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CHI
Today didn't feel that bad for me. How about you?
it's ok. get any reading done?
Nah, I did watch juve-real and other than that I haven't really done anythinf today.
theres a concacaf game today probably gonna watch that
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I wonder if things will ever get better.
I ran out of weed
they are only going to get worse but at least you got some trips
are you the sad dog posting user?
You're probably right, oh well might as well get numbers again.
>tfw didn't even get numbers
I'll probably just watch an episode of the first season of supernatural now.
what ever happened to that job you had?
Decided to just put all my time to reading. I waste a lot of time during the day regardless and keeping a job on the side would just ensure that I would get nothing done reading wise. Honestly going to school for me is more about just doing something to keep things rolling steadily than getting a job tbqh. You don't pay tuition here and you get some goverment assistance too, enough to take care of all running costs like transport and such and if you live on your own you get a little more and they pay 80% of your rent. NEETs get more than students and students will end up in the red since living costs money but not that badly. I also do have an interest in the subject, i'm not "passionate" about anything but I do understand that if I would go to study a subject I don't like just because I want to keep things rolling would not end well. Though me even getting into school is a big question mark, that's why I decided to prioritise it.
Did you read those books yet?
it's good you're focusing on something user
i was too dub to work that site you sent
/chi/
my plan on getting fit, learning russian, and getting a tinder practice gf has failed miserably
i am can't make any gains, i can't retain any words, and i can't get a single match on tinder, even from fat single mothers. also keep losing money on stocks.
i've been doing some small exercises but nothing has changed
I try, not with great success though. Simply concentrating takes a major effort these days and the motivation to try comes and goes, mainly goes.
Your best bet would probably be a slavic girl that wants to leave her homeland in search of a better life, knowing russian would probably not be necessary for that. Learning a new language is a major effort, especially so if you don't interact with that language often. Learning a new set of alphabets also sounds kinda daunting. Being able to offer a decent first world living standard would take you a long way even by it's own. Becoming healthier is always good, even if it's just for you (tfw i'm in the worst shape of my life, nothing terrible but I used to be able to feel good about my fitness, not anymore).
heres that game incase you want to watch
I don't think slavic girls would want a potato faced CHI who looks like pic related. They want greencard but they still have standards, or at least the ones on interpals do.
I learned the alphabet pretty quick but it's so hard retaining words and grammar. Like I will spend an hour reading them then forget it the next day.
I wish I could be a Chadmode body builder. It seems like all the people my age are, or were at some point. I feel like shit all the time.
wanna hang out
we can listen to the 80s radio station
do you look like pic related?
where do u live
norcal
Who /CHI/ and grew up feeling like an outcast around racist white family members?
>chis
>white
??????????
no where near you
don't have any white family members
>tfw haven't been exited for a long long time
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My mom is white and my father is mexican. My moms side has been rude as fuck to me growing up.
I think they forget that I am CHI at times so they never hesitate to use bigoted pejoratives around me but still it hurts none the less.
why not do it back
because we're supposed to be a family
bitch nigga
pretty much
i keep my hair pretty short though
in the end all that matters is money
i don't think so mang
i make 80k a year but im still a turbo incel
all that matters is being tall and white
I know. I hardly feel like a true aztec warrior at all. How can I be a real CHI if I don't have the balls to even slay my own guero grandparents?
thats pretty good
Hi /chi/. I'm nervous and can't sleep anymore.
What's making you nervous?
jerk off to qt ebony girls
it always relaxes me
>they forget that I am CHI at times so they never hesitate to use bigoted pejoratives around me but still it hurts none the less
So they don't talk about YOU? You seem to like playing the victim.
Still they use slurs about Mexican people so it is technically a slur against me. I am not a fucking coon
why?
But you aren't Mexican, are you? You're American.
> latin male white female
nice
i love seeing cumskins getting BEANd irl, props to your dad
I'm pretty white yes
Aww go to sleep now!
>Implying America exists
I'm from cemanahuac
First we take the south west and then the world
My appointment in the hospital.
Already tried that. Too nervous I guess.
Fell asleep really soon and woke up now inbthe night. Too nervous to sleep so it keeps me awake.
I think I'm going to play vidya to distract me, but thanks again for saying that to me.
this
>cemanahuac
>Not Mexico
Point still stands. Your relatives are not talking about YOU specifically. Stop feeling targeted.
why are you going to the hospital
Kk user you know where to find me also good luck with your appointment
Latinos are the most powerful race on earth desu
The finest muslim slaying warriors from iberia combined with the savage primal warriors of the americas
It's only a matter of time before LATAM rules the world desu
He's not even ugly. Hes no model for sure but he's not hideous. He's just older than us. Unless you are deformed then there's always hope
Oncology checkup. I hear the results of the bloodtests today and get a checkup.
Thank you.
Only if they knew how much I hate the united states and how much I pray for it's imminent destruction. They can probably smell it on me.
how many CHI's have you seen in AU?
do you think theres going to be something bad?
There are actually a lot of chileans and spaniards scattered here and there
Oh. I hope everything comes out all clear.
no Mexicans? I saw some girls ig today she was half Mexican half Australian
I hope not. But it has now been a long enough period for me since the last treatment to give it a place and now I'm back again in the hospital. It just has a small impact on me mentally and need some distraction.
i hope everything go's good user
A short distraction
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I'm really sick of working.
I want to quit but I'm in too far.
Me too. Nice numbers.
That was really cute. People have been sending me bunnies yesterday because I like fluffy cute things. It really helped me and you just gave me a smile, user.
I'm glad you liked it. It's only natural to be nervous, but everything should be fine. I hope.
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it's over user
the digits are on your side
I love you guys! I'm off to play a vidya now.
good luck user
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