Why are you still here?

You know this board isn't doing you any good.

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Where do you expect me to go?

I am bored and got no where to go

Trying to offer what advice and encouragement I can. There is escape and self improvement possible.

I have literally nowhere else to go and nothing to do. Hit rock bottom yesterday

no one to skating with

Do you really think so user? Could I get out and be happy if I tried really hard?

Any place is better than this. Staring blankly to your desktop is better than browsing this place. Pick a book, any book. The internet is huge. Don't be here.

That's kind, as long as you don't delude yourself an browse it with it as an excuse. I usually only come here once a month or less and make these kind of posts.

Do anything else. Just leave.

Yes. You could be depressed. Talk to a doctor if you feel it could be the case. They'll know.

Says you. I lost my virginity and met my best friend on this board.

Honestly, it's because I'm always alone at work. I work out on the road so I rarely have conversations. This is the only socializing I do from 8:00 am to 5:00 pm

The chances that you're LARPing are astronomical. Jow Forums is merely a repository of broken people, and broken people usually hurt each other.

You should find a better venue for socialising.

I'm trying to help. Also bully. And help. Then bully.
I can't stop myself. It's too much fun.

You should seek help for this tendencies. It's very difficult that you'll be able to stop on your own.

Why indeed... I feel like i'm at an important fork in my life and i just can't make the choice for some reason.
I feel kinda lost.

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Actually told myself I wouldnt come back here the other day, after spending a few days just being in the real world and getting some things done. But I'm back. I have nowhere else to spill my deepest thoughts with someone

Pretty much out of habit and for my favorite general! inb4 normie who has made it, get out reeee
I'm actually one of the most roboty denizens here! Virgin, no success, autistic, not independent, the list goes on... :3

I feel better usually when I browse this board, I am at rock fucking bottom but some people have it much worse than me and are doing okay. I have to learn how to focus on myself and stop constantly comparing myself to others but that is difficult for me

Why are you using those emotes it's creepy

But there's nobody here, user. Only other broken anons which can't help themselves either. Go away. It's for your own good and you know it.

That is not something to be proud of. Try to break the cycle of failure.

Do your best to change it. It's not a healthy habit.

If I knew how I would, my thoughts are going to kill me and somebody else one of these days I feel like.

I don't have any choice anymore.
I have no friends, zero love life, it's been this way for almost my whole life, I'm 18. You think that's young, but I'm completely numb now. I almost dont even have a desire to get better because I'm too fucked up to make sense of anything or make anything ever work anyway. I'm a failure, a loser, and a nobody.

Then seek help. That's what doctors are for. You deserve care.
You're too young to give up. Keep at it. Try something different. Ask others for advice and/or help. You can do it.

KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THIS LOLE

You don't understand. Everything I had I squandered. I'm a classic example of a wasted youth. I'm just another hopeless loser outcast with no place anywhere, so I cope. Nobody wants me. I didn't ask to be born.

Again, you're too young to give up. Stop blaming yourself or wallowing in self-pity and try to do something to change it. If you can't, see a doctor.
I know you think your life will be like this forever, but it doesn't have to be.

Seek help, get it, save yourself.

do you have disc
Im eighteen too and I am going through terrible depression rn

Been there since 2015.
Guess I'm an oldfag now.

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Seek help as well.

I was lonely, shiftless, and bitter, but I was able to find friends, love and contentment with life.

I feel like I owe it to the board to try and help just one other person achieve these things as well.

Ok user. But if I sought help and my family found out they would just know how much of a fucking loser weirdo I really am and all their respect for me would be gone. I had been thinking about a voluntary psych ward but my family would have their usual condescending attitude towards me and look down in shame at me yet again for how much of a disappointment I am to them. Nothing i ever do is good enough for them and they have no idea what I've been through.

Unfortunately no I don't have discord sorry user

I have no idea user. I don't even subscribe to vast majority of "ideas" here, find most posters fucking morons and most threads are boring at best. Yet I still come here almost daily, cause I guess in some way this is where I belong. I am always bored yet I am always spending time the same way, and got handful of meaningful RL to speak of.
I realised long time ago that Internet has been feeling very limited to me and I just keep visiting handful of websites and Jow Forums, I just have no idea what actually cool and intellectually stimulating places are there, if any.
I just don't know.

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been in therapy and tried different meds since i was thirteen i think that ship has sailed bro

>they would just know how much of a fucking loser weirdo I really am and all their respect for me would be gone
Your well being is way more important than the thoughts of any other human being, blood relative or not. Do whatever you can to get better and achieve happiness. Don't let indifferent things (such as the opinions of others) get in your way.

None of the meds worked despite following the doctor's prescriptions?

yes none of the meds worked despite following my prescriptions

When I kicked my Jow Forums habit I ended up going to other websites with the same frequency. It's like a decade or two ago. You get home, and there's the TV, so you turn it on. It's easy to fall into this trap of our own habits. Try to make it more difficult to enter here. Install a website blocking addon and blacklist the whole Jow Forums. Same with whatever other addictive sites turn out to replace Jow Forums. Eventually the internet becomes a place to search for specific information instead of a "place" to be always.
Picking up a different habit works wonders. If you can pick up a book, game, show, whatever, that you can go to whenever you feel the urges to open a tab to this forsaken place, then you got it.

I'm very sorry to hear that, user. Are you now medicated? Are your doctors still trying to find the right meds for you? Are you doing your best to get better as well? Remember that meds can give you the willpower, but in the end it's you who has to exert it.

i went to the dr today and i should try new meds soon

i am trying my best but panic attacks have prevented me from even going to work lately and i feel like im in too much pain to do anything really would rather be dead

I am sorry to hear that. But at least you're in good hands. Never give up. You'll eventually find the ones that work best for you. It can be tricky sometimes when there's more than one issue, but eventually you will succeed. I wish I could do something more than simply wishing you the best. I wish you the best, user. Get well.

Fuck them fuck them fuck them
Anything they ever do is only for themselves.
They had me to be successful and make them happy. But if I'm fucked up because of their divorce and neglect it's all of a sudden all my fault. I fucking hate this shit I would cease contact if I had a choice but I don't. They would never expect my psych ward admittance nor ever leave me the fuck alone about it and act like they cared or understood. They would never let it go either they're vindictive pieces of shit

Forget about them. This is about you. About you getting better. It will come a day where you won't have to be around them, but you need to start getting better now, because it can't be a somewhat long road.

thanks user i dont really have any friends so this does mean a lot

Thank you user, your advice is apprecaited and I really have to start doing that, even though there's one or two boards I find still worth browsing.
In general I have terribly strong tenencies for running into routine combined with tendencies to isolate myself and live rather socially scanty life+negativistic outlook on life and lack of incentive and conscietousness toc reate anything. I do change vidya I play, but other than that I keep listening to same music hours and hours on end, rarely listen to any new one or watch new movies, have fat stack of books to read but can't concentrate myself for long anough so it's vicious cycle of getting ahead with reading, putting book aside from month, and starting anew/switching to some other one same thing happend with earlier.
It's been really getting into my head for past few years. It feels more and more like driving around in circular wheel rut.

Your words are greatly appreciated

I'm sure you will get better and live a happy life. If you are willing, you will make friends along the way. I'm glad I had a positive, albeit small, impact. Best wishes, user.

Building healthy habits work. If they books are physical, put them over the keyboard so when you wake up or return from school/job it's there and you have to make the conscious decision of not reading it and going to Jow Forums. I found it hard myself to browse only one or two boards, so I dropped Jow Forums entirely. It's much easier that way, and whatever the other boards give you, you can get from other sources in a healthier, less compulsive way.
And it doesn't have to be reading either. Any other activity that keeps you busy and/or entertained will work as well.
Simply understand the power of habits and how they control our behaviour.

I wish you and all the anons in this board the best. I hope you all find happiness. You all deserve it.

Complaining is fun

I am happy to help.

There are many better fun alternatives. This one is terrible by all metrics. Escape while you are still only browsing this place "ironically". It's never done anyone any good.

I'm logging off. Feel free to bump the thread and encourage each other to improve. Best of luck to all of you.
If you can, do it. If you can't, seek help. Keep at it and you'll lead fulfilling lives. Have a nice life, anons.

Thank you man, All good to you too.

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