Fuck
Just had sex for the first time, now I dont think I want a GF anymore. Sex is weird gross, exhausting and most of all boring after 15 minutes. She wasnt ugly or anything either but fuck I feel so empty now. Like I nutted my brain away. She left like 20 minutes ago and Im just laying in my bed more depressed than I was before I lost my virginity. I think Im gonna try heroin.
Or something idk
I'm so glad I'm not the only one who felt this way during first time lol
good now you brainlets realise why you're all so retarded for obsessing over something so stupid
Girl here for perspective: I felt the same way my first time, there was blood and it hurt really bad and it was in the dark. But later that day i wanted him to do it again. And the next time we saw each other. I think you just pretend to like it the first few awkward unpleasant times until you actually figure things out and are able to enjoy it. Do you masturbate or watch porn? That could definitely hinder your experience
the only way to know if its sex or girls is for you to take some cocks. for science
heroin a lot more fun than sex
It's because the sex is overrated, but the connection with the person you're having the sex with makes it something more. Take the true red pill: masculine male and shorter feminine makeup wearing male + a surrogate mother
post bob and lasanga
tfw snapped my hymen while doing martial arts as a kid. I probably lost my virginity to some girl. lmao fuck
I fucked first time when I was 21 to see what the fuzz was about. It wasn't that bad but oh boy I was not prepared for the emotional effects it had for me.
Sex is weird and oral sex is REALLY weird I overthink way to much. Gotta be high for sex definitely to be able to do it without wanting to die of embarrassment.
Sex was never anything I actively searched for, I was fucked with as a kid and it gave me weird perspective when it comes to sex and how I view as a whole.
Comforting to know its not my ego and everyone experiences something akin to what I experienced. I watch porn yes and I guess that might be why I think this way as well.
Best place to get?
Tired of asking for strippers for drugs so dont day ask a stripper.
look for a junkie and ask them
Can relate to the point I pretend I'm still incel.
I feel like I've got nothing I want from females anymore.
>oh boy I was not prepared for the emotional effects it had for me.
What happened? I only felt disappointment after they hype and realized I didn't really like her.
It's not the getting off we care about its lamenting over the fact that no one is attracted to us enough to want to have sex. Otherwise we would all be saved by prostitutes
go to a alcoholics anonymous meeting. most of them have done more than alcohol. if you're lucky maybe you can find a heroin addict anonymous (or whatever it's called) in your area. or make your own. i have an instructions list if you want it
Well... I had at that time undiagnosed personality disorder. Later found out that I got borderlines.
that's because you didn't love the girl
it ain't about the physical rubbing and shlicking and putting one thing into another, even though that can be fun too
it's about sharing an intimate, vulnerable moment, which is heavily devalued if the girl (and the guy, for that matter) are sluts
the fun parts comes in when you want to make your partner feel good (and vice versa) and the cuddling afterwards
You are gay but its ok to be gay
This is correct. You can't make yourself feel love for something that makes you feel nothing but emptiness
Ya see I thought that to way before I lost my virginity then a guy hit on me way to aggressively at a work party and I realized I was not gay.
>never felt emotional connection during sex with women
>could jerk a guy off for hours while kissing him and telling him i love him
How gay is this
When you give her the orgasm you will feel great
I cant think of a more fucked up thing to do then go to an aa meeting with a bunch of former junkies trying to score. Totally going to try that lol
>way too aggressively
even if you are into guys, a guy being super pushy and aggressive won't make you feel anything unless you like pushy and aggressive guys
not gay at all. normal night with the bros
mhmm drugs
Nice gonna jerk off all my bros now
>m-maybe I can still convince a stranger on the internet that he's homosexual!
Go dilate you fucking trannoid abomination
You might be asexual if it disgusts you that badly, OP. Maybe try it one more time just to make sure.
I've found that the best thing to give your life meaning is the acumalation of power.