I started back at school this summer after unsuccessfully trying to drink myself to death for 3 years. I'm at community college again currently to finish up my maths.
By next summer I'll have an associates in sysadmin or database management, haven't committed to one yet, along with 2 shitty gen Ed associates. Then I'm going back to regular college to hopefully finish my cyber security degree.
This thread is bumming me the fuck out. I turn 26 in August, and all I want is a job where I can sit down, I'd rather kill myself then keep working at Costco for the rest of my life.
I try not to get think about all the time I've wasted because it's depressing, and Im willing to work hard to improve my life now because I'm already not happy, so I don't think trying to improve will make things any worse. But sometimes it seems like it will never get better.
Sorry for the blog post, any reassurance would be nice, if you want to just shit on me that's fine too.
