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There is champions league again tomorrow, and there was a game today too.
wish i could stay in my bed until i die
the concacaf final is also tomorrow at least i have something to look forward to
how was your classes?
>hi user, just calling to check if you're not death
Thanks mom.
didn't pay attention at all, i can't focus anymore
what are you doing?
>i can't focus anymore
Iktf, I just can't function properly anymore and it's only getting worse.
i've already accepted the fact that things won't get better no matter what i do, my brain is just too broken
still here
the same as usual just trying to waste time
She also told me to stop vidya.
That's a bitter pill to swallow, though it doesn't look good and i'm certain healthy people don't question their mental state like I do. All is not alright in my head. Atleast resignation to neetdom is an option, it will probably be eventually better to stop strugling if everything ends in failure. I'll see my other options through first though, doesn't look like anything is going to work out though. There are lots of long time neets in the finnish image board who say that you no longer care that much when you reach around 30, that you become actually numb to it and just learn to roll with things. Maybe lingering hope makes it worse and after you let go of it life becomes easier?
That's nice of her, I guess.
why?
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what are you up to?
Browsing aimlessly
You?
standing up because my backs been feeling funny
You should try to get to the bottom of what's causing that. Do you think it's due to sleeping posture/posture in general or something else?
it's definitely my posture i think it might be because i sit so much and usually im sitting in a bad posture
how's it going?
Iktf. I think I actually "grew" taller during my conscription just because I straightened my posture back then. It's back to where it was again and has been for a long long time. I'll try to get some more reading done now, I could barely get through a paragraph during the day so it can't be any worse now, not necessarily any better either but I might as well try.
i haven't tried fixing but i do want to start sitting less. just read a page every time you aren't doing anything at all like in the bathroom
She thinks that is the thing that messes up my sleeprhythms. It's not, I just wake up on random moments and some of the times I can't sleep because of it. She just wants to fix something she can't fix.
oh, I thought she was mad because you where wasting your time
I need a latina with a good pair of tits and a big ol butt
If she's mad she can be mad all she wants as I don't live in her house. My house, my rules. It was more friendly advice. But the kind mothers give that almost sound like an order, but not really an order.
I hope you get one.
CHI signs up in the sky
what's stopping you from getting one?
what are you up to now?
Shitposting in the /nederdraad/. Nothing else yet as I'm kinda waking up from this weird dream, so I think I'm going to watch some youtube to chill out.
there isn't much to do it gets harder and harder by the day
Hi guys!
I just make up stuff to do oetz. In the end it doesn't really matter if I succeed with the goals I set, but I want to try at least.
No dinero
Hoi vriend!
Time to get some money then.
theres some user that keeps posting here(not today) that he wants a CHI bf
as long as you don't go to the tourist areas Mexico is cheap
I'm sorry, but what the fuck does CHI mean and why are you faggots posting it everywhere?
CHIcano
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thanks user, what are you all about?