great day to cut my grass
>get everything ready and roll a fat blunt
>smokinggrassandcuttingthegrass.jpg
>finish mowing and listen to some standup for a while
>devour some tostinos pizza.
>play some xbox for a while
Not sad, just saw you walking into the feel bar and thought I'd stop by and see you, user. Say, how about you come out to the parking lot.. I got something that'll brighten up your day.. and I swear it's not that GHB my cousin made in his dad's tool shed this time.
>only friend is my ex gf
>get drunk and ask if she wants to hangout
>no
>tell her it feels like shes not really my friend
>user if I didnt wanna be your friend i wouldnt reply to you
>text her a day later and say sorry for texting her while drunk
>left on read
Should I text her again bros? Its been about a week
I don't think it'd be that weird, but by god man, get some friends besides her. Maybe even let her know you're a little lonely and you'd like for her to introduce you to some new people you could become pals with?
Well I have like 1 friend I hangout with sometimes and like 3 old friends i could hangout with If I wanted to. Idk if I should text her though but I really want to.
The future is slowly starting to sound worse for me. My career choice was rather shitty but I'm too deep within college to stop now. Aside from that, I'm starting to lose faith in god and become suicidal due to life having no real meaning. Everyone in my family keeps telling me that all life has meaning but I know its not true. If life is just working with a few meaningless activities what is the point in living? Sorry if this was too depressing but its something that I've been thinking about all week.