Existential dread. You got some? Why is it so hard to crawl back from the pit, user? We study all sorts of holes in psychiatry - to understand their structure, to know how to avoid permanent contusion from the fall or recognize them. That knowledge is free to the public, yet even when one is to know very well what's happening in their brain and why are they feeling that particular, often crushing sensation.. we just cannot really get over it, can we? We can be rejected, irrational, drove mad, get hurt or betrayed, sometimes simply discouraged not even directly, but as a backslash of somebody's success, comparison. We can experience it dozens of times, study and know every single chemical compound of those reactions, yet some of them will always hurt the same and we will forever keep dragging our bodies over them, not only conscious of what's about to happen, but still often as mistakes. We fall into the same vicious circles of grief, pity, sorrow and despair. We crawl back from them and never learn a thing on how to mitigate their damage. Or do we..? What are your ways of avoiding such problematic experiences in your life, user~? Are there any that can be shared and understood by another person that never found themself in a need of using it?
You know my answer, same as before. I ignore said feelings and just keep walking forward, one step at a time. Your previous failures only have as much power over you as you give them.
Harro Future, I hope you don't feel very moldy today. Have you enjoyed some moments of the day? >Your previous failures only have as much power over you as you give them. As much as it is true, certain people can render even hardest of iron wills afflicted. Saying, that you are immune for bad feelings only tells, that your life has been improving and that you have never reached a breaking point likewise the one you've already recovered from. Stay crispy fella
On the other hand you are still alive. We are all, in fact. It means that we've won over everything life has thrown at us so far, or are in a still ongoing battle - one of many, but not fallen quite yet. It is something of a positive thought, if you think about it~
>Thank you Janky for leaving even that trace. Chasing a kot id is as elusive as much it brings change to your or somebody else's life. But it's still a nice gift to have your post in this thread ( ´ ▽ ` )b oh thank you too
Hudson Rodriguez
It's been a wonderful day off so far. As for past tribulations, just like mending bones, breaking can occasionally make you stronger for the experience. I've had a few psychotic breaks in my time, but every one was resolved peacefully, and effectively learned from. What is a soul without some scars for added character? What is the story of our life without some darkness to make the light shine even brighter in contrast?
Yeah, getting a phone to decentralize my internet access really calmed me down and made me not feel like I was on a single lifeline considering my laptop is a shitty hand me down with a charger plugin that might fall apart this year. Also every word of this.
I have been woken up early to evacuate our basement from flood and it's still quite a shitfest of a weather if you ask me. It's not bad at all, situation has been rather stable and I am quite happy with myself. It's just that weather like that really makes u thing. It's heccin' cold though, so that's a negative. You well? Nice 98 id by the way~ ᵗʳᶦᵖˢ! >What is the story of our life without some darkness to make the light shine even brighter in contrast? Aye, that's kind of necessary as well. Happy to know you approach it so positively like I was on a single lifeline considering my laptop is a shitty hand me down with a charger plugin that might fall apart this year. Horrible. I used my old laptop charger as a heater /ᐠ。ꞈ。ᐟ\ >Also every word of this. Good job Kureizy
You've got me. I started uploading three to two seconds as a false start, knowing it's at least a one second upload. Turns out I had a lag, pls forgive. It's pretty o-k5ai over here, hope you're doing fine yourself o/ What's up with that picture Netherlands? Feeling frisky for twinks? But rollercoasters can be enjoyable all the way through. Good luck and stay safe buddy~ wow rude
yeah... question then. as I've discovered the BABA is ALL achievement is the 100% one, should I save the garden area till last or should I go do it after chasm?
Jaxson Taylor
Roll with garden asap, maybe this will put you at peace with the pollen.
for me, all existential fear is the product of the deepest fear of the human, the fear of oblivion. no matter how many monuments you build with your name the universe is destined to darkness and the dark does not remember
>Mood swings kicking in hard? no I'm just normally Happy right now I guess remembering the fun times you had playing your favorite video game does that
My city is sinking underwater and my flat is absolutely trashed with things from the basement that are mostly useless, but other than that it's a quite alright weekend. Tomorrow may be a very alright day, in fact~ You forgot to switch your proxies Anzu /ᐠ。ꞈ。ᐟ\ Have you found that meme on Jow Forums as well? >I guess remembering the fun times you had playing your favorite video game does that Hahah sweet :b ᵃᶫˢᵒ ᶜʰᵉᶜᵏᵉᵈ What's the vidya in discussion? >and the dark does not remember Hits the spot, ouch. >WooTOr id Neato
It's okay, she got drunk on the wine afterwards. Turns out Sakuya had such a stressful day that she left a bottle open and forget about it, making a mistake of leaving it around bunch of curious vampires~ >"Moment of Remilia having an excellent idea", picture taken three hours before Scarlet Mist incident, colourised
That would explain the images. Have fun mate, I'm in for some real comfy TF2 cp_orange siege right now, hopefuly with some really funny people~ Very nice :D