I'm really fucking depressed lately

I'm really fucking depressed lately.

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Hope some morbid memes help fen

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I've been feeling like trash lately cos all my friends say they like me and wanna hang out with but then I see them on snap chat having fun without me feels bad man

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But life is beautiful. Cheer up, buddy! Call your grandma, tell your mom she looks great today, go fishing with your dad.

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Op what's been up with you why you depressed

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Hye Aiste fren. I can't say my mom is beautiful because that would be a straight lie and fishing with my dad is a huge no-no.
I only have one friend in this world wtf lmao.

>Why are you depressed
I have a shitton of vices like Drug and porn addiction and I feel like shit afterwards. Yesterday I snorted Zolpidem and I didn't even enjoy it wtf. I can't think straight today and I also have crippling intrusive thoughts.

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Why would you snort a sedative also do you have OCD?

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Get some help and live your life normally staying here wont solve that

>Hye Aiste fren
I'm sorry, do I know you? A ghost perhaps? As for the rest, I doubt it'll get better, but you can try tackling one thing at a time. I don't particularly know how to solve anything either. I think I might've missed uni registration deadline this year. Oh well.

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You abuse drugs/meds. That's to be expected.

My anger issues are getting worse and I hate people more day by day. Someone recommend me some games or anime please.

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>also do you have OCD?
Yes, a lot.

No, you don't know me. It was a mistake. Never mind.

Hey vv. I can't stop abusing drugs. Life sucks way too much for me not to.

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I don't think this will be the last time we'll speak.

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Honestly just kill yourself if your just gonna be this much of a retard and complain about your life being shit but you won't do anything to fix it

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Honestly this OP originolly

Did something happen that made you feel this way? or just the usual "gradually realizing your life is garbage and you have no purpose wishing that literally anything would happen to shake things up"

I've always been depressed.
Thanks, mom, for letting me playing alone with my toys instead of forcing me to interact with other kids and make friends.

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Yeah, i get you on that. I can't either, but stop making retarded ass threads then,

Anyway, Aiste. I hold no grudges towards you.

I love you vv.

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Would you join my pseudo-pagan suicide cult? We could establish a base in Siberia and get all the namefags there.

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Do you use discord kierk?

If the final goal is to kill ourselves, then yeah, if it is just RP'ing and shit, no.

I'm not into paganism.

No.

I'm not into paganism. What about Buddhism?

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Well, it depends. I'm still not sure how to drive a person to suicide.
Will it matter once you're dead?

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Can't be that hard, specially here.
Give more details about it.

You do, you lying drug addict.

>going to quit my job because it's a fucking scam
>feel like a failure because I'm going to be unemployed and it's my first job out of college and I couldn't last a fucking month
on one hand they did a damn good job at hiding the online reviews of them being shit, but on the other I feel like a fucking retard for putting up with it for this long and not leaving the second I saw the first red flags. I gave them the benefit of the doubt because it was my first job.

I did a few searches for jobs in the area and nothing seems to be good so I'll probably have to work retail or something for a short time. I know that quitting is going to be the right decision though because I feel a lot less stress over the idea of looking for a new job than I do working 10 hour days plus having homework/studying to do when I haven't even gotten fucking paid yet despite their promises. It's basically been non-stop work for this past month without any days off. Maybe I can take the time to try to make some friends in the area or some shit.

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>He actually wageslaves
What is it like being a slave for Mr. Goldberg?

not wageslaving anymore fag
even then the job I was doing was supposed to be sales but it turns out that I got hired for the worst fuckin company. I could probably take my training to someplace competent like state farm and enjoy the commission instead of the wage but I'm probably going to do something else in the meantime.

I have a bunch of insurance laws ingrained in my head now so on the bright side I better know how to do fraud if I choose to do that. Disability payouts generally don't go out unless you've been disabled for 6 months and it's something obviously permanent like being a retard.

by the way for any anons planning on killing themselves, you won't be able to get the life insurance dosh off of it unless you wait for 2 years after the policy was signed

I feel less depressed today.
I failed 2 courses.
The reason why im happy about that is because I thought I failed 5 courses.
It's my lucky day

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