>have liked programming for 5 years
>barely made anything because of depression/"autism"/laziness
>now smoke pot and vape everyday to think more creatively and make life bearable
>am master hax0r in classes and receive As
>still don't do open-source shit
How do I break the vise of lethargy, anons?
Have liked programming for 5 years
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You did wrong since you starting using pot and vaping. You'll never get out of that hole you digged yourself.
>get a fucking schedule
>develop a few habits. One tiny habit at a time.
>be patient. It takes a fucking long time to get out of this shit.
>read pic related (got it from here ramiro.org
>maybe get a therapy if you are seriously depressed
>visit a psychiatric and maybe get meds too.
Depression is a sickness like flu. Just a little bit worse.
This is also a nice read: zachholman.com
haven't been into that faggot for almost a year now.
find an app you like and see how you could improve it, then do it
Don't .
There is no point in forcing yourself to code for the sake of coding. There is too much shitty software good for nothing out there and eventually it gets outdated.
When you find something really worth coding, you are willing to spend days on it and it doesn't matter because it is fun and rewarding.
BTW laziness is a good trait for programmers. And depression is the new normal. I want to fucking sleep for three weeks, but have to wageslave tomorrow.
he's such a pandering cuck
have you watched any of his lectures? it's maybe 15-20% vague insight that you could get from a few sessions with a therapist, and 80% rambling around inconsistent ideological points
This is terrible advice.
If you want to be good at something, then you fucking keep doing it and make a routine of it. Thats why athletes train every fucking day.
And who accwpts depression as the norm? You want to feel like shit everyday?
No wonder youre a wageslave
>vape
How about you take that pussy stick and take it off my forum before I shove it up your ass and you're blowing smoke out your asshole?
>t. big tobacco
>t. big vape
Just a humble local Colorado farmer with some 'tegrity.
base what you said OP first you have to accept the fact that you NOT genius at all what so ever
>have liked programming for 5 years
Okay thats a start but "liking" isn't enough user. Hell most Jow Forums tards here dreamed of making a game when there was a kid and that over 20+ years ago. "Liking" something is different then doing code. period.
>am master hax0r in classes and receive As
I was a teacher at a college at one point and honestly i could tell you this that most teachers dont really care, they collect a shitty paycheck just to get enough experience to get a better paying job, thats just life kid.
>barely made anything because of depression/"autism"/laziness
>now smoke pot and vape everyday to think more creatively and make life bearable
>still don't do open-source shit
Yeah OP that just honestly just lazy. But most importantly your not a programmer at all whatsoever, Not even a novice level. If your thinking to yourself im just a shithead then that just unfortunate.
You dont have to listen to me user but ill say go to 30+hr udemy and get those 11$ course (if pay for something then most likely you will do it), code whatever language you like at this point even if its shit-tier language like python, and lay of the nigger grass.
i can relate to you user i dont know if the problem with me is that im trying to make money with my programs or something else.
wtf is this shit cummins.pt
>t. big gay
not OP but ty for being the only constructive user in this thread
>smoke pot to make life bearable
eliminate sickness, not symptom. You're sad/depressed for a reason, so you should find that reason and change it instead of looking for something to just get rid of the sadness/get past it, pot is also a time/money drain.
Not even memeing; ditch the pot and the boredom will eventually break you
Be aware that smoking pot regularly can get you "amotivational syndrome". No, that is no bullshit, and I can tell you it stays with you for years even after you've quitted pot for good. It's as you describe: You can't do shit. But it's not due to laziness, it's something different entirely. I don't know how to get out of it other than seek regular treatment.
Start with quiting pot and vaping.
>BTW laziness is a good trait for programmers.
Only for good programmers that are part of a company.
*snap* yup this one kd going straight into my recommendations folder, will do.
i have watched like 50% of his lectures and many more interviews. i don't know what to argue with but his ideological points taught me some meaning in life.
he taught me how humanity functions and how to boost my serotonin.
i don't know if he was wrong at any point of his time since himself said his biggest fear in life is to tell something untrue