What went wrong in life?

I used to be obsessed about my gpa too. Then I entered the job market and realised it means shit

Ahahha, wtf user, you seriously got raped in college?!
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High school is a fucking joke and you can pass easily without any effort.

No true in college. You either learned how to study and teach yourself in high school or you need to learn ASAP how to in college or you suck ass.

fixed mindset vs growth mindset
You grew up thinking intelligence/talent was static, unchanging. You thought it was all you needed to be successful. You didn't realize that effort is far more important than talent. When school became more challenging you questioned your talent and didn't dig into a reserve of effort. It's not entirely your fault though, it has to do with how you were raised and your school environment.

OP you have to realise that the only person who can change your situation is yourself. Get a basic job anywhere and make friends at work. It is now up to you over the next few years to get a better job and increase your skills making you more valuable.

Live below your means and enjoy the little things in life. Get a gym membership and get your health in order. Reduce your time spent in front of screens and appreciate the world around you and experiences.

Yes. Basically I went out for dinner with two of my good friends (actually my only friends at the time). After dinner we went back to my apartment to have a few beers and hang out. One of them didn't stay for long because he had to work early the next day, so it was just me and the other friend. At some point I remember drifting off and later waking up to find him kissing me on the lips and stroking my dick (he had unzipped my pants). This part is pretty hazy and I wasn't sure if it was a dream or what. I think I said stop and tried to resist, but he kept going, and he made a comment like "you have a really nice cock" or something like that. Then I must have passed out again. He must have drugged me. Maybe I was really drunk, but I don't think so.

My next memory is being in my bed, naked from the waist down while he was fucking my ass. I tried to resist and push hin away, but I couldn't really move or speak. I'm pretty sure I was passed out for most of it.

Then I woke up the next morning. I was in my bed alone and still naked from the waist down. I felt like shit and my anus hurt pretty bad. My friend came into my room a while later and just acted normally, making small talk, and then he left the apartment.

This was around two years ago. I never told anyone IRL, including the guy himself. He continued to text me but I would just give brief responses and say I'm too busy to meet up. We continued to bump into each other occasionally, I would just try to keep it brief and then leave. Thankfully he moved city a year ago.

I've been fucked up ever since. I don't have any friends now (I lost contact with the other friend). My grades really suffered but I managed to finish my degree. Now I've been doing pretty much nothing for a year and I'm depressed as fuck.

>Not literally
Starting to feel for you too. Happened to me in freshman year of high school and fucked over all my development through my junior year of college. Finally have my life sort of in track

>What went wrong in life?

I don't exist. You don't exist. Life does not exist. We do not exist. This is just a weird hallucination to be experienced. Nothing else. Role play the character you were given. The story goes...

>buy bitcoin

I'm sorry user but I'm laughing my ass off reading this jesus christ wtf

tfw you realize most high schools are teaching high schoolers at an elementary school level. In high school I was in all AP/Honors classes until I got a real hardass AP physics teacher. She gave me C's because I didn't go to class or do homework, even though I aced every exam. So I told her I wanted to drop into the regulars class and she wouldn't let me without speaking to my mom first. She told my mom she knows I understand the content and I'm capable but that I need to do my homework and come to class. My mom told her she has no way of forcing me to do homework or going to class and that if she was going to give me C's because of that that she was an idiot and that she'd approve of me dropping into the regulars class. The teacher didn't back down, and so I joined my first regulars class. The kids in the class were fucking retard tier. I went from being around only pretty smart kids to being around actual retards, and that was the day I realized most people are retarded and that I'd never ever have to work hard to achieve. I got all 99's and 100's on my exams and the teacher didn't care if I came to class or not. He was just glad he had a student who understood the course work. When I went to college I never went to class. I slept, fucked, and drank my way through it and left with a 3.0 GPA. College isn't hard, you're just an average moron. No shame in it, you'll be fine.

I dont care if this is a larp, reading stuff like this makes me want to kill myself. I wasnt born smart or talented or handsome. Why keep sucking up resources.

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are you me, op?
except for the obese part

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Intelligence cannot be taught. I don't think it will always be this way, intelligent systems will emerge that remedy this within the next few decades.
Also, if you did not graduate with an engineering or science degree you likely wasted your potential.

Holy Fuck,
What the hell is your problem? You are a massive faggit. If that happened to me I would've beat the living hell out of him afterwords.
Honestly man.. you may think I am being a dick but I am right. You'll always be a depressed failure because you know deep down you are a huge pussy.
You need to confront him about this and do something about it otherwise you will never have closure and never will be able to live with yourself.
Your life is a shameful disgrace and deep down you know this. Do something if you ever want to feel right again.

>Realise geniuses are a meme
Most people realise this and just BS their way to the top (It works try it)

I had the exact same experience user. Not because I wanted to drop a class, but I ended up getting put in the "normal" history class because the AP one was full. Holy shit, it was eye opening.
High school is divided into 2 groups; the AP kids and the normal ones. They rarely interact. Now, most of my AP peers were pretty retarded in their own way, but they could get good grades in somewhat challenging classes. The "normal" kids are literally like fucking animals. I have a funny story about a comment a roastie made in class one day if you'd like to hear it.

Do tell

On the morning after I was really confused and didn't feel like say anything. I'm very shy and non-confrontational by nature, plus I was really traumatized, so that's why I couldn't find the strength to say it to him later. I seriously considered it, but I kept putting it off. After a few months I decided not to say anything. I thought it would be weird to bring it up after not saying anything for months and acting normally. Plus I thought he'd just brush it off and say it didn't happen. I'm fairly weak and non-violent, so wouldn't be able to kick his ass.

Maybe you're right though. Maybe I can send him an email and let him know that I know what he did to me and that he's a fucking cunt piece of shit, and that he doesn't have power over of my life. It could at least give me some closure and help me move on. Idk, I'll probably go to a therapist first and then decide.

If someone has abused you in college or elsewhere you should take appropriate action. No use festering for years doing nothing about it the perp needs dealt with.
Additionally have you ever seen the film on the waterfront? A washed up character who used to be good at boxing talks in his twilight about how he could have been a contender. I coulda been a contender he repeats harking back to himself in the day. The reality was he was always a contender apart from within himself.
Man up and prosper or end up being another twilight years contender.

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At least tell him off over email.. make him feel like a scumbag. Its better than nothing at this point.
You could also fuck with him other ways, you don't need to necessarily beat him up.

>send him an email saying he doesn't have any power over me
kek, meanwhile you're saying your life is in shambles because of it. Dude you have some problems. Firstly you should have contacted the police the very next day after the rape. It's probably too late to take legal action now but you could contact a lawyer and discuss it with them. One potential would be to email the guy about it and try to bait him into admitting that he drugged and raped you. For example, say that you enjoyed it and want to do it again or something. "hey user remeber that time you drugged and raped me? i kind of have a kink for that, could we talk about it" you get the idea. I have no idea if that would work or not, but it's worthwhile to contact a lawyer and try to fuck that dude in the ass (with the law). Seriously, you're a fucking man, avenge yourself, preferably in a way that doesn't get you in trouble.

it was a world history class and we were learning about dinosaurs in the precambrian era or whatever. A hoe in the class raised her hand and said (and i quoth)
"why are we learning about this, it happened like 500 years ago. it's so pointless"

I'm confused. Isn't this everyone's story on this entire site? Who here is actually socially and monetarily successful?

Good idea about the bait thing. I will contact a lawyer. And yeah, I should have reported it straight away but man, that shit fucks with your head. Oh well.

>Catalog
it would probably bring you some catharsis if you manage to fuck him over. You also obviously feel kind of weak and defenseless so I think it would be beneficial to do some physical training and bulk up. Just learning the basics of boxing and fighting will make you feel a lot more confident. Also buy gunz and go shooting, shit is cash.

I have 50k chainlink and a friend