I didn't realize i was gay until like 2 years ago. But in high school everyone always called me a faggot. I mean literally everyone. Even my mom kept asking if I was gay. I never even stood a chance with the girl I had a crush on cause she thought I was dating a guy (which was kinda true, but that's a different story altogether).
How did everyone already know I was a fag before I knew? I don't get it. Can people just tell?
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If they hadn't told you, you probably wouldn't be now.
>But in high school everyone always used the word faggot. I mean literally everyone.
Make any more sense now you beta prisonfag?
Kinda similar here, but I'm only prison gay bi so they were like half right.
I wonder about that a lot.
Not really.
when you look and act like a gay man people will think you're gay man, and you are
But I wasn't gay back then. I think.
I'm kinda-sorta similarish to you, I think?
My parents, classmates, would sometimes just casually ask if I was gay, or if I liked boys. I would, of course, be indignant and be overly mad when they asked that and give a stern "no!!!" (which in retrospect probably made me seem more gay) Very often I got called gay or fag for whatever reason, too.
I had been fapping to gay thoughts and using all sorts of mental gymnastics to convince myself I wasn't gay though (like, 'oh, it's just a fantasy!' or pretty much self inserting as the girl in straight porn and using the excuse 'uh it's straight porn so it doesn't make me gay, uh if I imagine I'm the girl that just means that I'll be a good lover for a girlfriend someday!') I was pretty much deep in the closet by that point and in denial, always insisting I was straight, always denying being gay, and whenever anything that might makes me seem gay comes up I would calculate every single move I did to make sure that nobody would even have the slight suspicion that I was gay.
I kinda moved on from that though when I was around 17, pretty much accepted I'm a huge fag from then on. Still was closeted for maybe a year after that because I felt huge shame over it, even though by that point I knew I was a homo.
It's been like 2 years from the point I realized I was a fag and lmao I've been on hrt for a year and I fully embrace being a massive fag now.
Sounds a lot like me but I had a easier time accepting my cocklust, just never embraced the gay. Why would you want to have sex with men? It seems so absurd.
you take hrt despite being just gay? Do you use serms to block the breast growth or something?
>Why would you want to have sex with men?
Because they are hot? Why else?
I'm not just gay, I'm trans now. I just call myself a fag, 'cuz it's pretty much true
>Because they are hot? Why else?
I don't know, the only thing I ever liked about guys was dick, which isn't reason enough to fuck them.
Damn I guess we are pretty similar. I've been on hrt for about 6 months myself. Still kinda closeted though.
same
got me into sissy faggot porn
then i realized i wasn't gay
Orange yourself before you wreak yourself.
why must you torment me with oranges.
What do you want from me.
I don't get it though, I have the same fantasies as you guys but I don't feel the need to actually act on it. Like to me its just something freaky and fun to fap, then I go outside and none of it matters. How did you guys let the fetish take over you so badly?
For some people it isn't a sexual fetish that goes away post fap
I like men sexually AND romantically
I want to be a girl whether I'm aroused or not
Yeah its weird. I can fap to dicks and sissy fantasies all night, then I go out and feel like a normal straight guy.
That's pretty much exactly what I was gonna say. To some people it's not really a fetish. I guess you should count yourself lucky that it is just a fetish for you.
could you stop posting that dumb wolf cunt
A little rude but yeah, okay.
>why must you torment me with oranges.
Is this better?
Have a taste of this one!
No! Why are the ears gone! What compelled you to do this, why the effort?
>I was dating a guy
I'm sorry OP, in what way isn't this gay?
Can people get "gayer"? How does that work?
The Kinsey scale of sexual responses shows 10% of men spend a few years split down the middle 50:50 homosexual:heterosexual.
Another 10% can spend 2 to 3 years fully homosexual before dropping back down to a lower ratio or even move back to a heterosexually dominant ratio.
To accept that whole study means having to accept most humans are inherently bisexual to varying degrees though.
I buy it, but again: how does changing the sexual ratio work?
Diet? Income? Climate? Do people just decide when to change it?
I'll admit I've felt "gayer" at certain times than others, but I don't really have a reason for it. Maybe stress was a factor, I have no idea.
>why the effort?
It's same as if you cut your junk off.
It's for science.
Cause it was no homo. Also he was really cute so it's not like I was dating a man. And it was for like less than 3 months. And I didn't do anything gay with him.
>can people get ''gayer''?
Idk, I guess so. Everyone changes over time.
Cutting your junk off is fucking gross, and so is taking off her ears.
>Cutting your junk off is fucking gross, and so is taking off her ears.
If a tree falls in the forest between two mountains and she doesn't have any ears, does it make a sound?
And it's not like I fucking asked him out or anything like that. It just kinda happened
No homo tho
Same everyone kept on calling me gay and a fag for no fucking reason and now im a closet fag. I think they sissyfied me
Fuck man. You know what, it was gay. It was. I really liked him. It just happened so suddenly and I couldn't admit to myself that I was gay back then so I distanced myself from him and acted like nothing ever happened.
I don't know why you linked this, but I dig it.
You probably acted flamboyant without even realizing it
> I never even stood a chance with the girl I had a crush on cause she thought I was dating a guy (which was kinda true, but that's a different story altogether).
So you were dating another man back then and you wonder why people thought you were gay?
>I don't know why you linked this, but I dig it.
Head down to the gay bar dance clubs bro they play this kind of thing all the time.
Nothing will tell you whether you're gay better than how you feel disco dancing with a crowd of shirtless sweaty hairy dudes. They love a little green sprout boy like you.
Alright when you put it like that it sounds fucking dumb.
Oh.
Still a good song.
>They love a little green sprout boy like you.
What the actual fuck does that even mean?
damn that song is fucking gay and sounds like shit
>What the actual fuck does that even mean?
You're fresh, green, cute and I see you're growing a sprout and I'd like to tend and fertilize you.
>damn that song is fucking gay and sounds like shit
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fucking faggy old man
>I didn't realize i was gay
>I was dating a guy (which was kinda true
>fucking faggy old man
I grant you the power to control poles.
You have one of those gay voices OP
Case solved
Why take hrt if youll never be a woman.
Be a feminime man if you must, all else is mutilation of a body that might function better otherwise.
You might not like your stronger build but not being as weak as a woman has its perks and you wont get the chivalrous attention of males to make up for your lesser capabilitis anyway.
Why grow tits if they will never nurse a baby but still be a possible risk of cancer?