I tried to kill myself nearly two hours ago

i tried to kill myself nearly two hours ago
the plan was with a one time charcoal grill in the bathroom.
i taped up the door and ventilation, so that no air could come in or escape.
i sat in there with the grill on for over 30 minutes, but i did not pass out, in the end my eyes and throat hurt so badly it was unbearable and i ended up ripping the door open, running out and coughing on the ground for a solid minute
i thought i would pass out within 15-20 minutes, but as mentioned i was in there for over 30 minutes
im mad at myself for not being able to end my miserable life

pic related, picture of the the bathroom at about 12 minutes in, you can make out the floor tiles at the bottom

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Hey but have you played Nuclear Throne? It's pretty fun.

hi user. you dont know me, but im glad youre alive. i dont think you should try killing yourself. theres more opportunities for life to get better. please dont give up. im here if you want to talk. please take care of yourself

You should get your smoke detectors checked along with those dubs

go talk to a therapist instead of making shitty threads like this one

I wont be all pussyfooted w u, but its a stupid decision theres more to life than pussy or probably whatever you're doing this over.

Try partial suspension hanging or w/e it's called. That's what I want to do. Kudos for having the guts to actually attempt.

Are you the same dude who sold his switch? That's gotta suck bro... Hope everything works out

What made you wanna do it?

don't kys. It's not worth it. Once you're dead you can't come back