Post why your a social outcast

That sounds like a typical day at the park, fren, nothing wrong there.

I'm just a cunt to be honest. No mental illness, no crippling disability, just a massive cunt.

what a fucking traitorous cunt. did you get back at him? I hope he drowns in ice water in the 9th circle of hell

I made him break up with his gf, I made him argue with my mother in a way that she won't forget him easily, surprisingly... he always came up as a better person unlike me, everything I did to make him suffer made him stronger while everything good that has happened to me made me weaker

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>everything good that has happened to me
OwO what good things happened to you? nothing good has ever happened to me besides being good at science

Orbiters that are willing to date me
Job opportunities
Not serving 20+ years in jail for the shooting attempt
Medicines
People who tried to get attached to me
etc.

It sucks not being able to feel nothing, yeah sometimes it is great but other times you wish you could understand more on how others feel

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oh so your a female? fuck off and die whore you are the problem in this world.

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I'm a male.

Males got orbiters too yaknow?

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post face then if you actually get orbiters

I'm insecure about my face, but just imagine Euronymous and Varg's lovechild

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>tfw no aspie mass murder bf

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I fucking hate you black metal faggots so much
>dumped my ex girlfriend
>used an apartment key she gave me and forgot about to fuck a girl in her apartment
>she walked in
>white knighted all my friends
>i got completely ostracized and blacklisted
>been a fucking loner ever since
>never recovered

what is happening in that picture? is he a spy who is being choked to prevent him from swallowing his cyanide pill?

i'm boring and socially retarded
pretty dumb too

And what has that exactly anything to do with black metal?

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Did you have weapons on you?

>about to fuck a girl in her apartment
fuck off and die normalfag Jow Forums is for social outcasts only

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No, he's a chink who ran over a bunch of children last year

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A Beretta A400 Xplor and a 9MM iconic Tec 9 + pipebombs, and some prepped molotovs I only had to lit up

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based! the only good asian is a dead asian

>niche interests
>socially inept
>no desire for relationships
>disregard for social status
>recovering 2 year neet
>generally apathetic
i could go on

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Autism is the root of my issues

>was pacifist and did not know how to start a conversation
> as time went to i was forgotten while not being gone always regarded as part of the background
>ended up totally devoid of social skills because I wasn't able to initiate

I gotta say I respect the people who give it all up and only listen to black metal. I love black metal but I also love a ton of other genres of music. Thats true dedication, if your not lying (which OP probably is)

have you tried planting metal inside of his?

>best lives
k

I don't wanna kill him, nigger has been there when no one else was, he made some mistakes but he also did some good stuff for me

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and at this point the verdict was made and that verdict was that you are fake

Don't wanna get banned, also I've always been told I'm good looking while I do not think so, what's the point

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>ginger
>fat
>poor social skills
>huge fan of Thomas the tank engine
>collect alot of pic related

I just want a gf

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I wasn't talking about kill, I was talking about crippling

that you don't provide evidence

I just don't want to hurt him physically, also he's not staying in my house so I couldn't cripple him in his sleep and there's no way I would manage to directly do it, he's a 6.66'' megachad headass

>socially inept
>shut in

can't you just "accidentally" hit him with a car like a rented one?

It's Jow Forums, you can believe me or not, I'm not interested in my looks or a relationship so what benefit I could possibly get from lying, I'm also a neet from 1 year now and there's no chance a girl would see me

I have no interest in small talk. Every discussion is a deep, four-hour skull session about existential philosophy or psychology or hypotheses around fringe science or sociological examination of cultural biases. And so on. I eventually realized that this bores the living shit out of everyone else, and the only people who could tolerate my presence were using me.

That was in my late 20s. I decided, since I could not interact with normal humans properly and I could not trust myself to recognize when I was being abused or screwed over until I was staggering around with a knife in my back, I would find ways of living without other humans.

I'm now in my 50s. I haven't had a friend in decades. I sometimes go so many months without talking that I forget how and it takes me a while to make something other than weird croaking noises when I have to speak to a cashier at the supermarket. I am going to die alone, and it will probably be months before my corpse is found.

Ah well, such is life.

I like you, you like Watamote, I'd probably be your friend in rl

I have a what can either be described as mental condition or a series of anomalous personality traits that are so rare and utterly unique to me that I can't be classified or understood by anyone, including myself. This has affected my education, employment social life and physical condition both positively and negatively. Mostly negatively.
I can't find anyone like me and therefore at 24 I still long for that understanding that no one can offer. I have a long track record of people betraying me in the most awful ways when I reluctantly open open up to them. For these reasons I do not trust people.
These feelings cause me to expend a lot of energy communicating with people apart from my girlfriend and immediate family, and so I actively avoid contact with those who try to get close. This causes me to inherently distance myself from friends or prospective friends.

I even chose long distance relationships with girls in Asia multiple times over normalfag relationships in the likely vain hope that the counties they inhabit could be more suitable for someone like me.

Also I hold ethnonationalist political views, and this is a big nono with the normalfags. This has caused me to avoid revealing my power levels with pretty much everyone.

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i choose not to believe you because you are shit at lying

goddamnit you remind me of myself and im only 18

>ethnonationalist
GTFO, fashie.

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Spot the 14 year old
>inb4 IM AKSHULLY 16

Whatever you say champ, if I'm here it's because I'm miserable as shit, why would I lie to you faggots

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t. antifanny

Are you shitposting, or do you really think this is how a middle school teenybopper writes?

Well, try not to isolate yourself for too long if you can avoid it. Do some reading on Harlow's "Pit of Despair" experiments on monkeys where he found that social isolation causes permanent physiological changes in the brain which make the monkey incapable of picking up social cues, and as a result is driven away or killed by the other monkeys when it's reintroduced.

I've been isolated for so long now that people tell me I give off what has been described as "axe murderer vibes." People can just feel that I'm not right, and I'm no longer capable of any kind of prolonged interaction with people.

If you force yourself to have interactions with people, even if they're negative, you'll at least prevent changes to your brain which will permanently remove even the possibility of future socializing.

But what do I know, I'm apparently a callow teenybopper.

whats your discord dawg, i want you to lecture me on philosopy

I'm a perma neet with apergers and bipolar
i hate everyone
society deservers to collapese

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lol fucking edgelord
get a job

I'm a middle-aged sperglord. I use IRC, "dawg."

>tfw too intelligent
a pretentious faggot one yes

zoom zoom
you can't get a job if your mental ill dumbass
kill yourself

It's because I'm straight up fucking retard with crippling social anxiety, some people find my personality interesting but every time someone get in a closer relationship with me I fuck it up badly

You ain't a sociopath kid, just a lame copycat without originality, a mere normalfagg who lacks personality which apparently is also mentally retarded since you got caught (I doubt this is true, you're probably lying anyways.)

The fucc outta here normie. It's time to go back to Tumblr

>I'm a middle-aged sperglord. I use IRC, "dawg."
t.

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I'm a very boring person and I don't like to do anything so I don't go outside.

Are you the choposter?

>general movements are weird
>struggle to speak to my own family even
>literally just fucking awkward 24/7
>lack of social development over the years makes me still very young in the head while also being "old" or "smart" in the head

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also to add
im fucking autistic as fuck
and bi polar as frick too
its hard to keep my body in shape as when im "down" I never work out I never get out of bed but on my upsides I do workout and I try to talk to people... key word "try"

do you also suck at vidya when down and are a god when high?
you get bux?

I can't make any friends because I lack the empathy needed to to make them feel appreciated.
I've never felt awkward or inadequate, most people I meet through small talk are nice and they usually want to spend more time with me, I've lost the count on how many strangers have added my phone number after meeting just once.
I have a lot of charisma and I seem nice at first but sooner or later I come off as an idiot, I don't reply text messages or calls back, I ignore birthdays and forget people's names, I forget dates and cancel them at the last minute. I fucking suck at caring.
I wish I cared more for other people, I hate my huge ego and how easy it is to me to meet new people discarding old ones like they were garbage. I'd rather spend time on my own than being a total dick to someone else, is a vicious circle of not caring for someone because I know I'm not good enough and not being good enough for someone because I lack empathy.

Yeah when im down I feel like im worse, I played a lot of cs and was pretty "bi polar" when it came to skill. Sometimes I fuck, and other times im fucked vs globals supremes

>autistic
>depressed
>don't know what to do with my life
>just play vidya and shitpost daily

Based. Is it cause normalfags cant handle banter or what

>Find most people boring
>Along with a ruined childhood full of solitude
I can converse like any other guy but I cant ever make solid relationships

>Bipolar
>Depressed
>Aspergers
Other than that, I'm just a dumb fucking retard

>Don't really talk to anyone
>Don't "contribute" according to someone
>Selfish
>Constantly assume everyone doesn't like me
>Dwell on shitty, but superficial interactions for days

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I have Asperger's.
My problem is that I'm not good at meeting up with people. When I'm actually around people, I can talk to them, but when I'm alone, I'm too autistic to actually try to ask someone to do anything with me. Maybe it's because I hate texting.

>Don't leave house much
>When I do I don't talk to people unless I actually need to or if they approach me
>Suck at social cues
>Visibly antisocial
>Easily offended and might dislike someone for years because of something they did even if it wasn't extremely significant
>Isolated myself since middle school
>Just got worse from then

I think I might be aspy but idk

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I find it hard to relate with people. When I'm talking to someone I find myself at a lack of words and anxiety that I'll say something that will make then judge me or think I'm stupid. I often studder and mumble, people will ask me what I just said and I panic and fuc up more. I've meet a few girls that find it cute but it's like pulling teeth with me. I'm a very smart person and I take pride in that, people know I'm smart they can see in in what I do.
When it come to talking politics or history Im amazing. I can debate when I'm talking about these, people think I'm a know it all asshole because I'm always correct and can be quite aggressive proving that I am.

Im still part of the world though, people know I exist. I always used to bee my true self but as time went on I learned how to be a good liar. I've built my way up the social hiarchy with lies, I live in a house if cards though, all it takes is one mistake and I all falls down. You may think I'm retarded but it's all I have there is no turning back at this point.

I'm not a pathetic waste though, I have good looks and good intentions. I've gotten into weight lifting and overall self improvement and have bed making good progress. My main drive is to get a girlfriend. I want someone I can hold and be real with, I want someone I can try for. It's also nice to just hold someone sometimes.

I remember the time me and my old best friend spent the night together in an abandoned house. She and her family got in a very serious fight and she ran away from home. I was her only friend that could drive so she called me to take her somewhere. I took her on a ride out to the countryside to see the scenery in attempt to calm her down. We stopped at a lake at sunset and just watched it go down together in silence, I broke the silence and asked her what happened. She looked at me and broke down into tears, the only thing I could do was hug her. I have to say the best feeling in the world is feeling a girl melt into you.
Around this time it started to storm, not wanting to be driving a ragtop car in a storm we went to an empty summer house down the road from the lake. After sitting around watching her bawl she laid down on the couch. She still cried and whimper so I laid down with her and just held her. It turned into snuggling rather quickly. I got a boner but she didn't care, she pushed up against me more infact.
We fell asleep, I woke up before her. She rolled over in her sleep and was now facing me. I just stared at her admiring what I see. She woke up to me looking at her, i got embarrassed but she laid he hand in my face and just looked at me with the softest eyes I've ever seen. Then she kissed me, I kissed her back and we got into it. Almost into taking clothes off but we both stopped.
We rode back to town in silence listening to the radio, I still remember the song that played

Say hello to heaven- temple of the dog.

I don't know why I wrote this, but this event changed my life. I knew what u felt like to be someones world for a day. What eats me up is that I'll never feel love like that again, she did end up running away in the end.

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>literal definition of retarded (too fucken slow to act on shit on time and even undertanding stuff. I get it eventually but what good does that shit do when it was needed a minute ago? Especially in this fast paced world, it means you're basically fucked almost everywhere you go).
>I don't talk enough or I will fucking talk your ear off about a subject I think literally I only care about
>Socially retarded too

Was placed in a special ed class because of it while in elementary school full of complete down syndrome kids and others who could barely walk. I was the only one who legitmately could follow directions okay. Fucking still am retarded so there's that.

I have aspergers and make black metal but have loads of friends.

Some good reads in this thread
Bumpty boo

I know what it's like man. You're now alone, I'm out there so you're not alone.

>I have some sort of brain disorder, and diagnosed BPD

>manically attach myself to cults and ideologies in the spur of the moment

>I stutter and ramble as I do

>I can't tie my shoes or drive.

>I work online, but I'm garbage with computers, I can't do anything right, in any context

>my behavior is erratic, as is my way of speaking

I utterly detest myself and pray daily for God to pull the trigger on this shit earth.

youtube.com/watch?v=fgZvg7SR_DE

I leave my apartment for groceries and to walk along the beach. I have 0 friends, except for one guy from college I chat with on the phone once a week about bizarre shit. I'm 25, never had a girlfriend. Fuck a few hookers just to know what sex was like but never had real sex.

>severe social anxiety
>extreme interest in weird obscure cartoons
>never leave the house unless I have to
>all my friends and my romantic partners are online
>socially awkward and can't hold a conversation without fucking up majorly
And they say women automatically win at life..

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I'm honestly just kind of a failed norman to be honest. I've never been diagnosed with anything and I don't really have any really fucked up thougts except typical violent fantasies everyone has. I'm sort of a sperg though, and I physically start shaking in public when I "fuck something up." The other day I was at the airport and couldn't figure out the self-service ticket counter thing or how to put the band thing around my checked bags and I freaked the fuck out and the jitters wouldn't stop for a good hour. I also don't have any friends. I'm pretty picky with the people I talk to, and I'm only really welcoming to people I feel like would fit this crowd

same but I'm no woman and have no oine friends

>used to have lots of random violent outbursts as a child
>kicked out of many schools throughout my childhood so never managed to form a steady friendship with anyone
>found out later in life that my parents medicated me with god knows whatever calming substance against my knowing throughout my early teenage years which vastly elevated my depression and suicidal thoughts
>ran away from home many times, spent lots of time sleeping under bridges at a way too early age

Things have started to look up since I left to live on myself a couple years back, but my past has definitely left its' mark on me solidifying my believe that life is best lived on your own. I'll probably always be a social outcast but that doesn't mean that I can't be happy.

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>>extreme interest in weird obscure cartoons
post favs

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you sound based
what do you mean online relashionships?
also i'v been looking for a outcast gf forever

you seem like the ideal friend please please please add me please kvlt#4587
im just like you

Strangely, i am all of those things

bfdi and inanimate insanity

OH and i really like just shapes and beats. its a game not a cartoon btw

Don't add this guy he's a nutjob

All this thread is a COPE
You would never be an outcast if you looked like this
F A C E = L I F E

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