How did you imagine your life would be like as a kid? Where are you now?

How did you imagine your life would be like as a kid? Where are you now?

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i didnt think of the future when i was a kid i just had fun enjoying the present , right now im a broke college student full of despair

You keep making that same thread over and over, go fuck yourself cunt

this is the first time I've posted this schizo

I am basically doing what I thought I would as a child. I'm just lonely.

I imagined I would be an almighty godlike being who kills everyone.
I'm just an ordinary person who still has those same dreams.

I was surprisingly right about many things

I didn't imagine I'd even get accepted into university

>I'll be living in a large quiet detached house with a garage and garden, just like my parents.
Reality: I can just barely afford the mortgage on a shitty 1-bedroom flat in a street that smells of piss and marijuana. There's no space to park a car.

>I'll be married to my crush, we'll have one son who looks like me.
Reality: Girls won't even acknowlege my existence.

>I'll have a career as a respected Maths/Physics teacher.
Reality: After spending 3 months as a trainee teacher, I realise that working in a school is for masochists.

If I remember right, I've never thought about the future.
I remember myself being always in the clouds, spacing out of reality. having fun playing videogames so I could escape from the quantity of shit my family went through.
Nowadays I'm studying to become a game designer, so maybe someday I could create my very own world and share it to people.

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best of luck with your studies fren :)

>7 y/o "I am going to live on a farm alongside my gf and all of my favourite animals"
Can barely pay rent, own only a cat, gf is nowhere to be found

pussy pics pls

I don't remember. Have a pretty shit memory or blocked stuff out.
I know i wanted to study volcanoes though.
I'm a 39 year old NEET that struggles with life.

As I kid I thought I was going to a dentist and live a happy life driving a lamborghini, in my early teens I realised that the rest of my life would be shit.

Nobody in this thread gives a fuck about my unique and interesting story, maybe that's why that guy has a problem with it being posted over and over again: it's an energy sap.

I'm reading all of these dude why the fuck would I ask the question if I wasn't interested?

I don't wanna talk about it.
oerige

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I got everything I wanted from life as a kid, but boy, I also got monkey paw'd so hard you wouldn't believe.

>I want to be a scientist when I grow up, doing all kinds of research!
Wish granted, but I'm the youngest researcher in an infamously corrupt genetics/biochemistry/molecular biology lab that only does research to pump out PhDs for paying customers.

>I want to meet my wife in high school and be with her forever and ever, just like mom and dad!
Wish granted, but my wife is the tulpa I made in high school during my first schizophrenia episode to chase away all the other voices.

>I want to have a fast sports car when I grow up!
Wish granted, but I got it as inheritance from my grandpa whom I really, really loved.

Why the fuck would I tell you no one gives a fuck about my thoughts on it if I didn't have proof for it?

His name is Paquelpo

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I never gave my future much thought. I would play in the backyard pretending to be an assassin, or a commando. I wanted to be rich and popular and that's about it.

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I used to think alot about the future, actually.
Which seems to be a pretty uncommon thing, given the responses in this thread all seem to be just "lel i wuz just bein a kid havin fun kek "

I thought I would be finished with University, have a loving wife, a nice house, and a fullfilling career all by this time.

Well, I haven't done any of that, and probably never will.
College dropout.
Women don't talk to me. Still a virgin.
Can barely pay rent in my shitty 1 BR apt. Forget buying a house.

And my career is cut off from me, considering I need a degree to get it.

Shit life/10. Would not replay.

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i thought i would be married with kids at this point now i am wealthier than i could ever imagine but lonelier than what i believed was humanly possible

I didn't have a good outlook as a lad. It was bleak. These days I'm a father, a husband, and a provider and I am much happier than I ever imagined. And the woman I'm with gets me hard so that's a definite bonus.

>as kid
Thought would never do drugs and become space engineer.
>now
Do drugs and studying for an Electronics degree.

Usually when I think my childhood and me being an anti-drugs I see it as irony I do them now and find a great interest in them outside of just using them, the effects and the way specific drugs affect the brain fascinate me, overall I'm fine with who I am.

>implying I was happy as a child

>be kid me
>watch porn everyday,have fantasies about boning chicks,cant wait to grow up so i could get laid

>present me
>lonely looser,have never even seen a vagina IRL other than my mothers,have stopped trying,dont even jack off to girls anymore because it just reminds me of how lonely i am,jack off to hentai and traps

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So dangerous and fearsome that he's afraid of his own reflection

I wanted to be UwU.
I became OwO.

I told the adults in kindergarden I'm just gonna live off welfare. I don't. So it's maybe better than what I predicted.

This desu. I thought I'd be stacking ISIS corpses too, but here I am doing fuck all cuz peacetime.

Who would have guessed we would start to get so lonely? I used to always wanna be alone, and now I'm sitting by myself drinking and smoking wondering what coulda been.

Fuck man

Serious question to all: Do you still identify with your younger self?
Because when I was a kid I never thought about my future, since future me was a stranger. And today at 38 I find my younger selves to be strangers. I can't really identify with my 28,18 or 8 year old versions (and I hate them for leaving me in this life).

Maybe that is the reason why apathy and detachment is prevalent in my psyche. Just curious if other robots share this insight.

How the fuck did desu become desu? Kms

The only thought I ever gave to my future as a kid was I wanted to be a race car driver lol. Needless to say, that did not happen

>Do you still identify with your younger self?
No, it's quite frankly amazing that my child self and I are somehow the same person

I imagined myself as a scientist inventing useful tools to better humanity.
I ended up working as a s/w developer building useless corporate bullshit

I thought I would study science stuff in University and become a researcher. I studied science stuff at uni and I am doing my physics PhD so I guess I was right.

I don't know I don't really recall thinking about my future when I was a kid (under 14) and I was clueless what I my life would be like from 15 onwards I'm now 27 and still don't know what to do with myself.
I guess looking back I may have thought life as an adult would be kind of like the Simpsons, working, socialising, have kids and a wife, friends and a house except everything would be exciting and chill. I was so wrong.

I thought it was gonna be better than what I had during childhood but as they say, it only gets worse, so it did.

I think it's kind of cool that I live in a shitty dystopia, but at the same time, I have to live in a dystopia. The problem is I'm not really a main character, I'm just a cog in the system, wagecucking and kept just comfortable enough to be lazy fat and happy up until the day I unremarkable kill myself and everyone forgets about me. I'm never going to be a father either, so this shit ends right here. My sister might pass on our ugly autism genes, but whatever, those children are going to have to live through the actual apocalypse. I'll just see everything crumbling apart but die before it's truly apocalyptic in the USA yet.

mostly this, although back in middle school when I was depressed and lonely I remember thinking that I was gonna develop social skills some day
and now almost ten years later I'm still under the same delusion

lol
I imagined that I'd become noble Chinese lady. Like one of the 1% attractive. I would have Chinese husband that is handsome, strong and rich. Also pure of heart. Dunno also I wanted to become chemist for some reason.

Now I'm unemployed and married to a pole. Guess it's alright. Asiatics marrying whites again btw.

I knew that I will never have a girlfriend even when I was like 7-8 , I was big social reject