>I've got zero confidence in myself
>I can't have any social contact without realizing I did a lot of mistakes and feeling bad for days later
I've got zero confidence in myself
Hunter Long
Josiah Harris
Same haha
>interact with people
>realize later that you might have said or did something wrong
>think about it for days
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Aiden Gutierrez
>days
>not years
Ayden Cook
Even years actually haha
>embarass yourself once
>the event randomly pop out in your head for no particular reason and make you feel like shit
It's usually when i'm all alone in my bed trying to sleep fantasizing about kms HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Isaac Long
I know that feel so well
>doing something
>for an instance, I randomly live a moment I embarrassed myself
>have an explosion of anger and self-hate
Tyler Adams
>feel slighty ok
>can't help but start to think about bad stuff and start to feel like shit
It's like I can't allow myself to be even slighty happy lmao
Juan Kelly
I want to fucking kill myself lads
Oliver Richardson
I pace around and punch walls sometimes haha
Caleb Jackson
>wake up
>very first thought is about how disappointed I am to still be alive
>pound booze and sleeping pills so I can turn my consciousness back off again
Jaxson Cook
>tfw don't really want to die but still think about dying all the time because you're a piece of shit
>fantasize about dying in all sort of stupid ways like being ran over wondering how it would feel like
LOL