Can someone help me please? I feel like Im insane and extremely alone...

distractions will only take your mind off of your problems wasting your time and many times worsening the problem when you could instead be trying to figure out a way to help yourself or at least amending it, at the end of the day you're still the same sad fucker you were before you just forgot it for a minute, pushing your problems away will only come back to bite you in the future

You're the ones believing that saying that kind of shit of advice will help everyone. I know this board is not worth saving anymore, but damn, i never thought the normies were coming here in such large numbers.

this is gay but killing yourself is honestly never the answer. talk to anyone that you have ever felt close to about your situation. that is the only advice i really can give because its the advice that prevented me from killing myself after my mom and dad died

Im a 20 year old NEET and I cant live like this anymore but I see no realistic escape from it. My mind, my body, and my soul have deteriorated so severely. The addictions, the mental ill, the lack of motivation, the lack of human contact, fuckin everything. I can hardly leave the house because of anxiety. Being alive is just a never ending nightmare. I dont want to sound like a faggot just sitting here boo hooing about myself but Im genuinely worried and scared about my life. I can barely function at this point. But my suicide would permanently change the lives of a few people and it weighs on me pretty heavily that theres a good chance they will have to go through that.

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Absolute garbage tier advice as expected from microcephalic tripfags. How the fuck is a suicidal man going to solve all his fucking problems at the moment when he is contemplating killing himself? Please just shut down your computer you idiot.

Ok, how long have you been a neet?
What kind of addictions, alcohol, prescribed meds or hard drugs? Also, do you have any idea what kind of mental illness you have?

Are you able to get some kind of professional help? first you need to kind of fix your mental health to be able to start improving your life and feeling better about how you're living. It wont change just like that, it will take time but it works for some people. Maybe the meds or therapy will work for you or not, they do not work for everyone, so i hope they do if you really decide to get some professional help.

That's the first step to fix your life, trying to work on your mental health.

God, I'm such an insufferable faggot

>permanently change the lives
thats already good enough to not off yourself, if you truly wants to improve you're gonna have to conquer your anxiety and lack of motivation, being alive is not fun most of the times, but misery works like two attracting magnets, the closer you are to it the stronger you feel it and the harder it is to pull away from it, you still have plenty of time to improve you didnt tell us your problems or motivations but if i were you i would start with small steps the first things you can do is changing your diet and fixing your sleep schedule, if you have the will start working out at home, situps and pushups however many you are willing to do, start grooming yourself too even while at home and take one shower per day, all of this to improve your mental health and set you up for dealing with the world and leaving your home in the future, talking to people online is also a good training for social anxiety

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Technically been a NEET for a little more than a year, but consecutively Ive lived like this for 2 or 3 times that. Ive have professional help in the past, I saw a therapist for the first time at 5 years old. Been in inpatient and outpatient before as well, last time I saw a mental health professional was back in like November of last year. Ive been on psychiatric meds a few times too. I dont think anyone can help me except myself, changing my life feels impossible though.

>solve all his fucking problem
i didnt even say that, you are not reading the post as it should be read

Seems fair, therapy and medication didn't help me either. But some people do not even give it a shot, but it does work for some others.

But yeah, at this point i think it is only you that can change things.
Do you tend to overthink stuff? or only focus on negative stuff or ideas?

>I dont think anyone can help me except myself
thats a good mindset to have but dont turn down help if you feel like it might help, you have to be careful because sometimes people trying to help can make you feel even worse, and its not impossible

user as a last resort please say fuck it and go see a doctor because why not. Maybe they can help

Last resort as in before making any rash choices**

I see the beauty in life but its really not relevant in my own life. So yeah the negative thoughts do consume me. The human mind is always searching for boundaries and since my life is basically trapped within 4 walls its like a prison of my spirit. My thoughts and feelings constantly bouncing around within the same small space for years...it has had a dramatic effect on me. There seems to be no hope anymore. I have mainly been coping with drugs since I was 16 or 17 but I cant really do those anymore. I have no money most of the time on top of being practically a shut in means I cant really do drugs. Plus I cant trip anymore because my consciousness is like poisoned at this point. My mind is so warped from the acid that going through it again will probably send me over the edge. And weed just gives me anxiety these days.

>drugs
you fucked yourself up

Shit, i don't know, when i did drugs i knew that i had to quit because it was only making things worse. Also little by little stopped drinking myself to sleep.

I was talking about that with another user last night, the overthinking bad shit, and there's really not much that you can do about it other than discard them or trying to debate those toughs with rational kind of "positive" ones.
Maybe you can find something worth that will help you if you read what he said: