What's keeping you alive for now?

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The fact that no one cares a out me is enough to keep going

video games, they are the only thing i enjoy
i don't care about anything else
even fapping and eating feels disgusting or obnoxious

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There might be some people out there telling themselves that I would be killed if it wasn't for them, but they are wrong and stupid. My opinion is that if it wasn't for them keeping those who would kill me far away, then those people's attempts to kill me would hasten God's intervention on my behalf. So... my opinion is that they are fucking me over by discouraging people from trying to kill me. If they would force God's hand, then God would stop them. If I will live to the end without God's intercession, then God will not intercede.

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my little pug, poor old girl couldn't make it in a shelter, and i don't have a gun

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God hasn't called on me to go Home yet, for I still have a purpose to fulfill. That's why I'm still alive.

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My son originallu

>anime
>games
>movies
>therapy
>TV-shows
>a dozen youtubers
>my cow tit red head FWB

If I had no parents, "friends" or siblings I would've ended it already but I don't want everyone to know I gave up or "lost".

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There is nothing I hate more than the sound of my mother crying. I've heard it too much already thanks to my asshole sister and I swore I'd never be the cause of her tears.
As shitty and pathetic of a person I am my life is still worth her happiness

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Catch the Rainbow it's a cool stand

Ahh, a fellow fan of this stand. Is it your favorite like me or not?

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Cluntry music,learning an japanese,and lifting weights. I swear to god if getting in the military doesnt turn my life around i am going to kill myself.

It's a cool character, i liked SBR a lot, maybe except for the retarded way they made Sandman into 'Soundman', like 'lel, now i am evil and my stand do a total different shit that it was pointed up in my character build up'.
To be honest i liked how Lucy ended up being the real hero despite not having a real stand by herself.

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The woman I love just published an excellent book and I'm deliriously happy to have her writing in my hands again.

(She married someone else a few years ago. I like to imagine him dying of old age, etc.)

Hoping that magically everything will be alright eventually

Nice, I need to start reading more into SBR in all honesty. Luckily I've read enough to know that Blackmore and his stand is really cool.

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is that yao ming? he still looks young as fuck

>Being this casual
Shit negro, step your game up if you are gonna avatar fag

Hey, at least I got to read up on Blackmore's story, so at least it's not too bad..

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I hope you are not a part skipper

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>my 3 cats
>my mom
>the mangas that haven't read yet because homework
>my husbando (pic related)

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I'll confess, at first I kind of was due to me not being aware of Stardust Crusaders being part of a series. After getting kind of serious into it, I've made sure you check up on the other parts. Are my sins forgiven?

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Just read the mango

the fact that if i actually did become mentally and physically unhealthy enough to really want to kill myself, i would probably fuck it up and wind up worse than before i tried

Motivation to leave everybody mostly. I'm getting my driving license this year after hauling ass and doing odd jobs, and also I'll graduate next year and very likely leave my parents and ghost them all wherever I want to.

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