Have liked programming for 5 years

Be aware that smoking pot regularly can get you "amotivational syndrome". No, that is no bullshit, and I can tell you it stays with you for years even after you've quitted pot for good. It's as you describe: You can't do shit. But it's not due to laziness, it's something different entirely. I don't know how to get out of it other than seek regular treatment.

Start with quiting pot and vaping.

>BTW laziness is a good trait for programmers.
Only for good programmers that are part of a company.

*snap* yup this one kd going straight into my recommendations folder, will do.

i have watched like 50% of his lectures and many more interviews. i don't know what to argue with but his ideological points taught me some meaning in life.

he taught me how humanity functions and how to boost my serotonin.

i don't know if he was wrong at any point of his time since himself said his biggest fear in life is to tell something untrue