I know this isn't 100% tech but I rather post this here because this board is my life.
> Be me.
> Be a 20 yo loner in computer science
> Have asperger syndrome
> No friends
> Depressed to suicide
> Have a lab in about an hour thats worth more point
> Don't give a shit. I'll manage
> Not going to school almost ever
> Planning to quit school probably
How does a techy get out of my hell hole?
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I hope you don't feel entitled to a job once you leave college.
Who would want to hire you with your shit work ethic?
Lol I don't, dw.
Right now I'm just trying to kill the depression then maybe after I'll focus on my "ethics" whatever that might mean for me.
asperger syndrome to what degree?
>asperger syndrome to what degree?
Light enough to realize my situation but heavy enough to lose the ability to do anything about it.
you sound fucking intolerable. wearing your autistic diagnosis like it just perfectly excuses all of your inadequacies (in other words, you might be autistic, but you're also lazy)
are you actually depressed? are you going to a counselor? why are you suicidal? what's wrong? are there _actual_ things wrong?
maybe you should drop out of school and go work a min wage job for a few months to realize how good you had it
Well it may help to realize your situation is made up of many smaller things put together. Try to work on one thing at a time. Your schooling doesn't necessarily have to be tied up with being depressed or feeling anti-social.
Many problems may add up to one feeling but they are in reality separate problems
>you sound fucking intolerable. wearing your autistic diagnosis like it just perfectly excuses all of your inadequacies (in other words, you might be autistic, but you're also lazy)
this is a very, very bad way to approach trying to help somebody. FYI
>Be me
>2.?e1 yo longer in CS
>Not diagnosed, but perhaps a micron of the tism
>No friends except increasingly distant online relationships that readily dissolve despite even a decade of history
>Morale is excellent youtu.be
>Have no classes because Dankesgibbing
>If I did, I'd go because I'm on thin ice academically.
>Always go now.
>Planning to graduate no matter what to make parents proud.
I don't understand your problem, user. CS is amazing and even Type 3 civs can't confidently detect gravitons in close orbit around neutron stars, but here you are talking about friendships and sadness and other nonsense.
>you might be autistic, but you're also lazy
Believe me laziness is probably what's gonna kill me. I know I'm lazy. Tried doing something about that for years to no avail.