When did you lose your optimism?

When did you lose your optimism?
For me probably about 14

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I still have optimism I never lost it

I had an optimism?

13
regained it at 24

same. Puberty mixed with school really kills you

17-19

a couple of months ago

~16/17
Optimism is self-illusion, reality is depressing.

I think I never had optimism, I remember when we had school activities and I was just like "what if someone breaks in the house and kill my parents" "what if the bus goes off the cliff" "what if a bear eats me" and virtually everything that happened in my life caused negative thoughts on me since I was a kid

fucking same, 8th grade made me realize i will always be a failure, im just a low IQ shitskin afterall, im 22 now and have no future.

14-15 and every year it gets worse and worse

Around 15-16. Got better at 18.

Why is this board so depressed? This is literally worse than Jow Forums holy shit.

>reality is depressing.
It's honestly fucking stupid how the public educational system and adult figures sell us a bullshit reality as kids.
We're not depressed, just adults

by depressed what do you mean ? im not depressed, i just hate lies and i respect truth, i want what i respect, even if i don't like it, truth is, happiness is not real.

Optimists are stupid. This board is smart.

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i'm not depressed, i'm just a pessimist

>i will always be a failure, im just a low IQ shitskin afterall, im 22 now and have no future.

You should see a doctor.

if you were smart, you wouldn't be on Jow Forums

Look at the bright side:
As a pessimist, you are mentally prepared for bad stuff and can realize and enjoy the small good things happening to you.

why?

Not every smart is smart in american one-dimensional biorobotical materialistic protestant sense.

fuck off crypto-optimist

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Dont call yourself shitskin

Based.

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6 when my dad said 'thanks for ruining my life'

See, not only are you not smart, you are also butthurt. Typical.

What flag is that?

I never recovered from my case of pubescent angst

kek, now i understand the proliferation of british banter on Jow Forums. depressed people are trying to drag everyone else down to their level.

>When did you lose your optimism?
I was pretty jaded and cynical from 6th grade and onward, but it was after I turned 24 that I truly gave up on life
Now I just eat shit and exist,but I'm dead inside

how do you call it when you're too pussy to actually get the painless suicide methods and not pussy enough to do one of the give me attention suicide methods
I love being like that for fucking years

17

6 maybe?

17
21 now kind regaining eh

lol I don't remember anyone saying i am optimistic.. ever. :')

about tree fiddy

cheer up, 64core smartphone cpus in 2030

22, when my parents sent me to rehab.

14, regained it at 20.
Learned that if you let despair get to you, you lose.