At what age did you realize its truly over?
>17
At what age did you realize its truly over?
When I came on Jow Forums for the first time yesterday
Your filename would indicate that it was actually 3 days ago
21, my biggest life regret is not killing myself when I wanted to back then.
Seeing it firsthand is always disarming
When i were 19
21 here and honestly I think deep down I still have some hope but it's an utterly emotional attachment, and my logic tells me I'll be alone forever
Like seriously you still have a chance, you're still fucking fresh out of school, still have opportunities, people can and will employ you still, you probably haven't even fucked up your life in some major way that will permanently screw your life over. Don't give up when I was 21 I thought life sucked but I at least had a job and friends and a girlfriend and I was able to think clearly and had more energy and I looked good.
But because of my poor life choices i'm now 31 years old, getting grey hairs, balding, unemployable because of shit job history, no friends, criminal record, haven't had sex in years, no energy anymore, mentally ill, I look like shit and i'm facing homelessness again.
How is it over if you're still breathing you retard
> haven't had sex in years
go suck a baboon's dick
18 when I dropped off university. 24 now.
The ripe age of 16 when I realized that I have immense trouble establishing emotional connection with anyone, even including my parents, combined with crippling social anxiety.
>12
family relative died and got bullied for it
ever since i havent made any friends
21
Oeniglagpoo
18
But life is so cruel that in the next year it gave me hope that things may get better only for everything to come crashing down again
11 was when i decided to hermit up and turn away from humans.
Maybe even 7. The first time i thought of going an hero i was seven.
Cry me a River you feminine scab. Everyone has gone through this you faggot.
>i-i was b-bullied
So has everyone else on this board you cunt.
go through with the picture nigger
I was in the first grade. somehow, I knew I wasn't going to make it.
I would if I had a gun. but not because of some weak excuse like "I told everyone that my relative died, and as a result I got bullied in middle school and am now depressed and blackpilled"
7 when I discovered death due to the teachers mother passing away
10 years ago when I was 13. My gran got really ill and it made me realise life goes out in a whisper. I've been changed since that day, I used to be passionate and happy. I realise life isn't an amazing adventure, it's a boring slog.
23-25
I lost all hope and everyone hates how apathetic I have become (28 now)
22. Started having panic attacks at university and nobody cared. I showed me that I was the only smart guy in a sea of wolves and retarded NPCs
You have main protaganist disease.
And we're the minority, outnumbered by all else. I think of myself as a Cursed Protagonist, and victory would be won at heavy costs.
15 oreanoly
15 but curiosity kept me going. now i'm 32 and things are worse beyond my very worst nightmares at that age. i'll do it this christmas.
21-22 when i first started developing the "real" indicators of schitzophrenia etc.
16 when I got rejected 3 times in a row. My personality and social skills are fine, I'm just ridiculously ugly. I'm probably gonna rope if I don't get rid of my KHHV status by the time college is over.